"Hehe, okay! Actually, I thought about it all night last night......

"Although I have not been able to give you an affirmative answer to indicate my definite position, at least one thing is certain!

"Ran, I don't want to be your enemy either!

"But you also know that no one can say anything about this future......

"So ......"

"I understand!"

Before An Yujie could finish speaking, Gao Ran had already taken the first step to interrupt her unfinished but very clear words. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

An Yujie has already said it so bluntly, it is impossible for Gao Ran not to understand the meaning of her words!

In that case, why did she bother her and force her to pick out the answer that was already obvious?!

It's better to leave some leeway for each other!

"However, in that case, then we should cherish the present even more, right?!

"After all, no one can say what the future holds......"

"Hmmm......"

Different from Gao Ran's indifferent eyes, An Yujie's eyes looking at her were obviously much more complicated.

An Yujie never understood why Gao Ran was always so calm?!

Even on that day, when Gao Ran faced An Lu, she was able to maintain her usual calm attitude...... It seems, that really nothing can really provoke a big emotional reaction in her......

"Obviously, the two of us are the same, but why, I always feel that Ran is more like a person from outside the world who has already seen through the red dust?!

What did she go through? What kind of hardships made her so indifferent to everything now?!

"Could it be...... This has something to do with her body......?!

This really can't blame An Yujie for thinking in that direction......

At least, within the scope of her cognition, what she could think of was the ordeal that could make a little girl like her, who was only more than five years old, practice such an indifferent and mature character, and there was nothing else but "death"!

"Ran! Promise me, no matter what, you have to take good care of yourself!"

An Yujie didn't want the first bosom friend she had finally made, but she died so short-lived!

That was a big regret in her life!

This is more regrettable than the fact that they may not choose to turn against each other in the future due to some force majeure factors!

Therefore, thinking about it to herself in the end, An Yujie finally couldn't hold back, reached out and grabbed Gao Ran's hand, and said to her very cautiously.

"Huh?!uh...... I will take good care of myself! For my sake and for all those who care about me and care about me as much as you do! Don't worry!"

Even though Gao Ran didn't react for a while, what did An Yujie think of to suddenly say such a brainless request to her like this? !

However, this reminded her once again that this was not her original body!

"Yes! This body is indeed inherently weak! Moreover, it is still very weak!

"If you don't take good care of it, you are indeed likely to die early......

"Well, it looks like I'm going to have to pay attention!

"If even my life is gone, then wouldn't all the things I am working so hard to plan now be meaningless?!

"If everyone is dead, then there is no freedom, what difference does it make?!

"This 'freedom', for me, is only needed when I am alive!

"And after death......"

Thinking of this, Gao Ran felt a little inexplicably embarrassed.

"Hehe, although I did die once......

"But, there is something 'special' about this death...... I haven't had a chance to experience what I would be like when I actually die......

"So, I don't know!

"Uh...... I think that no matter what form it will transform into after death, it will continue to exist in nature, but it will still be different from when I was alive, right?!

"Hmm...... I hope that when I die, I won't have to continue to run for 'freedom' as I did when I was alive......"

Gao Ran felt that she couldn't really die after all, so she couldn't be sure that after she died, she would definitely be able to gain "freedom"! Or would that "freedom" still mean something extraordinary to her in the world after death?!

She doesn't know, so naturally there is no way to guarantee it!

Therefore, while he was still alive, Gao Ran could only use his very small will, in the depths of his heart, silently praying to the great will of nature: "Please, please, please be kind to me! Just a little bit!—both while alive and after death in the future."

"I promise that I will do my best in this life to do more good deeds and accumulate more merits!

"I don't ask you to prolong my life, nor do you want to give me more joy.

"I just ask you to give less twists and turns and more freedom.

"Even if I become the kind of obscure, very low sense of existence, and even be ignored at any time, like an ant-like existence, I am willing to accept it!

"I don't want power, wealth, even health!

"I just want to live as peacefully and freely as I want to live in my lifetime!

"Even if this 'lifetime' will actually be very short, I will still be satisfied!"

In the end, Gao Ran has unconsciously turned into an attempt to shorten her life and reduce the total amount of material wealth that she may accumulate in her life to make a self-defeating "transaction" with God - hoping to exchange for as much "freedom" as she wants.

It's just that this matter has never been her final say!

To be more precise, she is just like everyone else, a "cosplayer" who has been determined by God since birth.

What kind of "role" she wants to play in this life, and the general direction of her life, in fact, the script has already been written.

She has no choice but to correct her mentality, obey the will of God, and live in every moment in accordance with the will of God!

If you think about it, what you can really control is your own opinions, desires, desires, and dislikes.

Other than that, there is no other ......

Therefore, Gao Ran's "prayer" just now, and her greed shown in the "prayer", is not her self-indulgence, what is it?!

But she accepts!

Because, this shows that she is a person, an ordinary person, an ordinary person who will always find her own balance between "want" and "price", and use this to seek existence and the meaning of her existence.

Knock knock!

A sudden knock on the door interrupted Gao Ran's thoughts.

"Xiao Ran, I'm here!"

Compared with An Yujie's rude and direct "kicking" of the door before, Fu Wenxuan's soft knock on the door at the moment is indeed more polite!

But......

If Gao Xi walked without a sound, Gao Ran still felt normal, but he didn't think that this Fu Wenxuan was also a person with strong martial arts!

Until he knocked on the door, Gao Ran was completely unaware of his approach!

However, when she looked back at An Yujie, she found that she didn't seem to have any surprises about it.

"It seems that Wenxuan knows martial arts and is still very good at martial arts, and Yu'er must know about it!

"I just don't know, apart from the two of them, is there anyone else who knows about this?!"

At this moment, Gao Ran had already decided that she would definitely ask the two of them about this matter in person! By the way, she could also judge whether their replies were true and credible by observing the various body language accompanying their answers in person!

At the same time, Fu Wenxuan, who was still standing outside the door at the moment, was thinking about another thing in his heart......

After learning that Gao Ran's meeting place was actually the teahouse where he and An Yujie used to go, and the room she designated was still An Yujie's exclusive private room!

Although he already knew yesterday that Gao Ran and An Yujie had become friends now, Fu Wenxuan never thought that their relationship had developed to such a close level!

In addition, Gao Ran said goodbye yesterday evening without saying goodbye......

Last night, when he found out that Gao Ran and the two entourages beside her were gone, he immediately went to ask the shopkeeper. Then I learned that she had already checked out in the evening, and after leaving, she actually moved to his mansion for a while!

Thinking about it, this must have been his mother's intention! That's why Gao Ran said those words to him after he came back yesterday......

Remembering yesterday, so many things had happened, and all of these things that he had not expected had happened so suddenly, so tightly, and even the speed of the whole situation was so fast!

All of this made Fu Wenxuan feel that Gao Ran was like a mystery!

But all the people, things, and things that have a relationship with her seem to be out of their original trajectory, and instead become like hers, as mysterious as she should be, because of her influence, the possible direction of their future development - including himself now! )