120. Variations
"Grandma Ran, Grandma An, you ...... How did you come together?"
Like Gao Ran, An Yujie at this moment is also full of twists and turns of thoughts piled up in her heart!
It's just that her current skills are obviously far inferior to Gao Ran......
Now that everyone has come to the front, An Yujie really can't think of any other countermeasures except instinctively starting to pretend to be stupid!
On the surface, she looked innocent and puzzled, but inside, her little heart was already beating wildly - I really wanted to jump out of her throat and eyes!
An Yujie at this moment, how nervous she is!
However, while being extremely nervous, she found that her strain reaction seemed to have reached an unprecedented level of acuity at the same time - at this moment, she actually had a feeling that made her extremely nervous and inexplicably at ease at the same time - it seemed that no matter how difficult An Lu would be next, she could handle it!
Even if she hasn't come up with any good countermeasures yet, she is inexplicably sure that the power in her heart that comes out of nowhere makes her believe in herself inexplicably at the moment, while being nervous!
It is also relying on this "self-confidence" in her heart, although An Yujie is extremely nervous in her heart, the cover on the surface is rarely much better and more natural than usual - at least this time, whether it is Gao Ran or An Lu, if you don't take a closer look, most of them will not be able to easily detect An Yujie's true psychological changes at the moment as before. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Xu Shizhen responded to that sentence, "When you even believe that it is true, it is 'true'." ”
-- Sometimes, there is a fine line between self-deception and self-confidence......
"Yu'er, Miss Sophomore will not be an outsider in the future.
"Since you already know each other, I won't introduce you to you.
"Hehe, but Grandma Lu is very interested in your acquaintance......
"Yu'er, Miss Sophomore said that it would be more appropriate for you to talk about this matter......
"I thought about it, and I think so! Although both of you say the same thing, Grandma Lu still wants to hear Yu'er more!
"Yu'er, would you like to talk to Grandma Lu?!"
An Lu's words are clearly words in the words, and they couldn't be more obvious!
If you are not an outsider, it does not mean that you are your own person.
It's not so much that she "wants to listen to Yu'er more", but rather that An Lu is more willing to believe An Yujie's version than Gao Ran.
Anyway, even if Gao Ran said it, An Lu would most likely check it again afterwards to verify the authenticity! Or even if she believed that what she said was the truth, then An Lu would have to make a special confirmation again, whether what she said was the whole truth?
But if it were An Yujie instead, then An Lu would have saved the effort of special inspection afterwards without even thinking about it-at least, so far, An Lu has never doubted An Yujie.
And when An Yujie heard An Lu say this, the slightest complaint about Gao Ran in her heart was still there, but now she has unconsciously disappeared more than half.
It's just because she really "understands" it at this moment: Gao Ran didn't just want to take revenge on her by doing this, but also because Gao Ran had already seen that An Lu would never really believe what she said, so she was like this......
If she were Gao Ran, An Yujie felt that she would probably do the same......
However, she thought that she should not leave so much room for self-creation for herself like Gao Ran: before she said the "truth", Gao Ran did not have any explanation for this matter, so at this time, she can completely follow her own temperament, stand on her own position, and justify herself according to her own wishes.
Thinking about it like this, An Yujie felt that Gao Ran didn't seem to be as she appeared on the surface, just to take revenge on her...... She's actually helping her!
Although she had always been lucky before, hoping that this matter would drag on for a day, she also knew in her heart that sooner or later this matter would be exposed!
However, she never thought about how she would explain and deal with it if it was exposed.
And Gao Ran's move is undoubtedly a special thing that will happen sooner or later, before it gets worse, he chose a time that seems to be the most appropriate time at present, and put it in front of everyone as soon as possible.
However, although Gao Ran did this, she handed over the initiative to An Yujie - whatever she explained, as long as it could be explained and justified, it would be fine!
After thinking about it like this for a while, An Yujie's mentality towards Gao Ran unconsciously changed slightly...... At this moment, she can even "feel" Gao Ran's kindness to her, which I don't know whether it is intentionally or unintentionally hidden......
