66. The past
Leaving the palace to the east is only more than 100 miles, although it was in the afternoon to leave, and there was a delay in the middle, but we still arrived at Ziwei Palace that night, my father lived with my mother in the Zhenguan Palace, but I was placed in the east of Lichuntai. I had fallen asleep that night, and I didn't know what my mother had arranged, and when I woke up in the morning, I heard the name "Reichun-in", but I was helpless.
The day before, I slept until the middle of the day, only half-asleep and half-awake opened my eyes, but I felt that the whole body was weak and weak, and there was no strength, and the legs, waist, and arms were either swollen or sore, especially the legs seemed to be pressed with a thousand pounds, and even felt hard to move. The person next to him asked, "Is the lady up?"
When I heard that it wasn't Wei Huan, I was a little unhappy, and asked, "What about Ah Huan?" and listened to Song Fuyou: "Your Majesty gave silk in the morning, and now I go with Xie En." β
I sat up from the bed and said with a smile, "Who did you reward and what did you reward?"
Song Fuyou said: "Your Majesty rewarded Shangguan Cairen with a horse, ordered her to practice equestrianism diligently, and gave Wang Xu a hundred silks, ten horses of A Yuan, A Wang, and A Fang silk to the palace people, and twenty silk horses from Wei Siniang. β
I was stunned for a moment and said, "That's it?"
Song Fuyou said: "There are also a few rewards in the palace, and there is also a difference in rewards with the guards who went out. β
I said, "What about Wu Minzhi?"
Song Fuyou said: "Your Majesty sent an envoy to reprimand him early in the morning, and now he is waiting outside the palace gate. β
I didn't ask unintentionally, but I didn't think that Song Foyou could really answer, and raised my eyes to glance at her, but when I saw Song Foyou standing upright, with an expressionless face, I actually felt a little tentative, and said to her with a smile: "What happened on the road, Song Niangzi knew so quickly?"
Song Fuyou said lightly: "Yesterday, His Majesty specially ordered, saying that the princess accidentally bruised, and ordered the concubine to wait for the good life to serve and change the dressing, at that time it was late, and the princess was asleep, so I don't know." β
I looked down consciously, and sure enough, I found that I had changed my clothes again, and quietly uncovered my clothes to see that all the abrasions had been medicated, and blurted out: "Who changed my clothes for me last night?"
Song Fuyou said: "It's a concubine and a few nurses." β
I didn't hear Wei Huan's name, I was relieved, but I was faintly lost, crawled out of the bed, dressed and washed, and still didn't see Wei Huan, so I looked out again and said, "How long will they thank you, why haven't they come back?"
Song Fuyou glanced up at me at this time and said, "Who is the princess going to summon? "I realized that I was already in the palace, and Wei Huan could only go back to her own place after thanking her, and she was not allowed to approach without being called. This was the situation I had hoped for, but when it really came to this point, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, but in the end, I said: "No one will see me, I want to read a book today, and no one will bother me." β
Song Fuyou agreed, but it was inconvenient to leave, and asked: "Does the princess want to announce the meal?"
She was so uninteresting, the little good I had for her was gone, and I hurriedly waved my hand: "When I want something, I will naturally call you, you go out quickly." β
Song Fuyou then withdrew, and I drove the rest of the people away, and sat in the hall for a while, hungry, but didn't want to eat. Before Wei Huan entered the palace, I was obviously living well, but as soon as she came, it seemed that I couldn't leave her, I didn't see her for a day, and I always felt that I couldn't do anything, but I just rejected Song Foyou, and then I sent someone to summon Wei Huan, and the order was changed, but it seemed that I was very naΓ―ve, and I met with her, it was a very casual and private matter, if I specially passed through Song Foyou, the meaning would be very different, there were many times, and it was really eye-catching, I am young now, I can only live in the palace, and my actions are restricted by others, and when I open the house, it is really hatefulγ
The more I thought about it, the more depressed I became, the more depressed I became, and the more I wanted to see Wei Huan, and I struggled for a long time, but finally came up with an idea for me - I simply didn't tell anyone, and went to see Wei Huan by myself. Fortunately, I am still a monk in name, in the temple
Wei Huan glanced at me and said, "Except for the two Majesties and you in the palace, which one dares to take Ruijin as a performer?"
