In fact, last time, Xin Ran had already vaguely understood in his heart that Shen Su was right, he already relied on Du Lengding. It's just that he has been reluctant to confirm or face up to this problem. Until today, he shed tears for no reason, had chills and fever, and felt pain all over his body, and couldn't help but take another injection, and all kinds of problems were alleviated, but they did not disappear completely, he felt really scared, and waited for Zhao Xiaojing to secretly take him to Professor Shan.

The night was quiet, although he didn't hear it very clearly, but intermittently, he still understood the basic meaning.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, he suddenly felt a sense of despair. Terrorist attack, Zheng Jia died in front of him, disfigured, fractured, spinal shock, wave after wave, he originally thought that there was no way to get worse. However, the cruelty of fate lies in the fact that happiness will be capped, while pain has no bottom line.

Xin Nan looked at Zhao Xiaojing, who was shocked, and then at Xin Ran, who had been lowering his head, and said in a little panic: "Xin Ran, what did you hear...... Did you hear it all?!"

Xin Ran raised his head and smiled slightly, "It's okay, brother, I'm fine, I will pass, it will pass...... "Maybe one qiē will pass, and the torrent of time can sweep away everything, however, whether he can hold on is another matter."

It didn't matter if he said that, but the corners of his eyes were already starting to moisten a little. Xin Nan couldn't tell whether his choking was true or false for a while, should he stop it, in the end?! He comforted weakly, "Yes, there is a brother, it will be, it will be fine!"

When Xin Nan returned home, she also felt very tired, and when she passed by the study, she heard Xin Jixiu say: "Xiao Ran's situation, I'm afraid I can't go back to filming." But I see that he has improved a lot, and I am ready to give him a place. What level do you think is the right place to start?"

Lian Yijun said: "Although he has not been in contact with the operation and management of enterprises, he should start from the grassroots level. But people like us, there is no need to be so serious, it's just as good as when Xin Nan came back. ”

Xin Nan was the deputy manager of the public relations department at the beginning, but he has a master's degree in business administration and more than a year of hotel management experience. Even if it is recruited by the company, this qualification is enough to apply for the deputy manager, and Xin Ran is too bad. ”

"Isn't it too low to start with the supervisor?"

"Let me think again. ”

Xin Nan wanted to go back to his room, but he went over and knocked on the door generously, "Dad, I'm back." ”

Xin Jixiu paused, "Come in." It's so late, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing, I just came back, and I saw that you still had the lights on, and came over to say hello to you and your mother. ”

Lian Yijun saw that Xin Nan suddenly came back, and he was inexplicably a little unnatural.

Xin Jixiu nodded, "Okay, let's go back and rest early." ”

Xin Nan went back and lit a cigarette, Mrs. Xin, you are really a bowl of water, and the two sons must be in the same position. It seems that Pan Asia is destined to have him without me, and I without him, so don't blame me for not missing brotherhood.

When he returned to the ward, it was already silent at this time, Xiao Tian and Xiao Liu were asleep, and Xin Ran thought that Professor Shan said that he was about to undergo a new operation, and he couldn't even do withdrawal treatment at this time, so he suddenly couldn't control it. He hooked Zhao Xiaojing's waist, dragged her into his arms, hugged her and cried bitterly.

Zhao Xiaojing's body stiffened for a moment, let him hold him, raised his hand and gently stroked his hair, "Xin Ran, I'm here, no matter what happens, I will accompany you." ”

Xin Ran reluctantly raised his head, and said with red eyes: "But, you know everything, don't you think that I am fundamentally different from what you imagined, such an unbearable person, is it not worth it for you to do this?!"

Zhao Xiaojing shook her head, "Xin Ran, I have an element of worship for you at the beginning. However, it was only during this period of time that I realized that I really like you, in the way of an ordinary person and another person. The person I like will cry and laugh, be strong and weak, be happy and painful, not only make people admire, but also make people feel distressed. Being able to meet you and be by your side is the best thing I can ever encounter in my life, and I don't regret it. ”

Although, I know that the person you love is not me. Although, knowing that that person may be difficult for me to match in my life. In other words, you may not fall in love with me for the rest of your life.

Xin Ran was moved for a while, and held her wrist uncharacteristically, "You are so good, very good, or am I lucky!"

Zhao Xiaojing took the initiative to lean over and hug him, "So, no matter what, you will hold on until you drive away all the bad luck, right?"

"Hmm......" Xin Ran realized that he was lying on someone's chest just now, blushing a little, and hurriedly retreated.

After a few days, Xin Ran stopped Zhao Meng, "I want to go out." ”

Zhao Meng was stunned, "This has to be approved by Professor Shan, right?"

Professor Shan disagreed when he heard it, "Your immunity is low now, you can easily contract the virus when you go out, and it's a long-distance trip, no!"

"Professor Shan, I've only been out once, please!"

