Text Text_Chapter 1226 1226 really has a little brother
The little wolf cub walked out, saw Ji Yunkai, hesitated for a moment, and still told Ji Yunkai the question in his heart. "Princess, when I was training Changze these days, I always felt ...... Back then, I also had a little brother by my side, who always protected me, took care of me, and protected me. However, I couldn't remember him, I didn't remember his face, I didn't even know if he really existed, or if it was my imagination. "Little wolf cub one
With a distressed face, when he talked about the little brother, tears automatically flowed into tears.
This incident trapped him for several days. Especially when he trains with Nagasawa during the day, he always thinks of the picture of his training when he was a child.
In the picture, he trains like Changze, and then has a little brother who trains with him like him and protects him on the side. When he had something to eat, give him something to eat first, stand in front of him when he was beaten, run away with him when he was injured, and run away on his back; every time he felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry, the little brother stretched out his scarred hand, wiped his tears for him, and told him not to cry, and when his father and mother came to pick them up, they would come home, and it would be fine
Finish......
He couldn't see the little brother's face clearly, he only knew that the little brother was only one head taller than him, just like he was only one head taller than Xiao Nagasawa.
He couldn't see the little brother's face clearly, but he remembered the wound on his hand, the wound on his face, the wound on his back, he remembered that he was very thin, very thin, his back was full of bones, lying on his back, it was not comfortable at all.
He couldn't remember the little brother's face, but he remembered that after the little brother grabbed the food, he was always the first to give it to him. If there is not enough food for two, he is the only one to eat, and the little brother hides to the side and eats the branches and leaves, or drinks muddy water.
He didn't know if that little brother really existed, but these days, he has been in his mind and can't be dispelled.
In the past few days, the little wolf cub has been tortured by this and can't sleep, and he can't even close his eyes, he has been hesitating whether to tell Ji Yunkai or not, but he has not been able to make up his mind.
Today, when he met Ji Yunkai, and he just plucked up the courage, the little wolf cub no longer had any scruples, and told Ji Yunkai about the things that tortured him these days. "Princess...... I don't know what's wrong with me. Obviously, I never remembered that I had such a little brother. But recently, when I trained with Changze, I always remembered the little brother who trained with me and protected me. Princess, you say...... That little brother is real
Is it something I imagined to protect me?" The little wolf cub told Ji Yunkai everything that had come to his mind in the past few days, and said and said......
The little wolf cub cried.
His heart was uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, as if something was pressing on his heart, it hurt and swelled, and he couldn't find a way out.
He had a guess in his mind, but he couldn't make a final decision.
"Momo...... Relax, you're stretching yourself too hard. Ji Yunkai listened seriously, listened to all the words of the little wolf cub, and after listening, he ......
She couldn't tell for a moment whether the little wolf cub was confusing his imagination with real memories, or if there was really such a person at the beginning, he had lost that memory before, or that memory was too painful, so he took the initiative to choose to be dusty.
Judging from the reaction of the little wolf cub, Ji Yunkai suspected that it was the latter. If this is the case, then his little brother must have suffered misfortune, even for him.
The little wolf cub couldn't bear that kind of sadness, so he deliberately forgot about his little brother.
Originally, there was nothing ......
When people encounter unbearable pain, the body will automatically choose to escape, pretending that nothing has happened.
However, now they have inadvertently touched a certain node and let the little wolf cub restore his dusty memory. "Princess...... I don't know what to do? I always think of him training with me and protecting me when I was a child. However, I couldn't see his face clearly, and I tried hard to see it clearly, but I couldn't see it clearly. Princess, you tell me, this is my imagination, this
Not really, right?" "Smart as a little wolf cub, he vaguely guessed that this should be his memory, a part of his past, a painful past that he deliberately forgot.
He didn't have to think about it to know that the past must have been painful and unbearable for him, so he forgot about it, and forgot it completely.
Now, he vaguely remembered something.
He didn't know if he was going to continue to run away or uncover the past.
However, he was afraid...... He couldn't take it.
He thought that his little brother must have met with an accident.
He......
Just thinking about it, I feel so uncomfortable that I want to die.
"Momo, do you want to know? Do you want to find out?" Ji Yunkai hugged the little wolf cub who was crying and patted him on the back distressedly.
This child has suffered too much injustice, too much has been encountered, not the people and things he should encounter at his age, God is too cruel to him.
It's also her fault for this, she knew it earlier, she knew it earlier......
She shouldn't have left Changze to Momo for training, if there was no such thing, Momo would never remember what happened back then.
She didn't know if the little wolf cub who lost that memory and had an incomplete memory would be depressed and unhappy all his life, and he would always be as emotionally depleted as he is now, but when she saw the little wolf cub crying into tears, she regretted letting the little wolf cub go to train Changze.
"I, I think!" said the little wolf cub after struggling for a moment. He cried and looked up at Ji Yunkai, his black eyes were full of tears, but he was extremely firm: "Princess, I have thought clearly, I have to find out, I have to face it, I can't escape anymore." If it's my imagination, then it doesn't matter, I'll distinguish between imagination and reality. But if there is really such a small one
Brother, I don't want to forget him. Even if the whole world forgets him, I shouldn't forget him. ”
He figured it out.
Back then, it was normal for him to be too young to bear it, but now he has grown up, and with the princess by his side and Xiao Changze, he is no longer alone.
No matter how cruel the past is, no longer bearable, he must face it.
It was his past, a past he couldn't erase.
And the little brother he forgot about...... It was his little brother, the little brother who protected him from growing up, and he would rather gnaw leaves, eat roots, and drink muddy water, and leave clean food and water for him; he would rather have blood all over his body than protect him under him; he would rather fall and break his head and bleed
Firmly protect his little brother behind him.
How could he forget about him because he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it? This is so unfair to his little brother......
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