"After my first fan returns home, I must appreciate and appreciate your writing. ”

Ye Yifan was nibbling on cucumbers as he walked in the stairs, thinking about what Sikong Jingxue said on the phone just now.

Pretending to be forced on a loved one will have a burden in his heart, and Ye Yifan really understood this sentence.

What would happen if Sikong Jingxue came home and found that he had only written a two-word novel?

Thinking that Sikong Jingxue might look at him with that disappointed look, all of a sudden, Ye Yifan's feeling of guilt and shame suddenly spread in his heart.

Ye Yifan paused. "No, we have to force the circle back. ”

With that, he nibbled on a cucumber and hurried towards the room.

The black girl didn't know why the owner suddenly accelerated, and when it saw it, it was inexplicably excited to follow Ye Yifan in the corridor, and the innate advantage of four legs made it the first to run into the house.

Come inside and turn on the lights and computer.

Before Ye Yifan sat down, he saw the black girl looking at him with an eye frame in her mouth.

Ye Yifan patted the black girl's dog head and took the eyes, and praised. "The brunette is so smart, thanks. ”

Ye Yifan took the cucumber he had eaten and handed it to the black girl's mouth as a reward.

"Hey, you're a picky eater!" he handed it again, still without any reaction of wanting to open his mouth.

Ye Yifan glared at the black girl, put his eyes on the table, turned around and walked to the refrigerator in the hall for a while, and took out a bag of dog food.

"Heh, that's all that's left for this last pack. ”

Back in the room, Ye Yifan squatted down and stared at the black girl, pointed to the dog food in his left hand with his right hand, and said solemnly. "Black girl, all your food and grass this month is here, give, you watch and eat it yourself. ”

Ye Yifan opened the bag and put the dog food on the ground, no matter how the black girl squandered, he pulled down the computer chair and sat down, and picked up the glasses frame on the table and brought it on. "I can't see anything clearly!"

After bringing it on, I found that the entire high-definition world instantly became a blur.

But he always felt that he was short-sighted, but after wearing it, it became astigmatism and presbyopia.

"It's a split personality that is the aftermath of rebirth. ”

Ye Yifan, who had experienced this situation before, smiled self-deprecatingly. "I won't need you anymore. Raise your hand and drop the eye frame on the table and open the computer web page.

As soon as I opened the web page, a page popped up.

A white candle flickering in the darkness with countless candle flames, the candles surround a black-and-white photograph.

The image is accompanied by a large line of text. Mu Yuerong's fourth anniversary memorial service was live. ”

There is also some small text underneath. Her existence fills the world with expectations, and her prosperous appearance makes all men fall. She is the goddess in the hearts of people all over the world!

"Mu Yuerong, may you be well in heaven!"

August 26, 2062. ”

It's been four years since he came back from the dead in a blink of an eye.

Ye Yifan's mood was a little heavy, and he felt sincerely relieved to those who had never forgotten him.

Looking at the content on the page, the mouse arrow is placed on the closed fork, and he hesitates to click in to take a look.

Anyway, this is my own memorial service.

Ye Yifan has no regrets in his heart for Mu Yuerong's life, if there is anything, it is gender, he has never snapped in his life, he has fallen into an extremely low period all the year round, in every empty and lonely cold night, he always looks at himself in the mirror alone, helpless.

It was a painful time, a piece of black history that could not be erased from his memory.

"It's already in the past, so forget it. ”

Ye Yifan's fingers on the mouse were slightly forced, and the page was closed.

But when he saw many of the webpage live broadcast links below about Mu Yuerong's memorial concert.

He couldn't help but click on the live broadcast room that had just ejected the page.

"Just get me used to turning my back on the morning,

Let me wait for the coming twilight,

I believe that there is only the cigarette in my hand. ”

Looking at the woman singing in the video, putting on headphones and listening to the singing in the live broadcast, Ye Yifan had tears in his eyes and couldn't help but sing along. "You can still feel my trembling lips ......"

