"What the hell are you trying to do?"

At the end of that night, Gu Qingning asked him. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

For some reason, the more Zhongli revealed it to her, the more she felt that she couldn't understand him.

Outside the gate of Gu's mansion, Haoyue was empty, and in the name of seeing off the guests, she asked him: "You came here today to tell us this secret, right?"

Zhongli shook his fan, and a cool breeze hit her cheeks, and he smiled like a moon, unpretentious, "Yes, I originally wanted to tell you alone, but I didn't expect ......"

"What didn't you expect?"

He paused for a moment, looked uninhibited, and said with a smile: "I didn't expect that your family is quite interesting." ”

Gu Qingning was really helpless, and glanced at him complainingly: "Inexplicable......"

He shrugged his shoulders indifferently, walked forward, walked in white clothes against the wind and the moon, didn't take a few steps, suddenly turned around, but changed his face seriously: "I told the story, how to use this story, I believe that my uncle has his own plans." ”

Gu Qingning stopped in place and was distracted, he stopped and asked, "Why are you stunned?"

When she saw that he didn't leave, she couldn't help but look over suspiciously, only to see him knock the folding fan in his hand, and said as a matter of course: "Send me home." It's so late, let me go back alone, don't worry?"

Gu Qingning subconsciously turned her head, but unfortunately she didn't see her two younger brothers behind her, she really wanted them to all look at Zhongli's scoundrel appearance, so that they could dispel their illusions.

She took a breath and nodded seriously: "Well, I don't worry, you go well, don't send it." ”

After speaking, he turned his head and walked towards the door, but he grabbed his arm from behind, turned around, and saw him squeezing his eyebrows and playing tricks: "I don't, I want you to send it, it's dark, people are very scared to walk alone at night." ”

Gu Qingning was so entangled by him that he couldn't help it, so he had to go with him, in fact, he wanted to see what he wanted to do by pretending to be stupid and stupid.

The two of them are like this again, holding a bright lamp, walking slowly under the moon, walking slowly on the streets of Chang'an where no one is around.

After a long while, Gu Qingning realized that Zhongli hadn't let go of his hand and kept pulling her wrist.

She cast a strange look, he accepted it calmly, did not let go of it, and held it tighter: "I said, people are afraid." ”

Gu Qingning smiled, and instead of breaking free, he directly held his palm and interlocked his fingers, Zhongli was stunned for a moment.

She raised the hands of the two and said, "It's okay, I'm relieved of you." ”

He was a little confused: "Why? Girl, it's not good for you to be like this." ”

"Because I know you can't mean anything to me," she confessed. ”

Zhongli turned his head to look at the sky and smiled, silent.

The two walked forward like this, and Gu Qingning suddenly asked, "Zhongli, what will you do in the future?"

Zhongli felt the strength of his hand as he held it, and he shuddered slightly, and understood what kind of struggle and confusion lay beneath her fearless exterior.

He replied: "But do good deeds, don't ask about the future." ”

She laughed self-deprecatingly: "What do you think a person like me will do?"

He said: "A good thing is a good thing for yourself, Qingning, just do what you want, don't hesitate, don't care about success or failure, you can only go on." ”

"But if you go down this path, you're doomed to lose a lot?" she asked.

Zhongli looked at her, "Have you lost enough, and you are destined to have more sacrifices in the future." ”

"yes, I've lost a lot...... And lose more. Her gaze became determined, sweeping away the uncertain confusion of these days.

Zhong Li said: "Actually, since that night, I want to come to you and ask you ......"

She saw that he was a little deep, so she knew what night he was talking about, and comforted: "Don't worry, when she left, she was very calm, that was her choice, she knew that everything was doomed." ”

"And what about you?" he asked, "you are the one who accompanied her to the end, and if that matter did not affect you in the slightest, how could you become so hesitant?"

You are the one who accompanies her to the end......

Who ever said that?

Gu Qingning admitted, "Yes, it's indeed because she's ...... But it was more of a doubt about myself, and after that change, I suddenly lost some confidence. What kind of path is this, and is it really possible for me to succeed?"

