Tianhai City, a hotel.

Just after returning from a charity dinner, Bai Yaling sat on the edge of the bed weakly, looking a little sluggish.

She wore a purple evening gown and had a delicate figure. But on that beautiful face, there is no smile in sight, let alone the beauty and touching on the screen. On the contrary, he was a little haggard and weak.

Next to him, Ma Feng, a slightly chubby agent, said with concern: "Yaling, look at your listlessness, aren't you tired?"

Bai Yaling nodded weakly.

Ma Feng said: "If you are tired, rest early, tomorrow morning we will participate in the anniversary celebration of the Star Court Group, and in the afternoon, we will rush to the film and television city to shoot a few shots." ”

Bai Yaling nodded.

"Okay, you can rest early! After this busy time, let's take a vacation. Ma Feng opened the door and left.

Bai Yaling lay on the soft big bed, looking at the ceiling, her eyes were a little dull.

Her voice is like a natural sound, and she has won various music awards. Her acting skills are superb and skillful, especially costume dramas, which are out of the world and do not eat fireworks in the world.

Whether it is film and television or music, she has made great achievements.

She is a frequent visitor to entertainment headlines, and the number of her Weibo followers exceeds 50 million.

No matter what the list is, her name is already indispensable among the candidates for China's first-line actresses.

I don't know when it started, when she was alone, she couldn't see any smile on her face anymore. Yes, it's just irritability and anxiety.

She once concealed Ma Feng and secretly went to check.

It was concluded that it was moderate depression.

Whether it was psychotherapy, medication or physical therapy, she tried them all.

Over the course of a year, she found no improvement. In the near future, there seem to be signs of intensification.

Pessimism and despair always come to my heart inexplicably.

She felt very tired, very, very tired. Especially in her heart, it seems that there is always a huge stone pressing, which makes her breathless. Even if you go out to travel, it's still the same.

But in front of the camera, she still had to force a smile.

After a long time, she sighed heavily, took out a bottle of sleeping pills from her bag, and poured two into her hand.

Her gaze, staring at the medicine bottle, was slightly glazed.

If you can eat it all in one sitting, maybe you will be relieved?

She was stunned by her own thoughts, she was terrified, she was uneasy. Faintly, there seems to be a sense of relaxation.

Thrown in the bag on the side, the mobile phone rang suddenly.

She poured two sleeping pills into the bottle and flipped out her phone to look at it.

It's a little cousin she likes.

"Sister, what are you doing?" asked the little cousin.

"I just finished a charity dinner, I'm a little tired, and I'm ready to go to bed. Bai Yaling smiled reluctantly, trying to make her voice look more energetic.

"It's only ten o'clock, so I go to bed so early! I want to talk to you for a while!" said the little cousin with some disappointment.

"There's still an event to attend tomorrow morning, so I'm going to get up early. I really envy you, carefree. Bai Yaling sighed.

"I envy you! You're a goddess, a big star. Wear famous brands, live in luxury houses, and everywhere you go, all eyes are on you. The little cousin snorted, "What like me, an ugly duckling." ”

Bai Yaling smiled bitterly: "If you don't have it, you will be envious, talk to me so late, won't your boyfriend have time to accompany you?"

"Don't mention it, we broke up a few months ago, and this bastard actually split my legs with my best friend. The little cousin sighed and said: "You don't know, I was almost angry at that time, so angry that I wanted to buy a bottle of sleeping pills to eat, and then write a suicide note, just say that they harmed, I see how they will meet people in the future." ”

Bai Yaling couldn't help but glance at the sleeping pill bottle next to him.

The little cousin's voice became excited again: "But it's okay, thanks to one of my high school classmates, I called her to complain, and she asked me to follow a Weibo account named Teacher Mo Fei." You don't know, this teacher Mo Fei is very powerful, and he only enlightened me for a few days, and he let me get out of the pain of falling out of love. When I see this dog man and woman now, I can happily take out my mobile phone, take pictures of the embarrassed expressions of the two of them, and then photoshop all kinds of funny pictures. I'm getting addicted to it, and I go out for a stroll every once in a while, hoping to meet this dog man and woman again. ”

Bai Yaling was a little scared and said, "If you can't open it, why don't you call me?"

