Chapter 238: Confession from Xiao Rou
When Baili Smile ran out, Xiao Rou said at this time, "Young Master Feng, don't blame Miss Smile, she just can't bear you, let alone her, Xiao Rou can't bear you." ”
Baili Feng glanced at Xiao Rou and sighed slightly, "But this girl is too willful, she won't listen to what she says." ”
"Isn't it good to be willful?" Xiao Rou said, "People like us can't be willful, you don't know how much we envy Miss Smiling." ”
"Envy?" Bai Li Feng asked as he sat down and ate his dinner.
"That's right. Xiao Rou said, "Like us, we must maintain this respect at all times, for fear of doing something wrong and provoking the beating and scolding of the family elders, and the young master and miss like you are different, you are the pearl of the family elders, what you say and do is right, and the family elders will not beat and scold you excessively, at most it is a verbal education, this kind of treatment is a world of difference compared to us." ”
"In the past, when we were together at night, we often said that if we were also young ladies of some family, then we could say whatever we wanted, do whatever we wanted, and we didn't have to be afraid of punishment from the elders of the family. ”
"Young Master Feng, to be honest, Xiao Rou really envy you young masters, especially Miss Smile, not only is she beautiful, but she is also very lively and cute, the elders of the Baili family love her very much, she can talk and do things casually, and she doesn't have to be as restrained as us. ”
"Although this has also developed Miss Xiaoxiao's somewhat willful temperament, but in general, she is still a perfect person, and what she said just now, Young Master Feng may not be able to hear it, but Xiaorou can hear it, she is so reluctant to you because she likes Young Master Feng. ”
Listening to Xiao Rou's words, Bai Li Feng's eating slowed down, and he slowly chewed the dishes in his mouth, but he didn't feel any taste, and his thoughts fell on Xiao Rou's words.
Can't he hear it?
No, he heard it.
Of course, he knew that Baili Smile had a special affection for him, but for so many years, he really only regarded her as a sister, even after knowing her background, he was the same.
It's just that although she doesn't show her admiration for Baili Smile, this little girl is still sticking to herself, and she has to follow wherever she goes.
She is also the person who knows herself best over the years.
When she is lost, she accompanies herself to lose and comfort herself, and when she is happy, she is happy with herself, even happier than herself.
Consistent.
Such a person, although she is still young, cannot say that she does not understand things.
But now that she understands, why is she doing this?
You don't have to think about it.
Everybody's heart knows it.
But it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to face.
Baili Feng's stubborn insistence before, Baili Feng heard a lot from it, but he still insisted on persuading her and comforting her.
He was also reluctant to let her go, but he didn't want her to go out on adventures with him.
This is to Yitianzong, the journey is five thousand miles, and it is inevitable that something will happen on such a long journey, if he is alone, it is okay, you can solve it however you want, but if you take her, you need to consider her feelings and situation, in case you meet a master who is more powerful than herself, she can't be an enemy, and she can escape, but what can she do at that time?
Although it is a bit negative to think like this, he is not afraid of 10,000, but he is afraid of what happens, he must make all plans for such a long journey.
Therefore, in order to avoid exposing her to unnecessary dangers, he could only endure his reluctance and refuse her.
"Xiao Rou, you can hear the smile, so can you hear my mood?" Bai Li Feng put down the chopsticks in his hand, looked up at Xiao Rou, and said.
"I heard that. Xiao Rou bowed her head slightly and said in a low voice, with a hint of guilt in her tone.
"I heard that, so why do you still say these words?" asked Baili Feng.
"Because I'm just like Miss Smiling, I'm a girl, I can understand her feelings, and I can empathize with her. ”
Xiao Rou said, looked up at Baili Feng, and said with some obsession, "Young Master Feng, actually...... Xiao Rou likes you too. ”
"Xiaorou was sold into the Baili family when she was a child, and over the years of being a maid, you are the best person to Xiaorou, and you are also the person who makes Xiaorou feel the most kind. ”
"Although Xiao Rou knows that she can't climb high, but in Xiao Rou's heart, she has long regarded you as my relative. ”
"Young Master Feng, now that you are leaving the family, Xiao Rou will have one less relative, and of course Xiao Rou is reluctant to let you go. ”
"So, even if Xiaorou understands your hard work, I still have to stand on Miss Smiling's side. ”
"Young Master Feng, you don't know how painful it is to be separated from the person you like in a girl's heart. ”
Xiao Rou's voice was soft, but there was a hint of loss and loneliness between the words, which fell on Baili Feng's ears, making Bai Li Feng couldn't help but be slightly stunned.
He glanced at Xiao Rou.
Xiao Rou didn't dodge.
She was looking at him too.
The two looked directly at each other.
A moment later.
"I'm sorry!"
Bai Li Feng said slowly, his tone was a little apologetic, "But I also hope you can understand me!"
Xiao Rou was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly, and said, "Xiao Rou understands." ”
"Thank you. Bai Li Feng said.
Xiao Rou went down first. Xiao Rou said, her tone was a little flat, her expression was a little lost, she bowed slightly to Baili Feng, and then turned around and left the room.
Baili Feng sat quietly on the stool, looking at the fragrant meals on the table, but he had no appetite at the moment.
After being silent for a moment, he sighed and shook his head, got up and walked to the side, wanting to continue practicing the refining of the elixir, but after working hard for a long time, he still couldn't concentrate, so he had to give up, sighed, and went to boil a bucket of hot water and soak in a medicinal bath.
Originally, today's mood was not bad, but after those previous events, his mood became a little depressed, and his mind always flashed the happy times with him with a smile over the years, which made him sigh uncontrollably, only when taking a medicinal bath, can he relieve himself a little, and relax his body and mind at the same time.
This night, Baili Feng did not fall asleep.
He didn't cultivate either.
He just lay on the bed, thinking about how to smile and say to Baili and Xiaorou.
This thought is a night.
The next day, he wanted to comfort Baili smiling again, but when he went to her residence, there was no figure of her.
I guess I'm angry with myself, so hide from myself.
Thinking so, Baili Feng sighed slightly, left Baili Smile's residence, and returned to his room.
I'm going to leave tomorrow, so I'll have a good rest today, and I'll put aside my cultivation for a while, and just consolidate my improved cultivation.
Bai Li Feng meditated cross-legged on his bed, consolidating his cultivation from morning to noon.
By the time he woke up, the sun had risen to its highest level.
It stands to reason that Xiaorou should have brought lunch to herself at this time, but she didn't come today, and Baili Feng waited for half an hour without seeing her figure.
There was something strange in his heart, but he quickly understood.
I guess I'm just as angry as the smiling girl.
Baili Feng sighed slightly, and then ignored it, after all, food is dispensable for monks, and it is just a thing to satisfy the appetite.
Baili Feng continued to meditate and consolidate, and by the evening, his cultivation had been completely consolidated to the fivefold realm of the Yuanwu Realm.
It was getting late, and Xiao Rou still didn't come.
Baili Feng sighed helplessly, and then got up and packed up all the things he needed.
He put everything he needed into the jade pendant world, and only put some scattered silver taels into the storage ring on his hand.
You can't let others know about the jade pendant, but conjuring things out of thin air anytime and anywhere will always cause people to be suspicious, so this storage ring is the best cover-up.
After packing up all the things, Baili Feng took a comfortable bath again, and then prepared to rest.
But just then, a voice suddenly came from outside his door.
ps: This chapter is more than 500 words!!