Zhongli read through her mind and said bluntly: "Qingning, this is not your suspicion of yourself, but your misunderstanding of her, in fact, you think she failed, right?"

"I ......" Gu Qingning was speechless for a moment, and then said: "Maybe." Not even she can ...... What will happen to me?"

Zhongli smiled and shook his head: "I thought you were confidants, who thought you still didn't know her well enough, Qingning, you have to know that her death is not a failure, not a surrender to anything, she has never failed and will not surrender." ”

He raised his head and looked proudly at the high walls of Chang'an City in front of him, and said: "Qingning, looking at the people in Chang'an City Vanity Fair, not only the endless competition, what do you think they are fighting for? power, status, wealth? In fact, these are only the same after all, that is, the right to choose, the world is in shackles, the most successful people are the people who break the shackles, some choose, can choose, is the great luck of life." And she has a choice all her life, choosing her love and hate, choosing her attachment to power and giving up, and choosing where to go in life. So, she was always successful. ”

Gu Qingning suddenly became enlightened, and held his hand with both hands: "Zhongli, do you think it is possible for me to become a woman like her?"

Zhongli shook his head directly: "No, you can't, no one can be as great as her." But you will be yourself. ”

Gu Qingning's heart settled down, and finally sobered up, yes, she doesn't have to follow anyone's trajectory, she will achieve herself and achieve a unique Gu Qingning.

"What about Zhongli?" she asked with a smile, "what path will you take?"

Zhongli's gaze became cold, but it was particularly resolute: "As for me...... I'm not a Vanity Fair person, I don't compete for anything, I already have my own choice. ”

Thinking of Zhongli's life experience, she still felt heavy: "But there is a lot of hatred behind you, how can you be relieved?"

He said: "I have never wanted to be relieved, but I will not sink in hatred, I am not born for hatred, my life experience is just an accessory imposed on me by God, there are more important things in my life." ”

Gu Qingning asked, "What is it?"

He looked at her, smiled without saying a word, let go of her hand, and continued walking.

In front of him was his residence, Zhi Jingting, he walked to the door, turned his head, and looked at her, "It's all here, you don't have to send it." ”

Gu Qingning walked backwards with his hands behind his back, and looked at him openly: "Okay, I'll go......"

He shook his head and pushed open the door: "I mean, you should come in." ”

"You want me to stay?" she was stunned.

Zhongli walked over and grabbed her again: "Is it easy for me to turn you from your house here?

Gu Qingning inexplicably felt that something was wrong and became suspicious.

He deliberately raised his eyebrows and said, "Aren't you reassuring me?"

She raised her eyes, swept to the word "Jing" on the plaque in front of the door, thought about it, and said with a smile: "Yes, what am I worried about you?"

He took her by the hand and led her in, and the attendant closed the door and lit small candles along the way.

She followed him around the courtyard, looking at him by the moonlight at the chic courtyard that she had not had time to take a good look at when she first arrived.

It is undeniable that in her mind, Zhongli has always been a special existence.

He saw through her, knew her deepest secrets, and she had nothing to hide from him.

Only in his presence is she real, her evil, her cringe, there is no need to hide it.

Moreover, she knew that she could indeed be very relieved of him, there would be no love between men and women, he was like a string song, he could be a close friend, and he would always make her feel at ease.

And, to him, she can always remember the most special woman in her life.

She knew that no matter how long it took, the situation in Chang'an City would change, things were right and wrong, even if everyone in the world forgot that person, she and Zhongli would not forget.

Unconsciously, she put a lot of feelings for that person on Zhongli, so she thought that Zhongli was the same for her.

Entering the main house of the courtyard, he raised his sleeves, the door closed, he let go of her hand, turned around, put one hand around her waist, and suddenly pressed her against the door, his tender face fell from above, and he kissed her deeply on the neck.

She was stunned for a moment, "Zhongli ......"

He looked up and looked at the red between her snow-white neck with satisfaction, and his fingertips slid over her cheeks: "Call me Zichu." ”

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