"You're so busy, besides...... I'm too embarrassed to tell you about such a humiliating thing. The little cousin sneered.

Bai Yaling hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help but ask, "The teacher Mo Fei you are talking about, he is a psychiatrist?"

"He can teach psychology and he can also teach about tea cultivation. However, everyone just came to him for counseling on psychological issues. The little cousin explained.

"Is he really powerful?" Bai Yaling was a little unconvinced.

"Amazing, of course. The little cousin was a little angry at Bai Yaling's questioning, and she snorted: "In the minds of our three thousand iron fans, Teacher Mo Fei is better than Teacher Li. ”

"How can it be ......" Bai Yaling couldn't help laughing, Mr. Li, that is the existence of cultivating an international basketball superstar and the first beautiful romance writer. Moreover, his other two students, inventor Chang Shan and painter Yang Xixi, although they are not at their peak like Fang Zihan and Lin Siyun, are obviously making rapid progress, and sooner or later they will become great inventors and painters.

In Huaxia, there is no young person who does not know Teacher Li, and there is no person who does not want to become a student of Teacher Li.

"I know that Mr. Li is very powerful, and I used to admire Mr. Li. Even now, I admire Mr. Li very much and would like to be his student, but ...... But ......"

The little cousin didn't know how to explain it, she racked her brains before she thought of a sentence that could barely explain her feelings: "Teacher Li is more powerful, but in my heart, Teacher Mo Fei is the greatest." ”

"Don't be fooled. Bai Yaling couldn't help but remind: "One of the greatness of Mr. Li is that he has great fame, but he never uses this fame to seek any personal gain for himself. Not to mention, in the name of recruiting students to collect money. Some people estimate that Mr. Li's current fame, if he is directly realized, is at least more than one billion. The potential value is more than 10 billion, which is higher than Fang Zihan. But Mr. Li was never moved, and still lived his life as a country hermit. According to rumors, Mr. Li has a coarse tea and light rice every day, in addition to cultivating students, he cultivates land and grows vegetables in his spare time, and is self-sufficient, which is the real master. ”

"Teacher Mo Fei won't lie to me, he doesn't want to reciprocate when he helps others. The little cousin said a little lowly: "Moreover, after Teacher Mo Fei enlightened me, he ignored me." ”

"Then this Teacher Mo Fei should be not bad. Bai Yaling nodded.

The little cousin snorted: "It's not just good, anyway, Teacher Li didn't save me, no matter how powerful he is, he is not as great as Teacher Mo Fei in my mind." ”

"Don't talk about it on the Internet, or you'll be drowned by the spittle. Bai Yaling reminded: "Any public figure and celebrity has fans and sunspots, but Mr. Li's sunspots are the least. If you say this kind of thing on the Internet, even if you take advantage of it, at least you will be sprayed by the die-hard fans of Mr. Li, Fang Zihan and Lin Siyun. ”

"Don't worry, I won't go to the Internet to talk about this kind of thing. Don't disturb your sleep, I'll play the game and go. The little cousin nodded.

"Okay, you can rest early, too. ”

Hanging up the phone, Bai Yaling hesitated, but still got up and came to the computer.

Turn on the phone, log in to Weibo with a different account, and search for Mr. Mo Fei's Weibo account.

The number of followers shows three thousand two.

"This Teacher Mo Fei, the last Weibo was actually ...... more than half a year ago"

She quickly skimmed through the comments under the Weibo content, either to sign in to say hello, or to consult various psychological problems.

After thinking about it, she began to edit the information. hid his star identity, only introduced himself as a small actor who was not famous, and then introduced his anxiety and irritability in the past few years, so that he feels desperate now.

It was very long, and it wasn't until eleven o'clock that she finished it all. gritted his teeth and chose to send a private message to Mr. Mo Fei.

Then she sat down in front of the computer and waited.

Half past eleven, twelve, half-past twelve......

At two or three o'clock in the morning, Bai Yaling never waited for a reply, and finally couldn't stay up a little and fell asleep on the table.