In fact, when he came up with this idea, he felt ridiculous, obviously he couldn't comfort himself, and he wanted to bring some comfort to others?

But after all, he has already stepped into the wine shop, how can there be any reason to turn back? Gu Qinghuan walked straight over, sat down at He Shi'an's wine table, and pressed his hand to pour wine: "Why are you buying drunk here?"

When He Shi'an was drunk and dizzy, he heard a close sound in the noise of people, and saw a hand covering the back of his hand, he was a little surprised for a moment, raised his head, and saw that the person who came was Gu Qinghuan, he was even more surprised, and hurriedly withdrew his hand to give a salute: "I've seen ...... adult."

Gu Qinghuan waved his hand and stopped: "Why be polite in private? In this wine shop, you and I are just boring drinkers. ”

He Shi'an reluctantly smiled and signaled, still restrained, he didn't know that Gu Qinghuan was weak and couldn't drink, so he took a cup and poured him a glass, "This is Yuqiong's middle wine, please have a taste." ”

Gu Qinghuan hesitated, but still took the wine glass, and drank the aromatic sweetness together with He Shi'an.

Gu Qinghuan looked at him sadly, and asked with concern: "I heard Sister Ling say the day before yesterday that Mrs. Zun is sick, I don't know if she will get better?"

Obviously, he asked about He Shi'an's heart, only to see He Shi'an's eyes suddenly red, as if he could no longer hide it, his sadness was overflowing, and he said frankly: "She is completely ill...... There is no way back...... Everyone, including herself...... I'm afraid her deadline is already in sight......"

Thinking that the beautiful woman was about to pass away, not to mention that the virtuous young Mrs. He Shao also had the grace to heal herself, Gu Qinghuan also felt heartache, and he didn't know what to say to comfort him for a while, but he felt that before the catastrophe of life and death, any words of comfort were pale and weak, and he said after a long time: "If there is something I can help, you can just open your mouth, and you don't have to worry about the affairs of the official office, you can go back to the office whenever you want." You ought to be by her side and take care of her all this time, and not to drink and get drunk here, for she will not want you to be decadent......"

He Shi'an opened his mouth and whimpered in his throat before he made a sound, "But, I can't do anything...... You know what it feels like? I watched her suffer from her illness, but she couldn't do anything but be completely powerless...... I went to all the medical centers, I begged all the famous doctors, I went through all her medical books, I worshipped all the Bodhisattvas...... But I couldn't save her, I could only watch her get sicker and sicker, watch her suffer, I couldn't do anything, how I wanted to save her...... How I want to share her pain...... But I can't do anything...... I knew she was leaving me, leaving ...... forever."

Gu Qinghuan watched him show his true feelings and become more and more angry, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and said softly: "Don't do this...... Birth, old age, sickness and death, mortals are powerless......"

He Shi'an sobbed on the desk for a while, covered his face with his wide sleeves, supported his forehead and choked, and unconsciously complained to Gu Qinghuan: "You also know...... In the past, I was really bad, I didn't learn anything, I didn't do my job, I was a mess every day, just an annoying scoundrel...... Even marrying her was forced by her father...... But after marrying her, everything is different...... She changed all my ...... She's the nicest person I've ever met in my little life...... She is not only my wife, but also my dear friend, my bosom friend, she is so kind, so generous, she knows that I will not love her, but she still serves my parents and does her duty as a wife...... She knew that I was unpreferable, but she still tolerated me, and encouraged me not to feel inferior because of this, but to treat myself as a normal person...... She knew I liked someone else and helped me look around for them...... Everyone else pointed fingers at me, despised me behind my back, and when she arranged me, she was the only one who treated me as a normal person, and even when my father forced me to have sex with her, she stood by my side, defended me, and was willing to be my nominal wife......"

Listening to him tell this, Gu Qinghuan was quite shocked in his heart, and then he remembered that He Shi'an was different from ordinary men, and he had mocked him with Gu Qingning before, so he felt more and more that Mrs. He Shao was great and different from ordinary people.

Gu Qinghuan's arms rested on his sobbing shoulders, this action was a little intimate, if it was not inappropriate to treat others, but thinking of He Shi'an's strangeness, he inevitably felt unnatural, and wanted to sit upright, but he caught a glimpse of a few sons at the next table who recognized them and whispered to them, and they didn't need to guess what they were talking about with obscene faces. Gu Qinghuan felt that the roots of his ears were hot, and after thinking about it, he didn't remove his arm, but calmly hugged He Shi'an, sat closer to him, and raised his glass to drink.

