86. Waves
I am now a little weak, I stayed up all night, drank again, and when I came back, my feet were empty, and my head was dizzy. The eyes were dizzy, like sleepy, but when the palace people helped me on the bed, but I couldn't sleep, closed my eyes, it seemed that there were countless things rushing to me, if I wanted to seriously distinguish and solve them one by one, these things slipped away again, as if the fish in the Fengzhou stream in the legend were crowded on the surface of the water as dense as porridge, as if they could be fished out of the way, but in fact, it was just hearsay, out of reach. When I think of Fengzhou, I think of Ah Yang again, my mother ordered me to order her to be caned to death, but I have not moved a word of this order so far, and it has been delayed for a long time, and my mother will inevitably blame her, and if I really want to write, I really can't put pen to paper. If I really have no choice but to ask Wei Huan to write one for me.
Speaking of which, as soon as Ah Yang was arrested, there were only three heads and faces left in the palace, Song Fuyou, Wang Xu and Wei Huan. Wei Huan has recently been entrusted with the errand of the whistleblower box by me, and she must have been in the limelight recently, right?
Naturally, I am not afraid of Wei Huan's exclusion of dissidents, as my mother said, these people are very different from me, even if Wei Huan can control all the people, as long as I say a word, I can change them again, both horizontal and vertical are just palace maids who serve people, tens of thousands of palace people in the two capitals, who can't use them? Not to mention that there is also a Song Fuyou. I'm just curious about what Wei Huan will do next. After spending a long time with the daughters of these eunuchs, I realized that my initial impression of them was almost entirely wrong. At first, I thought that the Cui family sisters should be both arrogant and smart, the Fang family sisters should be humble and peaceful, Pei Lansheng was the head of the marching road at home, and she should be as bold and good as Dugu Min, the Wang family and the former queen are related, so they should be indifferent and cautious, Wei Xin and Wei Huan are side branches of the big family, and they should be a little weak and short of breath when they get along with others. Who knows that now that I look at it, the most arrogant is the sister of the Fang family whose father was implicated by the Qin Shu people and has only now recovered, and the most indifferent is Cui Mingde, Pei Lansheng's daughter of Jiangmen, who is conservative and old-fashioned, and his movements must be courteous, Wei Huan is the lowest status among these people, and what he does is the most daring. However, on the other hand, Cui Mingde's family is powerful, and there is no need to use these foreign names to embellish themselves, so it is completely okay to be indifferent, Wei Huan's background is too low, if he doesn't give it a go, he will never have a bright future, so it is understandable to be so thoughtful, especially since she has such a brother and mother.
Thinking of the Wei family, I actually felt a little sorry for Wei Huan, with what the Wei family did to kill him, I am afraid it is not an exaggeration for Wei Huan to kill him with his own hands, but under today's patriarchal system, Wei Huan still has to rely on the Wei family, Wei Xuanzhen and Wei Dalang, when she was developed, Wei Xuanzhen and Wei Dalang's grace and reward could not run, she fell out, I am afraid that those people in the Wei family will not be happy to step on her a few feet - with such a family, Wei Huan can still grow into what he is now, it is really not easy.
The sky is getting brighter and brighter, and there are usually palace people coming and going in the palace for a long time, but now it is surprisingly quiet - my father issued an order yesterday, except for patrol duty inside and outside the palace, they will give a day off, give wine, food, and rejoice with the emperor and queen, and now at this hour, there are few sober people in the palace at all.
I really couldn't sleep, so I put on my clothes and got up, while thinking about my thoughts, I walked around Lichun Terrace, but when I came back to my senses, I was not far from Wei Huan's residence, and my mind moved, and I went to Wei Huan's house.
Last year, Wei Huan also lived with the palace people, and this year when I came to the Eastern Capital, I specially allocated a room to her in the East Library, Song Foyou knew my intentions, and sent a small palace person to serve and clean, so as to distinguish her from the ordinary palace maids.
Wei Huan's house is on the easternmost side of the east room, I have personally seen it, and I know that the window is at that end, so I went around from a distance, and when I saw that the window was pushed open, I paid attention, tiptoed closer, and looked up under the window, but saw Wei Huan sitting cross-legged on the bed reading a book.