"I think I'm the one who really loves you wrong,

It's just that I paid for it but in exchange for the depth of the wound,

I pray that I won't be a woman in the next life......"

This four-minute song, Ye Yifan accompanied the rhythm in the video, and after singing to the end of the song, he was already in tears, and he didn't dare to continue to look down, he was afraid that he would not be able to control his crying.

"Yuerong, don't go!"

Just as he was about to close the live broadcast page, the beautiful woman who had just finished singing the song on the concert stage looked at the sky with a microphone in her hand, and said in a trembling voice. "I know you're here, I know you're watching me. ”

Ye Yifan's heart twitched faintly, and he clenched his right hand with the mouse, and suddenly loosened the strength in his hand.

"Yuerong, do you know what I hate myself the most and regret the most in my life?"

In the video, 100,000 people at the scene were silent, each holding a candle, no one made any sound, all the voices were women on the stage talking to themselves, looking at the night sky, more like complaining to someone.

"I hate myself for not being good enough in your eyes, yes! I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly, I'm not assertive, I'm disciplined, these are the things I hate myself the most. ”

The more the woman spoke, the more angry and excited she became, and she immediately burst into tears. "I... I regret not being by your side that day, not accompanying you through the last second journey of your life. Why should I listen to you so much and turn away, I shouldn't have done that, I should have stopped you at the time. ”

"But I mustered all the courage at that time, but I was only shattered by your inexplicable indifference, and your departure made me blame myself for countless nights, Yuerong, you are so ruthless. ”

"Woo ~ if... If I could turn back time, I would do whatever it took to stop you and hold you in my arms. ”

"But..."

"There are no ifs, no time travel, but all this is like yesterday in my heart, when you were still in front of my eyes, and I... It's still yours. ”

"Also, Yuerong, we will wait for our five-year appointment, whether it is ten years, twenty years, or even a lifetime, I will wait until that day, which is the day I meet you. ”

"Yuerong, I love you!"

The woman lowered her head silently, bowed deeply in the direction of tens of thousands of spectators, and stood on the stage with a half-bent body for a long time.

The audience immediately made a thunderous sound.

"Mu Yuerong!! we love you!!"

When the live broadcast arrived, the picture jumped to the sky, and countless Kong Ming lanterns dotted like candlelight filled the night sky, which was extremely shocking.

The 100,000 spectators in the audience all protected the candlelight with their palms and bowed their heads in silence.

Ye Yifan raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, closed the page, and raised his head to take a deep breath. "Mengyu, you have finally grown up, become stronger, and be able to take charge on your own, I have seen all of this, you have done it, you are really great. ”

Ye Yifan brushed his hands on his face, turned his head and wanted to go to the hall to get tissues.

Turn your head. "Hmm~"

Ye Yifan just turned his head, and in a blink of an eye, he saw the black girl squatting in front of him with four paws side by side, keeping her head low and silent.

Seeing the scene in front of him that seemed to be a silent mourning, Ye Yifan was so frightened that he swore out. "~?"

was slightly stunned, and in the blink of an eye, I saw the black girl standing up with dog food in her mouth.

Ye Yifan stretched out his finger and carefully ordered the bag of dog food, seeing that the black girl did not react, he picked up the dog food and shook it, there was still more than half.

"Alright then, I'll save it for you first. ”

Ye Yifan got up and put the dog food back in the refrigerator.

When I came back, I looked at the black girl and found that it was lying on the ground, with the dog's head turned away from him, looking sullen.

Ye Yifan, who didn't know anything about the dog's worldview, didn't bother to care about it, and sat on the chair again.

Ye Yifan closed his eyes, thinking about the live video just now, and fell into deep thought.

Long.

He opened his eyes and looked at the time on the computer.

It's half past ten.

Suddenly, he thought of Sikong Jingxue's words again, panicked again, and hurriedly typed on the web page.

"Qidian Literature Network".