Chapter 541: The Wounded Period and the Blank Period of Feelings
This Sunday, Gou Juan came over to play with Taotao as promised.
She first went to Tan Ping's school, the Provincial City Institute of Technology.
After finding Tan Ping again, the two took the 323 bus together and arrived at the location of Taotao's school.
Getting off the bus, both of them were about to be crowded into meatloaf.
Gou Juan sighed that compared to Yangling, where she is located, the buses in the provincial capital are simply not sitting.
At that time, there was no subway in the provincial capital, and if you wanted to go anywhere, you had to take a bus.
Tao Tao was waiting at the school gate early.
When he saw Gou Juan's cloak and standing with Tan Ping, he hurriedly rushed over.
Tao Tao said: "You have arrived, in fact, you should take the train at the south gate of the starting station of 323, there is still a place there." ”
Gou Juan looked at the Tao Tao who suddenly appeared, she arranged her hair and said, "I was just about to call you, but I didn't expect you to have arrived." ”
Taotao, like Dongmei, is an anxious child, and would rather stand in place and wait in advance than pinch the past.
Tao Tao took out two bottles of cold mineral water from the plastic bag in his hand and said, "I've just been here for a while." ”
Tan Ping took the mineral water and said, "Taotao, I haven't seen you for many years, and you haven't changed at all?"
Taotao looked at Tan Ping in front of him and found that she had lost a lot of weight compared to her high school days.
Tao Tao said: "Wow, you have lost a lot of weight, and you are much more beautiful, and now you are simply a slender lady." ”
Tao Tao can joke casually about friends of the opposite sex, but he is very restrained about the girl he likes or has a crush on, not only can't let go, but his behavior is deformed.
In his heart, Tao Tao has thought countless times about overcoming this obstacle, but to no avail.
Tan Yu pointed to Gou Juan next to her and said: "Girls generally change when they go to college, my little change is nothing, you look at Gou Juan, her change is called big." ”
At this time, Tao Tao began to observe Gou Juan carefully.
Although he hadn't seen Gou Juan for several years, when Taotao saw Gou Juan for the first time, he still felt that Gou Juan had not changed physically.
The only thing that has changed is that she is a little fatter again, and she is fuller, especially on her chest.
Gou Juan's lips were already red, and she wore light makeup, which was very beautiful.
Tao Tao looked at Gou Juan and said, "Indeed, once you girls go to college, you will become very beautiful." ”
After speaking, Taotao took Gou Juan and Tan Ping into the school.
The new campus of Yucai University is very large, and the three of them walked around for more than an hour before they walked around the entire school.
At noon, Taotao invited the two girls to eat hot pot in an urban village outside the school.
Located next to Yucai University is a village called Hejiaying.
Before Yucai University moved, the village was very poor and backward.
After Yucai University moved over, the village gradually developed, especially the hourly room and Internet café, which developed extremely hot.
Wherever students are, consumption is very cheap.
Even the hot pot outside the school is particularly cheap.
Tao Tao doesn't like to eat hot pot, and he has a bad stomach, and he has diarrhea when he eats hot pot.
But today, in order to let the two girls eat well, he stubbornly accompanied them to eat spicy hot pot.
While eating hot pot, Gou Juan even asked for two bottles of beer and lit a cigarette.
Tao Tao is a child who doesn't drink or smoke, and when he saw the simple and quiet Gou Juan before, he actually drank and smoked in a big bowl in front of him, and couldn't help but be shocked.
He didn't expect that a girl could change so much.
Taotao tried to stop Gou Juan from smoking, but was stopped by Tan Ping.
Tan Ping later told Taotao that Gou Juan had been smoking and drinking since she broke up with the boy she was dating online, and no one could stop her.
Taotao saw Gou Juan smoking and drinking, she was very sad, she couldn't accept that Gou Juan, who had always been a good girl, could become a little sister.
So, Tao Tao also began to drink beer.
After Tao Tao ate spicy food, his stomach was already bad, and after drinking beer, he suddenly felt that the inside of his stomach was like turning over the river and the sea.
He wanted to go to the toilet, but he was embarrassed to go, after all, everyone was eating, and he used his own excuse to go to the toilet, and it was a big deal, which was really not good.
So, Tao Tao held it back.
Gou Juan drank very little, and after drinking a few bottles of beer, she became a little upset.
With the strength of the wine, Gou Juan began to tell Taotao and Tan Ping the story of herself and that netizen.
Gou Juan and Bingjie Boy met on the Internet, and in the summer vacation of their junior year of high school, they chatted the most speculatively.
When Gou Juan went to college, she also promised to go to the Internet café for an hour every day and continue to chat with Bingjie Boy.
In this way, Gou Juan fell in love unconsciously.
At the end of her freshman year, Gou Juan took the money she had saved for a semester and went to Chongqing to find Bingjie Boy.
However, to Gou Juan's disappointment, the Bingjie boy is not a college student, and he is not as rich as he said.
He is just a young man who mixes in society, and his actual age is three years younger than Gou Juan.
At that time, Gou Juan was twenty-one years old, and when she faced an eighteen-year-old child, she was also entangled in her heart.
However, the woman's timidity is inextricable, and Gou Juan endures it.