The two of them have their own feelings and sorrows, and the things in this cup have become the best sustenance.

It wasn't until someone forcibly snatched the wine glass that the two stopped drinking.

That person was none other than He Luoke, who came out to find He Shi'an and returned home. When she came to this wine shop, she was angry when she saw that He Shi'an was drinking again, and wanted to come and take him home, but she didn't want the person sitting next to him to drink Gu Qinghuan, so she was even more anxious. Because she knew Gu Qinghuan's physical condition, she was afraid that he would be injured.

He Luoke went over and snatched their wine glasses, skillfully picked up the drunken He Shi'an from the wine table and dragged him out of the wine shop, and forcibly stuffed it into the carriage.

Then she didn't leave directly, but turned back into the wine shop, and came to Gu Qinghuan again, without doing anything or saying anything, just looking at him with her waist crossed.

Gu Qinghuan was looking for a cup, wanting to pour wine and drink, not wanting to look up and meet He Luoke's eyes, he suddenly froze, or was frightened, or shocked, half-drunk and half-awake, he finally felt that something was wrong, holding a cup in one hand and a pot in the other, looking left and right, and put it down in a daze, like a child who knew that he had done something wrong, hurriedly corrected it, and lowered his head.

He Luoke was satisfied, sat in front of him and stretched out his hand to pinch his cheeks, forced him to look up at her, and didn't say anything to blame, only asked, "Did you take medicine at night?"

Gu Qinghuan didn't know why, so she felt that she was particularly gentle when she asked this, and nodded obediently: "Eat." ”

He Luoke was still expressionless, "Then take another pill, sister-in-law said that this medicine still has some hangover effect." ”

As she spoke, she let go of her hand, turned to the placket of his clothes, and took out a small gourd-shaped jade bottle from his clothes, which she prepared for him, so that he could carry it with him, and then saw that he really hung it around his neck and carried it closely, and unconsciously smiled, opened the cork, poured out the pill, stuffed it into his mouth with his backhand, and put the vial back into his arms.

Gu Qinghuan swallowed the medicine, shook her senses, and saw her face close at hand, her big eyes were obviously bloodshot, and her eye sockets were a little red and swollen, thinking that she must have cried, and asked, "Are you okay......?"

She shrugged her shoulders and said, "I'm fine." The parents at home broke their liver and sausages, and the elder brother ...... If I don't hold on to this, how can my sister-in-law rest assured......"

She said this with a little trembling at the end of her voice, and she didn't want to show weakness in front of him, so she changed the topic and deliberately reprimanded him strongly: "You are like this, and you still dare to drink? Don't you want to die? Sister-in-law's medicine is to let you live well, not to give you a reluctant life and then continue to self-destruct! Do you understand?"

Gu Qinghuan was stunned and nodded, "You don't have to be so nervous, I'm fine......"

He Luoke slapped his hand and hurriedly said, "Who is nervous about you? I just don't want my sister-in-law's patient to be killed by myself......

He smiled bitterly and laughed at himself: "Don't worry, just a few glasses of wine, I won't die so easily, and besides, life and death are fate, how can mortals avoid it?

He Luoke frowned, his voice sank, looking at him, the light in his eyes flashed, "It's because there are too many people who can't keep it, it's because there are too many powerless, we should work harder to keep what we can keep, to fight for everything we can get......"

……

Whose daughter is married? Greet her on Chang'an Road.

Jiang Xiange got married. On that day, before dawn, she began to put red makeup on the mirror, and the maid brought her phoenix crown and golden hairpin one by one, but she let them go out first and stay alone in the house.

Her long hair hung down her shoulders and was not yet raised, she looked at herself in the mirror, stroked the silk and splendid wedding dress, lost her mind for a long time, and didn't know what she was thinking, just doing the last self-persuasion, and then accepted all this more bravely, everything she chose......

The door was pushed open and shut. She didn't look back, she only smiled, and her eyebrows were filled with the shy joy of an ordinary bride: "Tang Huan, I'm ready, give me a dresser and hair......"

The man walked up to her, stared at the delicate face in the mirror behind her, and said, "But I don't want you to get married." ”

"I'm not going to let you marry someone else. ”