"Indeed, even if I don't think about whether I can survive adulthood, even if I can survive and even get pregnant and have children, if I really want to have offspring, just during pregnancy, I will have to consume a lot of physical energy, which will make my already weak constitution even weaker!

"In addition, the sanitary conditions here are so poor, it is easy to be infected with all kinds of potentially fatal germs during childbirth, and finally, even though I am not easy to die of dystocia because of the unique bone characteristics of people here, I am afraid that I will also die of disease because my own physique is far inferior to ordinary people.

"Even if I take a step back and don't think about this, then with my understanding of the medical skills passed on by the old man, I also know that the more medical methods that can enhance the body, the more ruthless the means will be! In fact, at least here, only the internal organs have lost some of their unique functions, but they have retained the ability to continue to sustain life, so it can indeed function normally, and people will indeed not die......

"And right now, Uncle Xiao's proposal is obviously to ask me to lose my fertility in exchange for more energy to repair other internal organs in my body. At the very least, to restore their overall ability to sustain life.

"Although this method is also a kind of internal friction, after all, it still can't make up for the part of the energy that is already lacking in the congenital, but it is better than nothing! At least, 'reducing consumption' can indeed prolong my lifespan. And I've not done the same so far, but I just haven't done it as desperately as Uncle Xiao thought would! And even if I could think of it, I'm afraid that with my ability and that of the old man, I'm afraid I won't have the ability to do it......

After weighing her current abilities a little and having a clearer self-knowledge, Gao Ran didn't hesitate much, she immediately had the answer in her heart.

It's just that this time is no longer the same as it used to be!

Gao Ran felt that she still had an obligation to let other relevant people know about the matter before making a final decision herself.

So, she replied with a temporary reservation: "Uncle Xiao, you should know that now I am also a person with a 'family', so even if I don't care whether I can have children in the future, at least out of respect, I have to ask my other 'family members' before I can make a decision."

"Although, indeed, I can and must conceal from them whether or not to worship you as a teacher, I must first inform them of the 'children', because they have the right to know!"

"Family?!Heh, 'husband' and the like, I don't often hear it in women's mouths, but it's the first time I hear 'family'! Especially from your mouth! Hehe, yes! You are really interesting! I really like you as an apprentice more and more!

"Anyway, in a month's time, I'll come back again to cure you of the poison of that sachet, and it's not too late for you to give me an answer!"

As he spoke, Uncle Xiao casually threw the key to Gao Ran, "You don't want to stay in the inn in the future, just stay at my house for the time being! ”

Uncle Xiao said carelessly, but Gao Ran didn't know whether to be happy or worried?

It's just that right now, she doesn't have the heart to think about anything more. She just silently put the key in her arms, but she was thinking in her heart: when Gao Xi came back, how should she tell him, so that he could accept her choice and not have a dislike with her because of this?

That's right, if she was Gao Ran, she had already decided in her heart: she wanted to live, not children!

Such a choice is not difficult for her!

At least in her opinion, with her lowest outlook on life, "If I had a choice, I would rather I have never been born!" but at the same time, I respect life, including my own. Judging by this, since she does not think that she can be a good mother who can lead by example and ensure that her children will grow up in a loving and respectful family, then it is better for her not to have children! lest she become a parent like her parents, and let her children go through it again, even more and more so again! In this way, she will not harm herself and her children miserably?!

For Gao Ran, the last thing she wants to be is a parent like the parents she hates and disappoints the most!

In addition, by doing so, she could also bury everything she had inherited from her parents whom she hated the most (even if there was no original body, but still the memories and the deep hatred that accompanied the memories even though she never admitted them) and would not be passed on to her!

In Gao Ran's opinion, this is the best revenge for her parents for giving birth to her so irresponsibly!

Therefore, at this moment, when she learned that as long as she sacrificed her ability to procreate, she could get at least thirty years longer than she originally expected, Gao Ran almost immediately had her own choice, she wanted to continue her life! In this life, she only wanted to live to compensate herself!

And her so-called "temporary reservation" is just thinking about how to convince Gao Xi without making him dislike her from now on?! After all, even if she believes that Gao Xi does love her, it does not mean that he will still love her as always after he learns that there will be no descendants for him.

At least, judging from the experience of Gao Ran's previous life, the men she has dated have all been without exception when they seriously wanted to establish a relationship with her, in fact, they had already set an implicit premise for such a relationship in their hearts: either a better self-interest on the spiritual level, or sexuality/attraction in secular life, or children.

Of course, the "child" will be set as an implicit premise, and it is natural that he will have a preconceived idea from the beginning that he and she are dating on the premise of marriage. And the ultimate purpose of dating is to get married. And the ultimate purpose of marriage is to have children of your own. In this way, he can initially satisfy his fantasy of his ideal "family".

In fact, once she became aware of their wishful thinking, even their real worldly intentions that they themselves were not even aware of, but which they did repeatedly show in their actions, she would always make it clear early that she did not like "too close" contact and did not plan to have children!

Although the other party did not immediately treat her coldly because of this at first, most of them mistakenly thought that she was just trying to "test" them, but when they finally believed that her ideas would never change in the slightest due to their efforts over time, their attitude towards her gradually became cold without exception.

It's just that before they themselves really realized this, Gao Ran was aware of it early, and proposed to break up at the first time, and then completely left their world without any nostalgia and made them completely disappear from her world.

And after repeating this kind of experience several times, Gao Ran also has her own preconceived personal prejudices: in her opinion, even in this other world, even if the physiological structure of the men here may be different from the men in her original world, but after the past few years of getting along with Gao Xi day and night, and her more and more understanding of this world, all of this makes her more inclined to believe that if she has a showdown with Gao Xi, tell him what he may take for granted sooner or later there will be "those two things" At that point, she didn't think he would be the truly "special" one!

"Well, if our relationship were mere trade of interests, perhaps it would have been much easier to deal with! And I wouldn't have to worry about how to convince him to listen to me now! And whether I could convince him or not, I wouldn't feel inexplicably guilty about him......"

But no matter what, Gao Ran's mind has been decided! So, no matter whether she can convince Gao Xi in the end, or maybe she will lose him sooner or later because of this, she has to start preparing! Prepare for herself to continue her own path even without Gao Xi's help! 2k reading web