I was quietly imprisoned in the court, and my mother did not issue any official edict or explanation of my disappearance. In the eyes of others, I just disappeared for four years for no reason. Four years later, my mother released me without making any announcement, but Lieutenant Yan called me a waist guard, and several brave women escorted me back to Lichun Terrace, and after being sent to the main hall, I turned back as if they had never seen me.

Most of the people in Lichun Taichung have changed, and the rest are all the people who entered the palace with me that day, and after asking, I learned that after my mother detained me, she immediately sent someone to guard them, and when I entered the court, they were locked up in Lichun Tai, and they were not allowed to communicate with the outside world, and when I came out, they were also released- After four years, I met again, I was fine, and they were not very close, after four years, I was not used to such closeness, so I only smiled and nodded, and responded for a while, but they were all happy colors, crying and laughing, and pulling me through a ritual of dispelling obscurity created by someone who did not know it, and carefully served me for dinner, afraid that I would be tired, and sent me to the dormitory early.

I got up late in the morning, and I wasn't tired by this time, and when I was gone, I got up and went outside. Lichuntai has no owner for many years, the palace people have been slacking off very much, I entered the atrium from the dormitory, the people I saw on the road, either lazy and hiding in the house, or shrunk at the door and dozed off, when I arrived at the palace gate, someone found me, but asked from a distance: "Did you find it?" When I got closer, I realized that I asked the wrong person, and I hurriedly bent down, I saw that it was a night watchman, raised my eyebrows and said: "Who has been here?"

When I asked, he moved his steps uncomfortably, and said with a smile on his face: "It's the villain who is wrong." ”

I didn't bother to talk to him, so I pointed at the person next to him and said, "It's not suitable, I'll send it tomorrow." ”

The two little chamberlains who followed him looked at each other, including him, and the three of them knelt down together, the man was frightened, and said repeatedly: "Yes... Princess Luling's seventh lady brought a little insider, saying that she had lost something that the princess urgently needed, Xu was here, and asked her to come and look for it, it was late at night, and she didn't dare to disturb the princess, so she didn't report it. ”

When I heard the words "Princess Luling", I felt a shock in my heart, and I unconsciously looked around, but I didn't see anyone, thought about it for a while, and said lightly: "I saw Qiqi and a person go out, thinking that I have found it." "Leaving this man behind, hurried back, when I arrived at the door of the dormitory, I hesitated, the two small palace people at the head of the door were still sleepy, I walked back and forth in front of the two of them, to make sure that there was no response, and then went around the outside to see if there was no attendance—but they all remembered my rules, and there was no one outside—and finally walked back, and the more inward, the more my heart thumped, and the slower my steps became, and I tried to hold my breath, but instead I heard my own snort getting heavier and heavier in the quiet night.

It has been four years since I was separated from Ah Huan. It was before her birthday when she was imprisoned in the court, and although we didn't see each other much at that time, and there was some ambiguity in the relationship, I still prepared a gift for her, but unfortunately the gift was never given, and I had already entered the court.

The hunger strike caused my heart to ache, and I was groggy and unaware of everything for the first few days of the courtroom, and when I woke up to find that the detention was completely different from what I had imagined, and that I had almost collapsed.

Before I did that, I had imagined a myriad of possibilities. I thought that my mother would be so angry that she might lock me up in a cold hut, or even in a prison in the two provinces of the palace and the palace, where I would live without food and clothing; I also thought that my mother would send me to the temple to live a boring life of chanting scriptures with a group of nuns in the Ganye Monastery where she had stayed, or in more remote places; and in some cases, to go to the cold palace, although the palace attendants were cold-eyed and excluded, at least there was some security in food and clothing. However, I did not expect that my mother would put me in such an exquisite cage, seemingly isolated from the world, but there were also people who came and went, who were mute when they were close to me, but ordinary people on the outside, who seemed to be pampered, but who were deprived of the freedom to be alone.

The longing for Ah Huan and Shou Li and the worry about the situation had caused me to lose sleep all night for months, and the fear of being under surveillance in every word and action had exacerbated the situation. I have been speculating day and night, guessing how Ah Huan is outside, whether she has been ostracized by the martial arts? Will she be suspicious of her mother? Have you ever bullied her when she is high and low in the palace? Will she cause my mother to displease if she hit me without permission that day? She has made meritorious contributions to the scriptures, and her mother will certainly not treat her harshly when she first ascends the throne, but Wu Chenghei is striving to become the crown prince, will she regard her, the wife of the abolished emperor and the eldest daughter-in-law of the emperor, as a thorn in her eye? Cool officials are rampant, and anyone she meets can take a bite, in such a situation, can she live in the palace safely and soundly? I'm also worried about keeping etiquette, this little boy is sensitive, but he is extremely knowledgeable about words, he is a temperament that is easy to suffer, his mother changed the Yuan Revolution, he, the son of the Li family, the heir of the abolished emperor, will he be ostracized by others? Will he still go to school with Li Dan? Li Dan will become sensible from the emperor to the emperor's heir, or will he be depressed and treat etiquette even harder?

It took me a full year to stop thinking about these things that were destined to come to fruition, and it took another year to learn not to think about the past between me and Ah Huan over and over again, and in the third year I gradually stopped worrying about our uncertain future, and in the last year, I was almost completely calm, except for the few days of the month, when I was particularly vulnerable, or when some longings were extremely strong, I would occasionally think of Ah Huan, and even if I did, I was already able to control my emotions comfortably, so as not to let others see any clues on my face。

I almost thought I had forgotten about her.

Until that person mentioned the words "Princess Luling".

I could already hear my own wheezing clearly, which echoed in the night, like a dragon roaring in a valley. I saw my breath spurting heavily, heating up with nervousness, and forming white vapor in the pre-winter night. My heart beat wildly in my chest, and each blow seemed like it was about to burst out of my chest. Every step I took was in a familiar place, but every step was full of unfamiliar expectations.

I walked into the inner room, it was empty, the faint starlight shining in from the window illuminated the blue and yellow purple colors on the curtains, I don't know whether it was silk or satin material like a mess of flying in the air, the night wind was cold, blowing layers of goosebumps on people's bodies, my heart was tightly lifted, and gently put down, the sweat on my body and my heart cooled down layer by layer, sinking on my clothes, I looked at the open pane with loss, tears fell from the corners of my eyes, dripping on my feet, I found that I was habitually not wearing shoes, the wooden floor was cold and hard, and my feet were also frozen, when the tears just dripped upI felt a burst of warmth, and after the warmth, my instep felt like something had crossed me, and I felt a cold pain.

For the first time in four years, I felt so helpless, clutching my arms in fear and crying silently in the cold night.

Someone came from behind and hugged me gently, she had a long-lost fragrance on her body, blowing with the wind, scattered in the air, sometimes it seemed to be, sometimes it was not, I stretched out my hand sluggishly, my fingertips touched her fingertips, it was cool and not like a real person, I turned my head to look at her face, it was dull, and it didn't look like a living person. I thought I was dreaming, and I was afraid that I would wake up, so I hesitated to move, but she grabbed me and slammed it close to my lips.

Her lips and tongue were hot and alive. 166 Reading Network