Chapter 15: Wake up with courage
The general's father's arms are too warm, and people have to rely on, they always have to become more vulnerable. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
She nestled in his arms, but knowing that the boy surnamed Liang quickly found someone, covered Peach's body with a cloth, and moved Peach's body away. Fortunately, it seems that they just moved Peach's body to a more suitable courtyard for temporary resting, and they will definitely have to bury it after a while.
What's angry is that Huan'er was sent to pick up another coat for her, and also to get another quilt for Peach, and the kid surnamed Liang went back and forth to ask for a doctor and catch medicine, but Huan'er was too late at this time. Xu is heart is weak, as soon as Huan'er came back and saw this battle, he immediately sat down on the ground with a soft foot, and then actually cried with the quilt in his arms. Looking at her expression, it was clearly scared. But after she couldn't help crying, she could even immediately pretend to mourn Momoko's death.
Looking at Erniang's expression again, it suddenly changed. Erniang glared at Huan'er fiercely, but because the general's father was in front of her, she didn't dare to scold Huan'er and stop her from crying and making bad things.
She stared at Huan'er, who couldn't stop crying, and trembled with anger. The general's father immediately gently patted her back and comforted her easily. She looked up at his gentle gaze, Xu was extremely depressed, and finally hot tears flowed from her eyes instantly.
"Get out!" the general's father immediately scolded Huan'er.
Huan'er immediately crawled out of the door.
He thought that she hadn't cried before, and it was Huan'er who cried that brought out her tears. And his gentleness made her tears flow even more fiercely.
"Daddy...... The peaches are gone...... The peaches are gone...... Whoa, ah, ah—" She actually had more to say in her heart, but for him, she could only cry for now. Only by crying loudly can we vent the grievances, resentment, and fear in our hearts......
When she woke up again, she felt very uncomfortable, as if she had just been reborn in this body, and immediately understood that she was probably seriously ill again. Thinking back carefully with a headache, she cried so hard that she fainted in his arms.
She couldn't control herself either. She cried, not just because of Peach's death. What's more, she reborn into this strange ancient and unfamiliar environment after the early death of her parents in her previous life, the betrayal of her boyfriend, and the tragic death of an accident, the resentment of the people who bullied her in her previous life, and the resentment of those who bullied them in this life...... There were too many, too many, she was so helpless, but he was like a driftwood, although she couldn't listen to her talk so much, but she could hold on to him tightly, floating, and once she cried, she couldn't hold back.
"Miss, you're awake!" Sensing her movement, the three maids who had been guarding her bedside immediately surrounded her.
Meizi handed her water, Pear wiped her sweat, and Huan'er tightened the quilt for her decently.
She couldn't help frowning and staring at Huan'er silently. And Huan'er noticed her gaze, so he dodged and didn't dare to look at her.
"You take care of the eldest lady, I'll go and ask Dr. Zhang to come. After Huan'er finished speaking, she ran out as if she were running away.
"Miss, are you cold, do you want to add another quilt?" noticing her unstoppable trembling, Pear asked intimately.
She shook her head and said weakly, "You guys go out first, I want to be alone." ”
Pear and Plum glanced at each other and obediently pushed them out.
As soon as the two of them left, she frowned and closed her eyes in a sullen manner. She was shivering, not from a high fever or cold. She trembled because she was angry and she was afraid.
As soon as she looked at Huan'er, she remembered the dream she had before waking up more clearly.
In the dream, she looked at the sinister Huan'er quietly approaching the lake "her", and without hesitation, she reached out and pushed "her" into the water, and Huan'er still had a smile on her lips.
Looking at "her" who was still sinking in the lake no matter how much she struggled, she shouted anxiously, but she could only stand in place, and no one could hear her cry for help.
When "she" sank to the bottom of the lake, she woke up suddenly, but it was back to the beginning. She watched over and over how Huan'er pushed "her" into the water, and over and over again as "she" sank helplessly to the bottom of the lake. Gradually, she also understood that it was useless, but she just looked at it coldly and stopped calling for help.
Who knows, when "she" sank to the bottom of the lake again, she woke up again, and it was actually her who stood by the lake. Knowing what was about to happen, she immediately turned back alertly, but it was too late. The one standing behind her was not Huan'er, but Erniang. Erniang laughed like that, and pushed her into the lake head-on. This time, she struggled helplessly, but until she completely sank to the bottom of the lake, she could only watch and listen to Erniang's smug laughter.
She didn't wake up right away, but she didn't feel pain after sinking to the bottom of the lake. Through the sparkling water, she looked at Erniang on the shore at the bottom of the lake, and there were more Huan'er around Erniang, and Huan'er gradually added other people in this mansion, those elders and daughters, and those brothers and sisters. They all laughed.
No, at first she just watched as if she were watching a play, and gradually became angry, but she yelled for them to shut up, and they continued to laugh, and gradually she just looked at them coldly. She wasn't "she", so she could have been left alone. But now she is at the bottom of the lake, and it is she who is pushed into the water by Erniang, so she can no longer stay out of the matter.
The bottom of the lake should have been cold enough for her to calmly realize that it was just a dream, and to calmly examine her situation over and over again. So many people want to harm her, and she will be the one who will be harmed in the future. In this dream, she didn't see the general, she knew that she was telling herself not to rely on others, but to rely on herself.
She was reborn, and she is no longer the Chen Zhen'er she used to be, she is the Chen Zhen'er. Forgetting that before, she had to climb out of the bottom of this lake, and she had to muster up the courage to face so many people who wanted to harm her, and to face her future life. She can't hide at the bottom of this lake for the rest of her life. She can't still think of herself as Chen Zhener for the rest of her life.
Suddenly, she noticed that the bottom of the lake was not cold at all, but she felt hotter and hotter. In my ears, there seemed to be a faint sound of peaches. The heat, the admonition and the wordless encouragement gave her great courage. She could swim, so she jumped out of the lake with a slam of water.
She opened her eyes, and her brow was already loose.
"Zhen'er, are you awake, how are you?" she had already faintly heard the footsteps coming in a hurry, but she didn't expect that the first one to pounce on was actually a boy surnamed Liang with concerned eyes.
Dr. Zhang was a little slower to catch up, and there was still some distance to get to the bedside.
She opened her mouth.
He was like a roundworm in her stomach, and immediately said, "You let Dr. Zhang take a good look at it for you first." The general was urgently recruited into the palace by the emperor, and he will come back to see you as soon as he is done. ”