Only then did I realize that I was really self-inflicted, and said, "I'll give each of you a pair another day, and see how you recognize it." β
Wei Huan smiled and asked me, "It's only been a long time, so I can't bear Song Niangzi?"
I snorted and said, "It's not just that she can't bear it, she's... It's annoying anyway. β
Wei Huan shook her head, I went to hold her hand, but she quietly pushed me away, and said as she walked: "She's just a little more square, she doesn't have any bad intentions, unlike some people..."
Wei Huan was stunned and stopped to look at me. I just wanted to see her want to die, and when I really saw her, she did this, which made me depressed, so I didn't stop, forcing her to hurry up a few steps to keep up, and then said: "Ah Yang is my nursing mother, she has been by my side since she was a child, and I am usually the most credible is her, don't always say her." "I actually don't like Ah Yang as much as I said, the reason why I say this is mostly angry, but this anger is really inexplicable, even I can't figure out where this anger comes from, Wei Huan didn't expect me to refute her like this, stayed for a while, and then whispered: "Yes." β
As soon as she lowered her head and endured the sound, I felt embarrassed again, my footsteps stopped unconsciously, I wanted to speak, but I didn't know what to say, I didn't speak, and I felt embarrassed, she also stood still with me, looking at her toes in silence. She seemed to be a little lonely, the corners of her mouth hung slightly, her right hand was clenched in her left hand, hanging loosely in front of her, and after a long time, she called me: "Son." β
Many people call me that, but few people can call these two words as touching my heart as she is, and I should forgive her for her little tricks for these two words, but she spoke before me, she said: "Son, I thought about it, you and I are different from kings and ministers, and in the future, we should not mess around together like now, it is not good for you and me." β
I have thought about this many times in the bed, and I haven't said it once, but she said it first, originally I was a princess, she was just a side branch of Jingzhao Wei's family, no matter from what point of view, it should be her who clings to me, begging me to favor her and pity her, but now she is telling me not to be intimate with her, which shows what the textbooks in the previous life said about the hierarchy of feudal society, In this life, the ministers keep saying that the monarchs and ministers are all false, and my identity as a princess is useless at all, neither can save me from fighting in the palace, nor can it make me more attractive, it is just a waste!
From Wei Huan's assumption, a person like me is neither beautiful nor smart, except for this cumbersome identity, she has nothing to fear, and from time to time she is willful and moody, no wonder she is unwilling to be friends with me. If I were her, I would probably not want to be friends with such a person? Thinking about it this way, I used to think that she would like me too, which is really full of self-inflicted affection, maybe a leper β‘β‘like me broke off her dream of a swan early, which is a good thing, just so that I don't worry all the time, afraid of being seen as a flaw, or because of my messy desires, but it drags her down.
A thousand thoughts passed through my heart in an instant, but there was only one "good" word that really came out. It's not easy to say this word, I have to bend the corners of my mouth very hard, not to let it hang down, showing a dejected appearance, I have to squeeze my eyes very hard, not to let the fog wet my eyes, look weak and hesitant, Wei Huan is right, I have a difference between her and the minister, I want to show the momentum of my princess, don't teach her this little record to join the army The concubine looks down on - just a friend! Begging to be my friend, there are tens of thousands of people in the harem of the two capitals, can't I pick out a few playmates as I like? I'm only twelve years old, and I've never even been to dehydrate, and even my dull past life is still unopened, what can I understand? Maybe after a while, when I meet a handsome and handsome man, I will forget about Wei Huan.
I don't know how I got back, I just know that I was smiling, although the flesh was a little stiff, although the steps were a little vain, but after all, I was smiling all the time. The new year is coming, my father said that the prince got married and began to supervise the country, Datang will have a new atmosphere, and next year it will be changed to Guangqi, I can't let myself go anymore, it's time to have a new atmosphere, read, ride, play, integrate well into this era, and feel at ease... Be my princess of Changle.