Ay......

Ay......

Ay...... ～

I had a disease called Heartache Sickness.

Writing now, the most concerned is to collect, then recommend, and finally reward.

In the first few days, there were only a few collections, each of which was the meat of the heart, and one less would hurt a little......

Oh, my little heart~

Today's readers are really terrible, and there are people who delete books if they don't agree with each other?

Every day, I also reflect and reflect and reflect and think about the reasons.

Maybe I'm less and someone cancels the collection?

So I worked hard to double change that day.

Forehead...... It was a sunny evening.

I put on panda eyes and stayed up until 10:63 p.m., and finally squeezed out the second chapter like squeezing toothpaste.

It was then reviewed for 753 seconds and finally rechecked for another 267 seconds.

As the clock approached 10:86, I was relieved and finally sent out the second chapter of the day.

Outcome...... Let me cry first......

As a result, his grandmother's legs actually dropped three collections.

My heart has been aching for a long time... Long......

I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, and I cried out, "Why! Why!!!! why did this to me... I... I (echo) !!"

Until the next day, I didn't sleep all night, sitting in front of the mirror in a decadent state, telling myself. "You are so handsome, you can obviously rely on your appearance to eat, why do you choose to embark on this road of no return." ”

There was an angel in my heart who was holding his matchstick at this time, floating out of my head, and he told me firmly. "Because that's your dream!"

"Dream! That's my dream!" I pulled myself together again.

However, at this time, a devil with the same peerless face as me appeared in front of me with an ear picker, and he told me. "How much can a dream be worth? How long can it last? With you now in your youth, why don't you go to Dongguan to make a career when you are in your prime. ”

At that time, I thought that the devil was fake, Dongguan had long lost its former vitality, and the devil must have crossed over from the past.

I told him that I want to collect, and as long as there is a collection, recommendation, and reward, I can stick to it all the way and fulfill my dream.

The devil told me at this time. "It's okay, your collection will always be gone, because no one reads your novels, and what you write is rubbish. ”

All right...... I'm not sure about this yet, and I didn't refute his words.

Then for a few days, I went to work and wrote a book at the same time... This state remained in this state for a few more days.

As a result, the phenomenon that I will drop my collection as soon as I update it will still appear frequently, although it will rise more than it has fallen, but I will still have heartache, heartache you know?

You don't understand, although you all have hearts, but not with me...... What can I do?

Don't even give me a collection, don't give me a recommendation, don't give me a reward, don't give me anything, and don't even let a fart go and drop a collection.

Oh my God, what am I wrong? Tell me a word before you go!

And just like that, I struggled in my spiritual world for half a second.

Immediately after that, I committed the "heartache when I drop the collection" again, according to the usual practice of losing a collection to mourn for half a day, for this time I dropped three, I only had a day of silence.

While there was a silence, my whole mind flew to the three of them.

Now it's 1050 words.

Another half of a chapter's word count.

In the middle, I checked the collection again, and I dropped two ...... It's over, and today's sleep is not guaranteed again.

I'm going to be silent...... A moment of silence for my dead collection.

Amitabha, go all the way......

May God bless you, Amen......

You are the sky, you are the light, you are the only collection...... Rest in peace...

Ay...... If you want to delete the book in the future, can you say hello to me, let's discuss everything, if there is anything you can't think of, you tell me, at least you have to tell me the reason before leaving.

I accept any reason, if you want to say that the world is so big, you want to go out and see it, I agree.

Really, tell me so I can send you away.

Ay...... It's really all in my heart.,What do you want me to do before you're willing to collect it to me.,Recommend it to me.,Reward me.,Support people for each other?

If there was a beggar standing outside right now, and he said he had read my novel, I would not hesitate to take out 100 yuan to say to him.

"Give!

Will you?

Ay...... Broken sleep, broken sleep, still have to go to work at night.

My heart needs to be saved, old irons, please come and prick my heart......

There will be blood on this day

Tearful check-in: October 23, 2017

On Monday, the weather was cloudy to overcast

Temperature: It's cool in autumn

Time: 9:50 a.m.

It was another dark and windy morning.