Chapter 475: How Depressed, How Can't Let Go......
Since Dongmei's shoulder injury, Taotao has been deeply aware of the damage his behavior has caused to his mother.
He felt very guilty and blamed himself.
In order not to disturb his mother again, Tao Tao came up with another way.
He was going to leave home, rent a room outside to study, and then only go home once a week.
In this way, you can study without scruples and completely let go.
Tao Tao fantasized that if he rented a house near the school, then he wanted to get up at what time at midnight to study, and he would get up at midnight to study, and he would not be afraid of affecting his parents' sleep, nor would he be afraid of waking up Nana, and he would not be afraid of the neighbors talking about the lights in his bedroom, why did he turn on so early every morning?
However, whether to rent the house by himself or share it with others, Tao Tao thought about it for a long time.
In the end, he decided to share a house.
Because if you live alone, if it is quiet in the dead of night, you are still afraid of ghosts.
However, if you share a house with someone, with whom?
Anyway, it is impossible for the children in the base compound to rent a room outside like themselves.
Because of how nice it is to live at home, in the winter, there is both heating and hot water, and there are delicious meals cooked by the parents.
If you live outside, the conditions are more difficult.
But Tao Tao felt that as long as he could let go of learning, even if the conditions were a little harder, he could accept it.
So, Tao Tao found his former tablemate Liu Loufang.
After class, Tao Tao came to the last row of the classroom where Liu Loufang was located from the middle position.
There were a lot of people in the third year of high school, and Liu Loufang, who was sitting in the last row, had his back touched the wall.
Tao Tao sat next to Liu Loufang and watched Liu Loufang reading the textbook.
He asked Liu Loufang in surprise: "Loufang, you only read textbooks, don't you read reference books?"
Liu Loufang has a long beard and yellow teeth.
He slowly soared and said with a smile: "Yes, I only read textbooks, textbooks are good." ”
Tao Tao felt incredible.
He said: "We are all in our third year of high school, and if we don't have reference books, we can't do many exercises that have not been seen in textbooks. ”
Liu Loufang flipped through the books in his hand and said: "Actually, whether it is a reference book or the questions in the exam, they are all deformed by the questions in the textbook, so let me say, as long as we understand the textbook, no matter what questions appear, it will definitely not be a problem." ”
Liu Loufang's seemed to inspire Taotao, he said: "Loufang, don't lie to me, is it true?"
Liu Loufang nodded and said, "Really, otherwise I wouldn't have bought a single reference book, just read the textbook." ”
After finishing speaking, Liu Loufang smiled and continued to add: "In addition, I don't have the money to buy reference books." ”
Tao Tao said: "Loufang, from you, I got inspiration, no wonder my academic performance is always not up, I know now, it is because I did not thoroughly understand the exercises in the textbook, read it." ”
When Tao Tao is studying, he is always ambitious.
He never looked at the exercises in the textbook, he always felt that the exercises in the textbook were simple and meaningless, and only looked at the questions in the reference books that were particularly difficult to do.
Tao Tao looked at Liu Loufang happily and said, "Loufang, I just want to come over and chat with you earlier, and I won't take so many detours." ”
Liu Loufang turned the pen in his hand, and he said with a shy smile: "There is no shortcut to learning, and it is actually beneficial to take more detours." ”
Tao Tao shook his head desperately and said: "Compared to you, I have taken too many detours, if I continue to walk, I will fail the college entrance examination." ”
Saying that, Tao Tao secretly swore in his heart that he would put down all the reference books he bought for the time being, and then concentrate on reading the textbooks.
And Tao Tao swore in his heart that he must carefully do every exercise in the textbook.
The two chatted in the classroom for a while, and then left the classroom.
Outside the classroom was a large flower bed, and Liu Loufang and Tao Tao stood on the edge of the flower bed.
Tao Tao looked at the withered flowers in the flower bed and asked Liu Loufang, "Loufang, are you still living alone?"
Liu Loufang nodded and said, "Yes, my house is not only small, but also on the top floor, and the rent is cheap, so no one lives with me, I have been living alone for two and a half years." ”
Tao Tao said: "Since there is no one to live with you, do you want to find someone to live with?" ”
Liu Loufang misunderstood what Tao Tao meant, and he suddenly said very shyly: "Tao Tao, what do you want at your young age?"
