I once heard a story.

The people who live upstairs throw two boots on the ground every night. The people downstairs would wake up every day after falling asleep to the sound of two boots falling to the ground. So he protested to the people upstairs, who promised to be quiet from now on, but when he went home that night he forgot about it, threw one boot and remembered it, put the other down gently and went to sleep. This man thought he had a plan, but he didn't know that the people downstairs had been awakened by the first boot, and had been waiting for the second boot to hit the ground so restlessly that he didn't sleep all night.

I feel like I'm like the person who lives downstairs.

The mother threw the first boot early, but was slow to throw the second boot. And every time I hear a hint of wind and grass, and I think that another boot is finally going to fall, everything suddenly returns to calm, leaving only a heavier suspicion and doubt.

Sometimes I think about it, if I, who am on the outside, am already so confused and uneasy, what should the prince who is in the center of the storm?

How long has it been since I've seen the prince? It seems like it's either ten or twenty. The last time I saw him, it wasn't clear at all. Although the crown prince is still there, his sense of existence is getting lower day by day, and the former vice-monarch, the second prince, and the eldest and heir of the palace who are pampered like the stars holding the moon are now, but they are not as good as an ordinary emperor and grandson.

The people in the palace seemed to have discussed it, and all of a sudden, they became indifferent to the prince. It seems that the crown princess is pregnant, at first the one in the belly is the son of the prince, and then the one in the belly is the son of the crown princess, and now, the one in the belly has become the "queen of heaven", as if the existence of this grandson has nothing to do with the prince at all.

In addition to the rumors of abolishing the long and young, the rumors of the abolition of the son and the grandson have quietly risen, silently, but spread rapidly, and when the mother half-jokingly asked to raise the son of King Wu as her own son, this rumor has reached the peak - this dynasty is prevalent because of the prevalence of nonsense, there is quite a custom of raising a grandson or a grandson as a son, and the queen of heaven is willing to accept even the son of the concubine as a son, who knows that the son of the biological son will not be favored by this grandeur?

Naturally, my father resolutely rejected such a joke, and even my mother herself laughed and said that it was not very appropriate, but the matter was only mentioned in vain, like a pebble thrown into the waves, stirring up a moment of ripples, and then dissipating in the vast waves.

However, the suspicion caused by this incident has become more and more intense.

Even if he can't be accepted as a son, his mother's expectations for her grandson are too warm, not only is she thoughtful to the princess, but she also told the prince to stay in the East Palace to accompany the princess several times on the grounds of the princess's pregnancy.

This expectation beyond expectations has brought great pressure to my sister-in-law of the crown princess, and in the past few months, I have seen her always lose weight day by day, and the thinner she is, the more concerned my mother becomes, and the more concerned she is, the more demanding she is to the prince.

So the crown prince gradually lost weight, and his people, and the name he represented, seemed to be cut and scattered by something invisible, and disappeared into the vast and majestic palace little by little.

And in the midst of such dissipation, the second boot that I had been waiting for for a long time suddenly fell, and when it was so long, it really fell, and it was only a few days before things subsided.

On the seventeenth day of my stay in Chang Optimism, it was the seventh month of Wangri, the period of the Great Dynasty, on this day the weather was fine, my father and mother entered the palace from outside the city, and accepted the worship of hundreds of officials and ministers at the palace gate, and I was too late to talk to Ah Huan at night, and I was lazy in bed, holding Ah Huan and asking her to kiss before I was willing to get up.

Song Fuyou suddenly led a person in a hurry, and when she got inside, Ah Huan had time to jump off the bed, both of us were quite frightened, she lowered her head and pulled the corner of her clothes, my heart was beating for a while, and I could only roll in the quilt, pretending not to get up yet.

The person who came was of medium stature, dressed in the costume of an ordinary palace person, wearing Mi Li, and when he approached, he lifted Mi Li, revealing an ordinary face with a little kindness, saluted me, and said without hesitation: "Her Majesty the Queen of Heaven ordered the concubine to pass a message to the princess, and ordered the princess to stay in the long optimism these days, not to go out at will. ”

Ah Huan raised her eyes to look at me, and I also raised my head to look at her, and after a moment of eye meeting, Ah Huan raised her chin and said with a bit of questioning: "Who are you? What is your position?

The palace said: "Did Mrs. Wei forget? The concubine is under Mrs. Aqing, and one day His Majesty gave the princess cheese from time to time, which was sent to Zhujing Hall by the concubine, and Mrs. Wei also gave the concubine a horse of colored silk." ”

Ah Huan saluted and smiled: "It turned out to be the fourth lady of the king, and I forgot it for a while, and I was disrespectful." ”

The palace man pulled the corners of his mouth lightly and said, "Fourth Lady Wei is wrong again, the concubine has a net worth of fifteen, and she is cheap." ”

Ah Huan smiled: "It's a mistake, it's Wang Fifteen's wife." I solemnly accompanied her, and only then did I get up and say to Wang Fifteen, "Obey the Holy Religion." He sent her out with Ah Huan and Song Fuyou, and when he was about to reach the door, Wang 15 said again: "The princess stops, so as not to attract attention." "Another salute to me, and I went out unhurriedly.

The three of us glanced at each other, Ah Huan pointed two fingers at me, and said, "Send someone to the street to ask? ”

I also meant the same, and turned my head to look at Song Foyou, she frowned and said: "Since Your Majesty has an order, follow Your Majesty's will, don't speculate and make trouble on the ground." After a pause, Fang said: "The princess knows less about these things, it is better than knowing more." ”

My heart sank, and I said in a low voice: "What Song Niangzi said is very true, please inform the Guanzhong, strictly guard, and the inside and outside are forbidden." ”

Song Fuyou nodded, sent someone to call Feng Shiliang and Xue Ding, only said that I lost the jade pendant, ordered them to bring the inner servants and sergeants to guard the inside and outside, and did not allow anyone to enter or leave, and ordered the strong and powerful people in the palace to be divided into several teams to patrol the doors of the inner hall - I always thought that among my deacons, Ah Huan was the most determined, and when I met Song Foyou today, I realized that Jiang was really old and spicy, and my mother sent her to me, which really has a deep meaning.