There was a palace lamp beside her, and only a little residual fire flickered on the wick, and it was extinguished by itself after a short time. I saw that the lamp oil had been burned out, and I knew that it had been burning all night, I was a little surprised, and then I stretched my head up, wanting to see more clearly, just as Wei Huan stretched his waist, turned around to pick up the wick, saw someone outside the window, and shouted: "Who?"
I hurriedly stood up from under the window and said, "It's me." The action was in a hurry, and he didn't crash into the pane, his teeth were so painful that he hissed, his legs were weak, and he squatted back again, covering his head and shedding tears.
Wei Huan ran from inside without even wearing shoes, and when he saw me, he was stunned at first, and immediately squatted down and turned to look at me: "Why did you remember that I was here at this time? She helped me in, told me to lie on her lap, untied my bun gently, and brushed my hair away.
I think it was because I read a book all night, her fingertips were very cold, and I just hit my head and my scalp was a little hot, and it was very comfortable to be pressed like this. There was a faint fragrance on her body as always, and when I smelled this long-lost fragrance, I felt that the pain was not so bad, and I turned around slightly, wanting to lie on my back to look at her, but she patted her: "Don't move." ”
I had to lean on her lap on my side and lean on her back, and I didn't listen to her for a while, knowing that it was okay, but I wanted to ask, "Did you hit it badly?"
Wei Huan shook his head: "Fortunately, there was no bloodshed. The middle and ring fingers pressed lightly along the swollen edges, and said as they spoke: "You lie down for a while, don't get up - do you want to throw up?"
I was about to shake my head, but she put one hand on my face: "Don't shake, beware of dizziness." This voice is so gentle that it really doesn't look like her, I don't have anything to do with her, hearing this, my heart is moving again, looking at her face from bottom to top, I found that from this point of view, her facial features are actually very soft, not like the usual angular appearance, but think about it carefully, in fact, her appearance is really gentle all the way, but she gives people the impression that she is too capable and shrewd on weekdays, and even her appearance is more aggressive than the original.
Wei Huan saw that I really didn't move, so she rubbed my wound with her fingers again, just now she was only nearby, and now she gradually pressed to the swollen place, the pain is a little painful, but it is not so painful that it can't stand it, the rubbed place is slightly swollen, but it doesn't hurt so much. After rubbing it for a while, he asked, "Are you dizzy?" Do you have any eyes, and your chest is not stuffy??"
I didn't think I could get her to take care of me like this, I had already forgotten about those wooden boxes, Ah Yang, and the like, and I just wanted to ask her to rub it for me more, and I was afraid that it would hurt on my head, so I clutched my chest and said, "It's very stuffy, you can rub it here for me." ”
Wei Huan said: "You hit your head, it's useless for me to rub there." ”
I refused: "I was scared just now, and now I feel like I have some heart palpitations, so uncomfortable." ”
Wei Huan turned me over suspiciously, told me to lean on the pillow, leaned on my chest to listen to the heartbeat, I didn't want her to have this kung fu, and said loudly: "My heart hurts." "Get out of here, cover your heart, and hold on.
Wei Huan said: "You let me listen, how does my heart beat, but it throbs so much?"
I said, "You're not a doctor, how can you hear how your heart beats?" Rub it, and the palpitations will naturally be fine, and Ah Yang used to rub it for me like this. When it came to Ah Yang, his heart really twitched, Wei Huan didn't say much, silently crawled beside me, held my heart with one hand, and asked, "Is this here?"
It wasn't until her hand covered my heart that I realized that I had made a huge mistake - three months ago, my chest was still flat, and I was no different from Li Rui's, but in the past three months, my body has begun to change, my chest began to swell and pain, and I didn't realize it when I touched it, but when I was touched by Wei Huan, I found that I had already quietly bulged a small point, although it was a very low point, but it was completely different from Li Rui's.
I regretted provoking Wei Huan like this, arched my legs, and gently pushed my upper body back, trying to remove the little protrusion I had just grown from Wei Huan's hand, who knew that when I moved, Wei Huan's hand also moved, I stopped, her hand was still in the same place, her fingertips trembled, and suddenly gently... Shake it inward.
Wei Huan's face was also red, his hand seemed to be pricked by something, he quickly took it back, turned his head, and said in a low voice: "The concubine brings a cup of tea to the princess." As he spoke, he stumbled out of bed and rushed out, but she didn't have anything here, and she was knocked down all the way, and she didn't know how much damage she had.
I looked at her back in a daze, and subconsciously covered the place she had just touched.