But An Yujie stubbornly believes that even if there are some things that Gao Ran doesn't know, there is one thing, Gao Ran must be clear - what she is doing now is the best choice for her and others - especially for An Yujie, it is indeed the most beneficial choice for her!
Although Gao Ran's move did bring her an unexpected trouble, at the same time, it also gave her an unexpected opportunity to benefit her - as long as she can adjust the correct mentality in time to deal with it, then it may not be impossible to turn the crisis into safety, and even completely eliminate the hidden dangers that have always existed!
Perhaps, she can really be a blessing in disguise?!
Thinking of this, An Yujie couldn't help but glance at Gao Ran, but there was less of the previous complaint in this eye, but a trace of gratitude......
"Gratitude?!"
This is something Gao Ran really didn't expect!
But at the same time, it also made her inexplicably have a thought: maybe, this An Yujie's real character in her bones is actually very similar to her!
As for the reasons for such a judgment...... It's very simple, just because of An Yujie's sudden change in her eyes just now, as well as her unpredictable psychological changes - these are very similar to herself in Gao Ran's eyes!
I can't see through, I can't understand it, but I'm inexplicably familiar with it......
This is the basis for Gao Ran to suspect that An Yujie may be "of the same kind".
Although there is no conclusive evidence to follow, Gao Ran feels that her judgment can be believed!
Thinking about it like this, Gao Ran was a little more curious about An Yujie, who surprised her to find that she couldn't guess her true thoughts at the moment!
Now, rather than speculating that it would be fruitless, Gao Ran is more willing to give up her original plan, shift her focus, and wait for An Yujie's next response.
It is precisely because he believes that each other should be "of the same kind", so Gao Ran is indeed quite curious about how the "same kind" will have a different coping strategy from his own.
She really didn't expect that she would have a day when she was only curious about An Yujie herself!
Not for anything else, just to let yourself see with your own eyes: even if you don't choose the path you want to take, if you do, what will be the result?!
It is not so much that she is curious about An Yujie, but rather that she projects herself onto An Yujie, and then uses her to complete virtual experiments that she may not necessarily practice......
Although people can only live once, if there is a chance for her to see another way of living that she may have in people who are very similar to herself, even if she may not really be able to practice, she can enjoy it in her imagination and experience a different life - this is indeed very attractive to Gao Ran!
And at this moment, the essential motivation for her to suddenly have such a strong interest in An Yujie itself stems from this!
And the trigger for it was that An Yujie at this moment made Gao Ran unexpectedly discover many commonalities between them, which led Gao Ran to judge that maybe they were actually "the same kind"......
If it weren't for this, Gao Ran would not have made a temporary decision at this moment, and even rarely recklessly shifted his focus instantaneously!
However, this is also one of the reasons why Gao Ran loves life so much: although there are many unpleasant things in life, at least, it is unpredictable, and people can never predict their future.
Therefore, based on this alone, Gao Ran feels that life is still worth living!
- Just like now, when she noticed that An Yujie had begun to change, was no longer as easy to understand as before, and even faintly resembled herself, Gao Ran immediately made absolutely unplanned plans that she could predict before: compared to those annoying "cost calculations", she was more willing to look at An Yujie's next response recklessly at the moment, so as to satisfy her curiosity and reverie about "another life".
And these, before this moment, how could Gao Ran have thought of it?!
In Gao Ran's eyes, she herself, in fact, is just as unpredictable as this life!
In her opinion, perhaps, the truest self, like her vaguely felt, but seemingly ubiquitous soul, can only be infinitely close, but can never really get a glimpse of it......
However, from another point of view, it is precisely because of this that such a "self" will be the same as this life, because it is full of unknowns, full of unpredictability, and closely related to his actual existence and the overall situation of the spiritual world, which makes Gao Ran full of endless curiosity about "himself" that will never stop, and a never-ending desire to explore!
And, in her opinion, all those who can leave more or less traces in her life are actually only because there is a shadow similar to her on their bodies......
Gao Ran believes that this should be a common trait of all people: if she is so, so should others...... (To be continued.) )