Pan Jinlian stood there alone, and she didn't know how long she had been. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info A cold wind blew, Jin Lian felt very cold on her body, and when she came back to her senses, the charcoal in the big basin had been burned, and no new charcoal was added to it, so it was naturally extinguished, and large snowflakes floated intermittently outside the window.

At this time, Pan Jinlian was disheartened, she packed up the wine and food and put it in the kitchen downstairs, and when she returned to the room, tears rained down.

Such a result was actually expected by her, and it was also unexpected by her. Because Wu Song is a righteous gentleman, it is impossible for him to accept this kind of love that is regarded as disdainful by the righteous gentleman, otherwise he will not be the head of the martial arts and the hero of fighting tigers Wu Song, who is loved by the people of Yanggu County, which is expected. But with his shrewdness, he should let Jin Lian finish what he defended himself, knowing that Jin Lian only has love and is willing to bury it in her heart, and will not embarrass him, but he brushed his sleeves away without listening to the words, ignoring Jin Lian, and from then on Jin Lian was beaten into the ranks of bad women, and it was not expected by Jin Lian.

When it was over, Wu Song would definitely move out to avoid meeting Jin Lian again, did he think that Jin Lian would be entangled? In order to save face for his brother, he would definitely find an excuse to move out. Pan Jinlian hid back in her room, thinking about it, but she really couldn't find a reason to keep him living again, only to feel that the sky outside was gradually turning from bright to dark, and Jinlian seemed to be asleep, dazed.

Suddenly, I heard the door downstairs, it was Wu Dalang who came back with the burden, and the voice came downstairs: "Lady, really as you said, my cooking cake business today is very good, and I am the only one who sells cooked food." ”

I didn't hear Pan Jinlian's answer, I heard Wu Dalang's voice again, and then the footsteps of going upstairs gradually entered the door, and I heard him ask: "Lady, are you uncomfortable again?"

Seeing that Pan Jinlian still didn't answer, he didn't dare to disturb and went downstairs again. He was used to Jin Lian's moody behavior, and he didn't know what was wrong with Jin Lian, so he quietly went downstairs, went to the kitchen alone, and looked at the cold wine and food in a daze, Jin Lian listened carefully to the movement downstairs upstairs.

Wu Dalang went home for a while, and heard that Wu Song also came back, with one of his soldiers, holding a flat pole in his hand, and packing up his clothes, Wu Dalang asked anxiously: "Brother, isn't it good to live here with my brother? Why don't you move out without saying a word?"

Wu Song thought to himself: If he continues to live, he will no longer be able to control himself, he will definitely fall in love with Jin Lian, and do something sorry for his eldest brother, so that Jin Lian will fall into an irreparable situation, causing contempt and infamy, Pan Jinlian will not want to raise his head for the rest of his life.

I only heard Wu Song reply: "Wu Song is stubborn, he has made too many friends in the rivers and lakes, and he often comes to disturb, I am afraid that it will be inconvenient, so I still ask my brother to let Wu Song take care of himself, Wu Song often comes to visit his brother." ”

Wu Song and the soldier moved very quickly, and after a while, they finished packing up their things and left. Wu Dalang couldn't figure out why his brother suddenly moved out to live, he was also used to his brother's daring character, and he never dared to ask about his brother's affairs, and he could only watch Wu Song's departure, even if he had doubts, he could only stay in his stomach.

Remorse is like a poisonous insect devouring Pan Jinlian's heart, she hates herself, why can't she control herself, she insists on saying this love, why don't she let it be buried in the depths of her heart. Uncle Jin Lian had already told Jin Lian that if Wu Song knew that she had this intention, he would definitely look down on her and would definitely move away.

But what's wrong with her loving Wu Song? Judging from her appearance and thoughts, she and Wu Song are a match made in heaven. In order to take revenge on Pan Jinlian, Zhang Shanren forced her to marry someone who was not worthy of her at all, and had no feelings, she didn't love Wu Dalang at all, why couldn't she pursue her own happiness?

But what about Wu Song? He didn't pay any attention to Jin Lian's love. Just because Pan Jinlian is his eldest sister-in-law, how can the younger brother-in-law accept his sister-in-law's love? This kind of love, which makes benevolence, righteousness, morality, and righteous men and gentlemen despised, is also disdainful by Wu Song. He would never let his brother be disgraced, nor would he let himself fall into a hell of beauty without regard for humanity.

"Oh my God, what am I going to do? How can I go back to the last three months when everyone was respectful?"