When Song Fuyou spoke, Ah Huan retreated a few steps respectfully, determined not to steal the limelight, I saw Ah Huan like this, so I didn't interfere in this matter, just stood on the side inscrutablely, Song Foyou commanded whom, I looked at whom, occasionally nodded in approval, if so, everyone thought that everything was from my instructions, all obeyed the order, and did not dare to have any prevarication.

After Song Fuyou finished speaking, Wei Huan called a few of her confidants and told them one by one, also in front of me and Song Foyou, and then looked at Song Fuyou, Song Fuyou said: "Listen to the princess's orders." ”

I nodded hurriedly and said, "Yes." Because of his restlessness, he hurriedly sent people out, and Fang was as soft as prostration, and pulled Ah Huan's hand and called her: "Huan".

She was also strong and calm just now, and her palms were full of sweat at the moment, and she was pulled by me, and she also sat down on the edge of the bed, her whole body trembled slightly, and after a while, she also looked up and called me: "Taiping." ”

We shook each other's hands and supported each other for about a moment before we all calmed down slightly, Wei Huan took my short knife and hers, and I said: "If there is really a change, it is definitely not the power of one person that can be reversed, what's the use of asking for this thing?"

She didn't look at me, just tied the short knife to my calf, tied it, and then whispered, "When it's time to use it, you know." ”

I didn't ask any more, just squeezed her hand and said, "I'll come." He took the dagger from her hand and gently lifted her skirt.

She pretended to be relaxed and said: "Tie it tightly, don't fall out of it when you take a step, poke yourself yourself, that's wrong." ”

I hummed, pressed the dagger to her lap, gestured, and felt that it was not easy to exert force, so I took her right foot and got off the bed, half-knelt on the ground, and wrapped her tightly with a ribbon.

When I got up, I saw her staring at me very uncomfortably, so I asked, "What's wrong?"

She shook her head and smiled at me, "Taiping, you really don't look like a princess at all. ”

She smiled so softly, my panic and fear were dissipated by this gentleness, and even a smile appeared on my face unconsciously, sat next to her, held her hand and said, "What's so good about being a princess, it's better to be your girlfriend." ”

She laughed, put her arms on the edge of the bed, and moved closer to me with her legs, and said narrowly, "What do you mean to be my girlfriend? I thought being my girlfriend was the best thing in the world, but I didn't think it was?"

I also replied to her narrowly: "Of course, being your girlfriend is not the best thing in the world, and there is one thing in the world that is much more wonderful than this." ”

She looked at me curiously to hear what I could say, but I didn't give her the opportunity to kiss her on the cheek gently.

When I kissed her eyebrows, her eyelashes blinked to my chin, fluffy like a new sprout on a branch, when I kissed her eyes, her eyeballs turned slightly under my lips, every time I caused my lips to be dry, when I kissed the tip of her nose, she opened her eyes to look at me, her eyes were full of tenderness and sweetness that only a girl in love can have, I kissed her cheek and smelled the fragrance from her neck, the fragrance was as fresh and moist as spring grass, she swallowed saliva when I kissed her neck, and when I went back to kiss her lips, she opened her mouth gently, and the tip of her tongue stretched out a little bit, teasing me and her lingering。

I really wanted her, but I clumsily didn't know what to do. I felt that I could neither move this hand nor open this mouth, so I had to rub awkwardly back and forth on her, hesitantly peeling off her blouse, and rubbing it back and forth all over her body.

We've had this intimacy several times, either when I grab her breasts, or when she touches my back, it's always like this

It was enough to spend most of the day, and we were satisfied with each other, but the intimacy of this today only made me want her more.

I cautiously reached my hand down, pulled her skirt with one hand, looked upward, tentatively at her, her face turned red in an instant, and I bit my lip for a long time, and then nodded very slightly, and I was overjoyed, and carefully removed her skirt, and gently stroked her crotch with my hand.

I don't know who invented this garment, wearing pants but no crotch, but this half-covered and half-exposed style is more emotional than the full fade of clothes. When my hand touched the silk pants, it was already shaking, and when I went in, I shook it even more, and when I really touched the root of her thigh, it was already trembling, and she was also very nervous, one leg was slightly bent, and both hands were clenched into fists, and I didn't see my movements for a long time, and I stood up and looked at me tremblingly: "It's broken... What?"

I immediately understood what she was talking about, and I lost my nervousness in an instant, and laughed, "I haven't done it yet." I didn't think anything when I said it, and I felt ashamed after I said it, and when I thought about it again, I lost my smile again, hurriedly withdrew my hand, lowered my head and said, "Or... No, I don't want to. ”

She stood up to look at me, I didn't dare to look her eyes, so I had to take her clothes and let her put them on, she seemed to see through what I thought, smiled, took my hand and put it on her lap, reached into the robe, and said softly, "Don't worry." ”

I vaguely sensed something, but I didn't know whether it was good or bad, hesitated for a moment, and finally withdrew my hand again, and said, "I... No. ”

She was stunned for a moment, then burst out laughing.

On the tenth day after this day, there was a decree in the palace, the prince sat on the private armor, abolished as a concubine, and migrated to Qianzhou, and the king of Wu sat on the throne and was also abolished as a concubine and migrated to Bazhou.

In the afternoon of this day, Dugu Shao gave my mother's handwritten letter and took me into the palace to serve the sick. 166 Reading Network