1021: Promise me
Every time he wanted to reminisce about the past, he would be very painful, and Xu Beidou would certainly sympathize with him when he saw Haichuan like this. What a helpless thing it should be for a person who has no past, but Beidou didn't want to see Haichuan's sad appearance, so he had to comfort: "Haichuan, let him go in the past, don't think about it anymore!"
"Maybe it's a good thing to forget, if I can, I really want to lose my memory, and just like you, I don't have to worry about everything in the past anymore, how good! Okay, don't talk about this, anyway, we used to be good friends, and we are and will still be, this will not change!" Xu Beidou said in a deep voice, as if he also had many things hidden in his heart that others did not know.
Yes, Haichuan can see that Beidou's concern for himself is the kind of care and pity between family and friendship, which is also very happy, isn't it? Why bother with nostalgia for the past, fade away all of them, and start another brilliant life from now on, what's wrong? Haichuan no longer thinks about it, he is sure that Xu Beidou is his own dead party, because during this time, only he will never abandon himself and take good care of him, no matter what, he has to thank him.
"Thank you, Brother Beidou! So apart from you and Qingli, has anyone else come to visit me? Do my parents know about my injury? If they knew, they would be very worried, so you are not allowed to tell them until I get better, do you know?" Lu Haichuan said to Beidou solemnly, and at the same time wanted to get his promise.
He thought that if his parents found out about this, they would definitely be sad.
Suddenly asked by Haichuan like this, Beidou was a little stupid, he didn't know how he should answer Qian's words.
Some things may hurt to say, but that's the way it is, even if Haichuan has amnesia now, one day, he will know this. Fate always likes to play tricks on people, Xu Beidou's eyes flashed with a trace of sadness, and faintly saw tears flickering.
What's wrong with him, how can he cry in a good manner, it should be joyful, he feels very happy to see that he is safe, isn't he? But all this is not what Haichuan imagined, Xu Beidou said: "I'm fine, it's just that something is in my eyes." But no matter how he looks at it, he doesn't look like a person who can hide himself, and he says it's okay when he has something, which makes Haichuan even more puzzled.
"Promise me, don't tell them!" said Haichuan pleadingly, wanting to be a child who doesn't let his parents worry about him, because that's good for everyone. After hearing this, Xu Beidou nodded affectionately, sighed, turned his sadness away, and replaced it with a smiling face. He suddenly took Haichuan's hand in his hand, his lips moved, and he was about to say something, but he swallowed it back stiffly.
Should I tell him or not, is it time now, if I say it, will it be a blow to Haichuan, he has just come back from the brink of death, how can he be injured again. Thinking of this, Xu Beidou still decided not to say it for now, and when he was in good health in the future, it was not too late to tell him, this is what he should do.
Friends, in a word, for a lifetime. Of course, Beidou wants Haichuan to live well, so he doesn't want him to know, this is a kind of love. But Haichuan has always been a very smart child, and when he saw Xu Beidou's appearance, he knew that there must be something wrong inside, and Beidou must be hiding something from Xiangshan. What is there that you can't let yourself know, Haichuan is very curious.
"Don't pretend, Brother Beidou, just tell me, I promise, no matter what kind of news it is, I can accept it. Just say it, say it, Brother Beidou, just tell me!" Lu Haichuan stalked him. He has always been like this, the more others don't let him know, the more he knows, and the more others don't let him do it, the more he has to do it.
He is still him, although he has lost his memory, the rebelliousness and rebellion in his bones have never changed. He is a very sensitive person, and he is also very perceptive, no matter what Xu Beidou does, don't want to fool him around. I have to say that Haichuan is a charming boy, and no one can resist his gentle strategy like a tide.
In this way, Xu Beidou could only recruit obediently, looking at his expression, it was a little heavy. But Haichuan has long been mentally prepared, no matter what Beidou wants to say, he will listen carefully, this is his own principle.
"Haichuan, I'll tell you the truth, I hope you won't be sad after listening to it. In fact, both of us are orphans who came out of the welfare home, and we have no father or mother at all. But don't worry, although we are not related by blood, you Lu Haichuan will always be my Xu Beidou's good brother, and I will not leave you alone. Xu Beidou still said it.
When he finished speaking, there was silence in the room. Hehe, it turned out that he was a child that no one wanted from the beginning, it's really funny, how could he think of not telling his parents about the injury, something that never existed. It was surprisingly quiet all around, Xu Beidou knew what kind of mood he was feeling now, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
Beidou turned his head sideways to look at Haichuan a lot, and that was because he was worried about Haichuan. Although Lu Haichuan felt that his nose was sour, what could he do, he sighed softly: "It's nothing, I know! Thank you very much, Beidou, you will always be my Beidou brother." A tear crossed the corner of his eye, and he fell indifferently to the pillow, and continued: "Brother Beidou, can you tell me about my childhood?
It seems that Haichuan is much stronger than he imagined, and at this moment, he seems to have returned to the little child more than ten years ago, the little follower who always likes to pester himself. Yes, all these things have been experienced, and they have all passed. Fortunately, he forgot all about it, and from then on he no longer had any depression in his heart, and he would no longer worry about those things.
"You know, when you were younger, you were very skinny, you didn't like to talk, and you didn't like to play with people, so the kids in those orphanages always liked to bully you. But strangely, you never cried, maybe because you were afraid of being alone. You won't be disgusted when they play tricks on you, in fact, you really want to be friends with them, but they never think of it that way, they just treat you like a toy. ”
"Speaking of which, those kids are really domineering, they beat you, they scold you, they force you to do things you don't like, but you never resist. I think maybe you're not afraid of them, but they're afraid that no one will pay attention to you, and you'll be isolated. You must know how unimaginable this is for a child, you are not willing to bear loneliness alone, even if you are wronged, you have to stand with them. ”