Chapter 417: Silent and shadowless
I was born of his heart's desire, and therefore I ...... I can't leave him, and I'll always be ...... until he doesn't fulfill his wishes Always with him...... However, I also never thought about the future...... This companionship...... will last his whole life......
Blood, absolute threat and slaughter from the powerful dragons, his own mother and sister died from the dragons, and he was in despair as he watched everything...... And I was born of the deepest desire of his heart, I didn't know what I could do, my presence could not communicate to him, and yet I could see everything about him and hear everything around him, so ...... The only thing I can do ...... That is, to give him great power according to his ideas.
His situation is very dangerous, the people of the village are going to send him into the mouth of the dragon clan in the next sacrifice, what will I do if he dies......? It was also the first time I saw a human being, and at the same time...... He is also my Creator, and he must not die, looking at the eyes of the people in the village...... I feel like I hate those people a little bit? Wait, is this feeling a human being angry?
Great, he lived, I gave him my strength, but he didn't know how to fight, so I had to use another method, although it made my connection with him clearer, and made him wake up and look at his village in fear, but what did it matter? As long as he survived and fulfilled his wish, then my business would be done, wouldn't it, hehe, but what would happen to me when his wish was completed? It feels so strange, but forget it, I don't want this, I still look at the world, I'm really happy, oh, I see, this feeling is called happy......
The world is indeed beautiful, but ...... But I have never been able to touch the world, time ...... I felt the passage of time, silently accompanying him day by day, and he grew up day by day......
The curiosity of the newborn world has long been dulled, and the rest ...... It's just him, why...... Why, why are you so desperate, Mingming...... You can live a better life, you live happily, my existence is meaningful......
Smile, I can only see it sporadically after you fall asleep, this ...... Isn't that the purpose of my existence...... At this time, I realized that there was pure darkness around me, from the blood-soaked darkness that stayed in his heart that day......
Siqia, he met her, from that time in my vision not only him, but also her existence, I know, he saw her reminded him of his sister, yes, she is too similar to her, but he and her are not related to her after all, there is only a bond from family affection in his heart, he treats her as her, great, if this is the case, maybe he can get out of that world full of blood, my existence should also disappear......
………… Odd...... Heart...... Somewhat lonely...... There are still some ...... Unwilling......
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"You killed the whole village, and you are still living so easily in this world......
"No, I didn't kill it, it was the dragon who killed it...... So...... I'm going to slay the dragon......"
"Don't quibble, I've seen everything you've done, and I've lived to uncover your true face as a demon who slaughters humans and demons in exchange for power."
"No, it's not...... Ah......h
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The pain, the pain in his heart all came to my heart, my heart was more painful than his, ahhhh......h I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I want to cry, this is the first time I feel the pain of my heart, I want to apologize to him, but my voice can't convey the past......
For the first time, I hated myself, why I didn't have the same body as a human, why I existed the way I was, I hated that I couldn't talk to you...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... At that time, I only thought about saving you...... Let you ...... Stay alive......
I want to ...... There is a human-like body...... I want to be real to him...... The idea...... Over time...... It has taken root in my heart and can no longer be expelled, and from now on...... I...... I have forgotten the meaning of my existence......
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"Found you......" I can't believe she, Siqia actually appeared in my world.
"What is your wish, I will fulfill it for you in this last time" When he said this to me, the memories of the past flooded in like a torrent.
Yes...... What was my wish, what did Squia say when she gave me her body?
Look at him, once ...... My voice couldn't reach him, and it even made him go through so much pain...... I......
Tears, streaked across the cheeks, heartache, heartache like tearing......
She ...... Crying......" Although she was smiling, the tears that flowed from Eros's eyes were clearly visible to everyone.
"Natsu, we, we can move" also reminded the crowd at this time.
"How is it possible, is her consciousness really recovering" Sacrificial Lucy looked incredulous.
"I said, I wouldn't do anything to you," Xiu looked at Eros in a calm voice.
"Is this okay, I was just your magic, a living magic, my existence is a taboo, a provocation to the "gods" of this world, kill me, and this world will be safe......" Eros whispered.
"Do you think you're not human now?" said Xiu, looking at Eros and asking softly.
"I'm not human."
"But now standing in front of me, what is it, and what is she giving her body to you for......"
"I ......"
"Can't you speak?" asked Sikia, looking at her.
"No, I just ...... Seeing you appear here, there are ...... Somewhat happy...... No, I didn't mean that, I mean...... I was finally able to talk to people, no, I meant to say......" excited, tangled, panicked, and my heart was full of mixed feelings at this moment.
"Isn't it a conversation, it's still kind of like a human ......," Sikia smiled.
"You...... You...... Say...... I...... Like a human?" At this moment, she was stunned, she ...... He actually said that he was like a human being......
"Yes, you...... It's very similar to humans, you ...... What's missing...... I think it's just a human body......"
"Really, am I really the same as a human......" I was happy to hear Sikia's affirmation, but ......
"But...... So what, he ...... He's dead...... "He's dead, even if he's the same as a human, he can't talk to him anymore, he should have died with him, why, why, he still exists......
"I'm here for this," Siqia's tone cooled at this time, and I also looked at Siqia.
"You...... Isn't it...... Loving my brother ......"
Do I love him? At this moment my thoughts were broken, I was always with him, I remember everything about him better than I did, I thought I could talk to him, but I was afraid that I would be speechless in the face of him, and ...... Afraid...... Just everything about him...... I'm scared...... And yet now...... But I'll never see him again......
I...... Hate it...... This world ...... If this world is beautiful, he will live happily forever, such a world, why ...... Why did he save this dark world so much......? Nor did a single trace of my voice reach your ears......
"I ask you again, do you love your brother......" Sikia's voice was a little louder.
"I ...... Love ......"
"So...... You promise me a few things, if you promise...... So...... I give you my body and let you be a ...... People"
(ps:The new book has been released.,It's called I'm not a pig's foot.,Why did the editor change the protagonist to a pig's foot?Published in Genesis.,If you're interested, you can take a look.,Or the same author ID.,Here I'm going to say one thing about the Eros ontology.,Let everyone understand one thing to understand this chapter.,What is the Eros ontology?) Eros herself can't convey sound and can't be seen by everyone, not only because she is magical, because she herself has no form, just like a breath of air, silent and formless, as magic, she has no form and naturally has no possibility of vocalization, and even she has no gender...... )