"Xin Ran, your current situation, let you go, how do you tell me to explain to your parents?!"

"Professor Shan, really, I'll go out once, and when I come back, I'll be treated with peace of mind, otherwise, I always have a heart, and my heart can't be settled!"

"What the hell do you want to go out for?"

"I ...... I want to go to the set again before the surgery. If this surgery fails again, I won't be able to do this job anymore, and I want to see the set as an actor for the last time. ”

"This ......" Professor Shan was touched for a while when he heard this, and he couldn't stand Xin Ran's soft grinding and hard bubbles, so he agreed to him. But first called Xin Nan to confirm, and then told him all kinds of advice, watching Xin Ran being wrapped into a zongzi, before telling him to go out.

As soon as I arrived at the gate of the hospital, I happened to meet Zhao Xiaojing. When she saw this posture, she said curiously: "Xin Ran, what are you doing here?"

"Take a trip. ”

"How can you go out? Where are you going?!"

"I want you to take care of it, you're so annoying!" Xin Ran finally asked for leave, and impatiently pulled her away and left.

Xin Ran didn't tell her parents, nor did she say hello to the crew, and secretly went to the set of "Famous Capture of the Tang Dynasty". This time, he wasn't going to let Shen Su know that he was coming. Inexplicably, he became a drug dependence, and he was in such an unbearable situation now, he didn't dare to let Shen Su know, let alone have the face to see him. He just wanted to take a look at him secretly, so he went back to treat him well, and before it was completely eradicated, don't drag him down anymore!

The directors are not Ni and Zhang, but they are also the directors of Han Shi, and they said hello to Mu Yiming and let Xin Ran watch it casually.

Xin Ran has read the script, and it is roughly that Ran Tai (the word Yi'an), the commander of the forbidden army's guards, lost his hand to Han Li. Because of the confusion surrounding Han Li's death, in order to find out the cause of Han Li's death, Ran Tai changed his face, assumed the alias Ji An, and joined the door of Gao Shen, the new secretary of the Criminal Department. A stalk of Qibao Ruyi was lost in the house of the uncle in Beijing, Ran Tai secretly visited, and met Su He (the word Fang Xian) who was still a thief at night, the two fought many times, and they were also friends and enemies, Su He wanted to pull Ran Tai into the gang, but was persuaded by Ran Tai to join the criminal department together, cracked a number of serious cases, and both became a generation of famous arrests. However, as the cause of Han Li's death became clearer, the final truth was ......

Xin Ran hid outside the shed, silently watching the two Fenghua teenagers enter Beijing together to take the exam, the title of the gold list together, the golden palace face king, join the forbidden army together, and fight side by side...... However, in the blink of an eye, the building was empty, leaving only Ran Yi'an alone.

If I get better sooner, even if I can't take the lead, it's good to make a cameo appearance as Han Li...... Xin Ran thought about it, and inevitably thought of himself. The circle he used to be in had the most complex and dark side, he originally thought that he could work hard with Shen Su, rise together, shine together, and even paste together, and pass together......

But overnight, a lot of things were different. Although, he still believes that Shen Su will become a superstar one day. But his personality is really not suitable for this circle, and he is destined to stumble along the way. With your own presence, you may be able to bump into some fewer bags...... He unconsciously hummed a melody softly, tapping on his knees.

"I remember that year, I beat Ma Chang'an and sat opposite you at the apricot forest banquet. The sky covered in red hairpins, the tanhualang who is clinging to the apricot blossom is a young man who is as beautiful as jade......"

Xin Hongwei walked out and saw Xin Ran, paused for a moment, and was about to say hello, Xin Ran hurriedly signaled him to silence, "I happened to pass by, come in and take a look, I'm going to go back, don't tell him that I've been here......! Huh?!"

Before Xin Ran could finish speaking, he felt that someone pressed the back of his head. His heart beat sharply, and he turned his head to look, and sure enough, it was Shen Su.

Shen Su smiled: "What are you doing sneaking around here?!"

"How do you know I'm coming? I'll tell them not to tell you!"

Shen Su put his hands behind his back and raised his eyebrows, "Your eyes are different from others, it's just three points, I don't know if you peek at me?!"

In front of Cheng Cheng, Zhao Meng, Xin Hongwei, Xiao Tian, and Xiao Liu, Xin Ran made a big red face, big brother, that's not how the word "three points" is used!

However, several people understood the meaning, and the distance was good for the old rivers and lakes, and it could still hold on. Xin Hongwei has always been slow to react, and he hasn't paused yet, looking dazed. Zhao Meng stiffened his face and his face was paralyzed, and the two little ones couldn't help laughing.

Shen Su didn't know why, so he bit his nails, "It's time to transfer, I'll take you out for a walk first, it just so happens that I'm also breathable, and I'll come back and put on makeup and change clothes again." ”