She endured both the fact that the Bingjie boy was not a college student, but a social gangster, and the fact that the Bingjie boy was not a twenty-one-year-old young man, but an eighteen-year-old child.
That night, Gou Juan lived with Bingjie Boy, and something happened that shouldn't have happened.
Gou Juan stayed in Chongqing for a total of seven days, but during these seven days, the Bingjie boy was so poor that he didn't have a penny.
He and Gou Juan are together, whether it is eating, surfing the Internet, or lodging, Gou Juan pays for it.
At that time, the living expenses of college students were only about 200 yuan a month.
And Gou Juan is the only girl in the family, so her parents raised her to three hundred.
In this way, Gou Juan saved money every day, and went to Chongqing with the 800 yuan she had saved until she spent all the money.
When Gou Juan was about to leave Chongqing, the Bingjie boy told Gou Juan that he had a way to make Gou Juan not have to worry about not having money.
Gou Juan was very curious, thinking about what kind of way Bingjie Boy could make money quickly.
However, when she heard that Bingjie boy's way to make money was to let herself go to the hair washing room, Gou Juan was completely devastated.
She didn't expect that after knowing her for more than a year, the boyfriend who was well-exported, rich and rich, talented and handsome, was such a person?
Gou Juan refused the Bingjie boy's request and returned to the province.
This trip to Chongqing, although Gou Juan knew what Bingjie Boy did, she still didn't completely see the true face of Bingjie Boy, and continued to interact with him in the virtual world.
And just like that, another year passed.
In the summer vacation at the end of her sophomore year, Gou Juan took the more than 1,000 yuan she had accumulated and went to Chongqing again.
This trip to Chongqing completely made Gou Juan collapse.
Because she found out that Bingjie Boy was not only dating one girl with her, but also dating many girls on the Internet, and there were already girls who took the initiative to enter the hair washing room and engage in illegal occupations in order to support Bingjie Boy.
After Gou Juan spent five days with Bingjie Boy, she returned to school in despair.
Although Bingjie Boy is a trash, Gou Juan still can't let him go.
During the whole summer vacation, Gou Juan felt very weak.
Every night when she sleeps, she can dream of the Bingjie boy, and even when she goes out for a walk during the day, she sees a boy who looks like the Bingjie boy, which will remind him of the Bingjie boy.
So, Gou Juan, who couldn't let go, began to reconnect with Bingjie Boy.
However, what Gou Juan didn't expect was that Bingjie Boy deleted Gou Juan's QQ number and completely disappeared from her world.
When the Bingjie boy disappeared, Gou Juan was very helpless, she once thought about going to Chongqing to find the Bingjie boy, but she knew that if a man didn't want to see her, she would not find him at all in Chongqing, where she was unfamiliar with life.
After the start of school, Gou Juan was still depressed.
She even felt that her world would not be complete without the Ice Boy.
So, Gou Juan went to a nearby Internet café to log in to QQ, and in the search column, typed Bingjie Boy, searched for Bingjie Boy, and it must be Bingjie Boy from Chongqing.
However, even though she spent a whole day looking for a needle in a haystack, she did not find the so-called Bingjie boy.
So, Gou Juan just started smoking and drinking.
Taotao listened to Gou Juan's experience, and blood was dripping from his heart.
In Taotao's eyes, Gou Juan is simply a girl similar to a goddess, she can't be touched at all, even if it makes her sad, it is also an extremely cruel thing.
However, the so-called Bingjie boy hurt Gou Juan so much.
Tao Tao wiped his tears uncomfortably, and he persuaded Gou Juan: "Eat a trench, grow a wisdom, since we know that online dating is a lie, then let's stay away from online dating in the future." ”
At that time, QQ chat was at the peak of online dating, and everyone did not have any vigilance and mustard for online dating, many men and women met through the Internet, and then began to fall in love, among which there were some scammers.
And Gou Juan is a microcosm of thousands of online dating girls.
It's hard for Tao Tao to figure out, how can he have feelings with someone he has never met just by chatting without meeting in person?
As myself, I will never have feelings with people I have never met, just by chatting.
Tan Ping, who was sitting next to her, also comforted Gou Juan and said: "Gou Juan, I want to open up, there are many good men in the world, why do you have to fall in love with a man who is three years younger than you and is mixed with society?"
Tao Tao also persuaded Gou Juan and said: "Things are divided into groups, people are gathered by likes, like that kind of mixed society, you can't get along with us college students at all, we still have to find people who are the same as us." ”
Hearing Tan Ping and Taotao's persuasion, Gou Juan went down with another bottle of beer.
She said bitterly: "However, I am such a strange woman, if I fall in love with a man, whether he is a beggar, a migrant worker, a troubled boy, or a garbage picker, I will fall in love with him without hesitation." ”
Hearing this, Tao Tao was stupid, he felt that even if he was in love, he should at least be sensible.
If you give up your reason to fall in love, it is better not to fall in love.
And Tan Ping also expressed difficulty in accepting Gou Juan's view of love.
Tan Yu knew that Taotao had liked Gou Juan since she was a child, so she shook her head and poked Taotao with her elbow to give Taotao's messenger a look, which meant that Taotao would confess to Gou Juan, and maybe she could take advantage of the injury period and blank period of Gou Juan's feelings. 21010