In the vicinity of the school, there are many couples.
I'm a high school student, but I'm already living together.
Tao Tao said embarrassedly: "Building, I didn't mean to let you find a girl to live with, I mean, do you want to find a same-sex person to live with, so that you can take care of each other, and you can also share the rent." ”
Liu Loufang said: "Of course I want to, but no one wants to live with me, the conditions of my house are too poor, the summer is exposed to the sun, the heat kills, the winter leaks, freezes to death, and ordinary people can't hold on to it." ”
Hearing that Liu Loufang was willing to live with his classmates, Tao Tao patted his chest in front of Liu Loufang and said, "Loufang, how about you see me living with you, do you want me?"
Hearing that Taotao wanted to live with him, Liu Loufang's first reaction was whether Taotao was crazy.
He looked at Tao Tao in surprise and said, "Tao Tao, your home is in the drilling company, so close to the school, it only takes half an hour to go back and forth, are you crazy, you don't live at home, you want to live in my humble room?"
Tao Tao said seriously: "Loufang, don't you know how painful, depressed, and unable to let go of my ......life at home."
Liu Loufang listened to Taotao's words, and felt that the place he was talking about was not home, but a terrifying place like a prison cell.
Liu Loufang said: "Taotao, we foreign students are especially envious of you children who are close to home, do you know?"
Tao Tao said disappreciably: "Then what is there to envy, we children who are close to home, are restrained by our parents at home, disciplined by our parents, and nagged by our parents, I am fed up and would rather stay away from home." ”
Liu Loufang sighed and said: "Taotao, you really don't know how to be blessed in the blessing, you live at home, sleep well, eat well, study well, and like your drilling company, every household is heated, how comfortable, envy me to death, you don't want to live in such a comfortable home, you want to move over and live with me?"
Since Tao Tao has lived in a heated building since he was a child, he can't understand what it's like to be in a harsh winter, a house that is not heated and not warm.
Tao Tao said lightly: "Your house, isn't it just a little colder, let me see, it doesn't matter, as long as you can study." ”
Liu Loufang gave Tao Tao an example and said: "My house, which is ventilated on all sides, living in it is like sleeping outside, can you accept it?"
Tao Tao was wearing a cotton jacket, a scarf around his neck, and a cotton hat, he didn't feel how cold it was outside in the winter.
So, he said lightly: "How cold can it be, let's just cover the quilt thicker." ”
Liu Loufang has lived in a private house outside for more than two years, but he is fed up with the hardships of private houses.
He said: "In winter, the temperature is more than ten degrees below zero in the middle of the night, and I often wake up in the middle of the night. ”
Taotao still can't understand what it's like to wake up in the middle of the night.
He looked at the sun overhead, warm on himself, and said, "It's okay, Loufang, if I wake up from the cold, we will be woken up by the alarm clock." ”
Liu Loufang looked at Taotao's relaxed speech, and then spread his hands.
I saw that Liu Loufang's hands were covered with chilblains.
Tao Tao looked at his white and tender hands, and then looked at Liu Loufang's hands full of chilblains, he couldn't imagine that he was the same student, and he was also studying, why did Liu Loufang be like this?
Tao Tao asked Liu Loufang with concern: "Loufang, what's wrong with your hands? Why are they all chilblains?"
Liu Loufang took off his shoes and socks again.
I saw that, like his hands, his feet were covered with chilblains.
Tao Tao looked at Liu Loufang's shocking feet, and said with a chill in his heart: "Your house is really, so cold?"
Liu Loufang said: "Yes, especially at night, it is very cold. ”
Tao Tao asked Liu Loufang, "Isn't there a stove in your house?"
Liu Loufang said: "I want to make a stove, but I don't have the money to buy coal, so forget it, just endure it and pass." ”
Tao Tao said: "But, what about the frostbite on your hands and feet?"
Liu Loufang said: "As long as the winter is over and the weather is slowly warmer, it will be good." ”
Tao Tao asked with concern: "After the chilblains are cured, will the swelling on the hands and feet slowly disappear?"