Although Pan Jinlian thought about it repeatedly, but he was at a loss, but Wu Song's status in Jin Lian's heart rose to the status of a god, he rejected Jin Lian, and even embarrassed Jin Lian, but Jin Lian respected him even more.

was rejected by Wu Song, although no third person knew, but this blow was fatal to Pan Jinlian. Because in her twenties, she didn't really love any man. For men like Zhang Shanren, who are powerful and have status, not to mention being his little wife, it is insulting to Jin Lian's personality, even if it is their so-called main room, Jin Lian will also refuse. Because they have no humanity and low character, they are like beasts, sleeping in the same bed with them is also an insult to Jin Lian's personality, which is why Jin Lian resisted death and did not marry him.

But Zhang Shanren forced her to marry Wu Dalang, and Jin Lian didn't like it either. Of course, she is a woman who loves beauty, and it is natural that she does not like the ugly Wu Dalang, but the deep reason is that Jin Lian does not want a cowardly and incompetent person to be her husband.

The reason why she has love for Wu Song, Wu Song is tall and handsome, and his dignified appearance is only one of the reasons, who doesn't like beautiful things? But what she loves more is the benevolence and righteousness behind the tall and handsome people. Not to mention his integrity and bravery, in such a world that bows to power and wealth, he is swimming against the current. He dared to stand up for the people in a situation of deep disaster, stood up for them, never accepted any reward from them, and despised power and wealth, which was similar to Pan Jinlian.

He is the protector of the people of Yanggu County, such a man is a hero and a rare treasure in the world, Pan Jinlian loves him. Pan Jinlian believes that there are countless young girls and young women who, like her, hide him deep in the most secret and sacred places in her heart.

But this world can't tolerate such love, Wu Song belongs to everyone, he can't belong to a certain person. Jin Lian's actions are actually an insult to him, because this kind of love will trap him in an unkind and unrighteous position. If he accepts this kind of love, in the hearts of the common people, he will fall from the high position of their protector to the despised position of Zhang Shanren, Jin Lian She really did wrong.

In the past few days, Jin Lian has been thinking and reflecting repeatedly, the qi of good and evil is constantly fighting in her body, her body really can't resist it, and Jin Lian is sick again.

Wu Dalang was frightened, because Wu Song suddenly moved away, if this was the only thing, then Wu Song's reason could still make Wu Dalang believe, but Pan Jinlian was asleep in bed at the same time. Together, these two things do make people feel that something is wrong, and there must be a connection between the two. But on the one hand, Wu Dalang believed in his brother's character, on the other hand, he also believed that Jin Lian would not have any misconduct, and on the third hand, he did not dare to ask.

Five days later, Jin Lian's illness was cured by itself, which is just as the doctor said: heart disease still needs heart medicine. Because Pan Jinlian has thoroughly figured it out, Wu Song is the protector of the hearts of the people of Yanggu County, he belongs to everyone, he should not belong to her, and maybe not to any woman. And since Jin Lian loves him, he should protect him, don't add trouble to him, and don't destroy his prestige among the people.

Pan Jinlian, an ordinary little woman, fate does not arrange a beloved husband for her, then she will be willing to fate and live her own life.

The heavy snow, which stopped and fell and fell again and again, finally stopped. The blue sky drives away all the colors that do not belong to you, and the blue in the sky is so pure and transparent, which makes people feel a kind of dignity and sacredness that they have never had.

In order to take care of Pan Jinlian, Wu Dalang has not gone out to sell cooking cakes for a few days, and the weather is so good today, he hurriedly made cooking cakes and went to the street to sell them. After waiting for him to leave, Jin Lian quietly put on her clothes and walked to the room specially arranged for Wu Song, leaving on the bed the thick quilt that Jin Lian had carefully sewn for him, and on the wall was the brocade robe she made for Wu Song's vigil.

The things in the house are still the same, but it is difficult for people to meet again, Pan Jinlian gently stroked the quilt and stroked the brocade robe, and her tears flowed down like a stream. For this man who made her think about and dream day and night, for this unattainable man, Jin Lian shed tears again. No one saw it, no one knew, and no one would comfort her, Jin Lian wanted to bury this wishful and short-lived relationship here.

But if Jin Lian is asked to pretend that she has never had such a relationship in her life, can her fragile heart bear it? Can she do it? In her life in her twenties, how many mental and physical tortures and blows she has endured that others can't bear, hasn't she relied on her tenacious willpower to survive again and again? This time she can also survive.

From now on, Pan Jinlian can no longer live for the dream that cannot be realized, she has to try to live for herself, Pan Jinlian has to have her own joy and pursuit, living for others makes her life so painful and helpless, in this hut, Jinlian buried her dream of a young woman like a flower.