Liu Loufang nodded and said, "Of course, otherwise it will be ugly." ”
Speaking of this, Liu Loufang persuaded Tao Tao and said: "How about it, it's better to live at home, in the winter, I dream of living in a better house, even if there is no heating, it's better than my house that leaks on all sides." ”
Tao Tao was silent for a long time, and said, "In this way, I will buy a stove for your house, and then buy coal, what do you think?"
Hearing this, Liu Loufang was stupid, and said in his heart that he gave Taotao an example for a long time, and he did not dispel Taotao's idea of coming out to rent a house.
He said: "I really want to be different, your house is so good, you don't even live in it, you have to live in my house, you are really looking for sin." ”
Tao Tao said: "It's okay to suffer a little sin, as long as you can completely let go of learning." ”
After speaking, Tao Tao added: "Living with a child like you who studies well, I think it is also a spur and supervision for me, close to the ink is black, close to Zhu is red, in less than half a year, I think, I can also be like you, into the top five in the class." ”
Liu Loufang had no choice, he said: "If you really want to come and live, then you can come over, I welcome you at any time, but you have to be mentally prepared, the conditions are really poor, it is really cold in the middle of the night, and the ventilation is really strong." ”
No matter what Liu Loufang said, Tao Tao was determined to move out of his warm home, and then live in Liu Loufang's humble room to carry out the so-called crazy study plan of his own.
After convincing Liu Loufang, Taotao's first step plan was completed.
Then, all he had to do was persuade his parents to agree to move out of the house and give him living expenses.
Tao Tao happily returned to his seat.
Lai Na saw that Taotao, who usually had a straight face, actually smiled, she was very surprised, so she asked Taotao: "Taotao, what's wrong, did you encounter any happy events, with such a bright smile?"
After Tao Tao sat down, he said to Lena, "Lena, I have a crazy study plan, and I will implement it immediately. ”
Hearing this, Lena was very interested, she said, "What kind of crazy study plan, can you pull me?"
Hearing that a girl was pulled, Tao Tao quickly rejected Lena and said, "No, this is resolutely not good." ”
Lena asked curiously, "What is your plan, and it is so mysterious?"
Tao Tao said, "Let me tell you the truth, I'm moving out of my house." ”
Lena looked surprised and said, "Where are you going to move out?"
Tao Tao said confidently: "I want to move to live with Liu Loufang." ”
Hearing that Taotao wanted to live with Liu Loufang, Lai Na was surprised and said, "Your home is so close to the school, you live well at home, why do you want to move to live with Liu Loufang?"
Tao Tao said: "Hey, don't you know, living at home is really depressing and uncomfortable...... It's better to move out and live, not only free, but no one cares about it. “
Regarding Taotao's point of view, although Liu Loufang is difficult to understand, Lai Na understands it very much, and she is deeply touched.
Lai Na said: "Taotao, I feel the same as you, I feel that living at home is a lot of constraints, and there is an invisible pressure, which makes people breathless. ”
Hearing this, Tao Tao said very approvingly: "Yes, no matter what you do, you are always under the nose of your parents, and you feel very restrained, and you must not let go." ”
"Me too, it's too strong," she said. ”
Tao Tao jokingly said: "That's not good, you can also move out to live." ”
"I had this idea, but I was afraid that my parents wouldn't let me go. ”
Tao Tao joked, but he didn't expect Lena to be serious, Tao Tao hurriedly said: "Forget it, Lena, I'm joking with you, you live outside as a girl, it's too dangerous and unreliable." ”
Lai Na said: "It's better to be like this, I'll find a house to live in the landlord's house where you and Liu Loufang live, you see how it goes, so that if something happens, you and Liu Loufang can come down and save me." ”
Hearing this, Tao Tao hurriedly refused and said: "No, absolutely not, we are out to study, if something happens to the love of children, it will affect the study." ”
Lai Na looked at Tao Tao and said, "Do you like me about the love of children?"
In an instant, Tao Tao was embarrassed by the question, and he directly joked: "It's not that I like you, it's that Liu Loufang likes you." ”
Hearing this, Lena was extremely embarrassed, and she said, "Really?"
Tao Tao said: "Really, when did I lie to you. ”
Lena shook her head and said, "Hey, forget it, I'd better stay at home." ”