No wonder I feel like Sun Wukong who was crushed under Wuzhi Mountain, after Zhou Yun and a few others left, they found that she was now covered with three thick quilts. It is cold at home in winter, and the quilt is sewn with home-grown cotton, and a bed weighs ten catties.

She and Zhou Dafang share a bed, and in the coldest part of winter, one quilt per person, and then cover it with a pressed wind quilt to survive the winter. Now that she has a cold, the thirty-pound quilt covers her body, how can she not sink?

Zhou Yun moved again, but found that with her current physical condition, she couldn't shake the quilt at all, and only stared blankly at the cobwebs on the ceiling to think about her thoughts.

I was reborn, I don't know how Zhang Ze is? Will he be reborn like himself? The light in Zhou Yun's eyes flashed and dimmed, rebirth is not a tour, he can still be together, he is still going to school in their county now.

They met when she was twenty-three years old working in the provincial capital. After graduating from high school, she was not admitted to university, so she went to the provincial capital, she sold lunch boxes, did sales, sold small goods, and worked as an accountant for a small company. As an accountant, reasonable tax avoidance is a very important job, Zhou Yun felt that her knowledge was not enough, and went to a training institution to learn financial management.

I met Zhang Ze in that class, and later the two took the undergraduate self-examination together, and they slowly became familiar with each other, and they also had a good impression of each other. But both of them are young and vigorous, and they don't give in to each other, and this relationship ends in the bud, and the man marries the woman. After tossing and turning for many years, until they divorced separately and met again, they still felt that each other was good, and they were really together.

Thinking of this, she felt empty in her heart.

However, she has never finally decided to be with Zhang Ze, and she doesn't know where his hometown is. But no matter what, she wants to try to find this person who sees her life more than him as soon as possible, and she will help if she can help him. As for marrying him, Zhou Yun felt in her heart, so forget it.

She thought repeatedly that love alone in marriage is not enough. Zhang Ze is a good person and righteous to others, but it is good to be a friend, you can enjoy his care as a friend, and as a husband and wife, you have to watch him take care of others, just like she said on the day of the showdown between the two, she can't bear it, and then she is afraid that she will be angry endlessly, and her feelings will be worn out in the quarrel.

Just say goodbye to each other and be friends. In addition, she also has to use her advantages to repay the kindness of her two parents and let them live a good life.

Lin Xinzhen walked over and saw her adopted daughter's pale face and a trance-like look. The eyes that used to be bright and beautiful, at this time, did not shed tears, but they also lost their luster, and only stared blankly at the ceiling. The whole person is weak, as if he can't get out of his breath.

I have raised such a big child, when have I ever seen her so unenergetic? Thinking of what her adopted daughter said just now that she was closest to her, and thinking of her wronging her little daughter, Lin Xinzhen's heart was so soft that she decided to be doubly good to her little daughter in the future.

In fact, Zhou Yun was thinking about her heart, and she was pressed, and when she saw her adoptive mother coming over, she hurriedly said: "Mom, help me remove the bed quilt, I can't move when I lie here." ”

"If you can't move, you can't move, and it's easy to sweat when you have a cold. Anyway, you just sleep more, and you don't have to work! Why do you need to remove the quilt?"

"I'm sweating all over, and it's much better. "Their house is very humid, the quilts are heavy and hard, and with the weakness of the body, Zhou Yun has difficulty even turning over, and he feels sore all over.

Hearing what her youngest daughter said, Lin Xinzhen hurriedly helped her lift a quilt, but still covered the quilt at her feet, "The hotter you feel, the more the medicine works, you can't lift the quilt again." ”

I haven't seen Zhou Meng and Zhou Shengwu for a long time, Zhou Yun nodded and asked, "What about my dad and my brother?"

"You have forgotten that he and your brother went to sell cabbage as promised in the morning. "The Zhou family grows some vegetables as cash crops every year, and this is after the cabbage is harvested.

"Where to sell cabbage?"

"Township. The two of them walked and pulled a rack, and the car was not far away. ”

Zhou Yun had long forgotten about this, she explained: "My head is dizzy, and I didn't think about it for a while. ”

"Fever is like that, it takes days to get completely better. You also have to relax and don't think so much. ”

"Hmm. Zhou Yun nodded obediently, "I'm fine, Mom, don't worry." Don't keep peeling corn, just lie down in bed and rest for a while. ”

"Don't you like to drink coarsely ground corn grits, I'll peel them out and go back and grind some for you to cook and drink. ”

"There are also oil cakes made of cornmeal, which are so fragrant that I want to eat them too. ”

"Okay, okay, I'll do it for you. Lin Xinzhen said lovingly, tucked the quilt for Zhou Yun again, and went out. However, she didn't continue to peel the corn, but brought a basin of hot water to wipe Zhou Yun's sweat.

This made Zhou Yun a little shy, saying that she wanted to wipe it herself, but she didn't need any strength, so she just lay down.

Lin Xinzhen smiled: "What's this, didn't I take a bath and pee for you when you were a child?" Speaking of which, you have been smart since you were a child, you love cleanliness, and you know that you have urine at a young age. Your brother and sister both wet the bed until they were three or four years old, and you are the only one who will no longer wet the bed after only one winter. ”

As she spoke, she took a half-wrung towel and reached into the bed to wipe it for Zhou Yun, changed a basin of water, wiped it again, and then changed her underwear for her. This made Zhou Yun feel a lot more comfortable.

Even if her adoptive mother felt that she didn't know what to do, she still took care of herself, and Zhou Yun felt that her heart was full of emotion.

Just after finishing his work, Zhou Dafang finished the noodles, brought them over with a rag and put them on the sunken cabinets at both ends of the bed.

The so-called two-sided sunken cabinet is an old-fashioned piece of furniture here, about the same height as a computer desk, with four legs underneath. However, the middle of the cabinet is empty, and there is a cabinet with a door on each side, which is called the two ends of Shen. The height is about the same as the desk, and Zhou Yun usually uses it as a desk.

She hadn't seen this style of furniture since she went to another place, and at this time, she was also very familiar with this cabinet.

She still remembers that on the counter, under a large piece of glass, there is a large poster of Ekin Cheng, which has been laid for many years. This is his brother Zhou Shengwu's favorite star, and there is a period when he also likes to imitate the behavior of the male protagonist in "The True Colors of New Heroes".

And herself, Zhou Yun glanced inside. On the wall inside the bed, there is a painting of Lin Daiyu played by Chen Xiaoxu in the 87 version of "Dream of Red Mansions".

Once upon a time, she felt that she was like Lin Daiyu in Rongguo Mansion, she was all under the fence. Even, she is more pitiful than Lin Daiyu, there is no brother Bao who does not say, and she has such an ugly birthmark on her body.

That's why she was so desperate to get out of here, so desperate to have a home that was completely her own.

The young man didn't know the taste of sorrow, and he was worried about the new words, but now he knows the taste of sorrow, but the weather is cool and autumn.

Looking at it in the past, it is just a faint sadness unique to youth, and everyone has to go through this stage before they will grow up and become copper teeth and iron bones, not afraid of wind and rain. It's just that in her previous life, her growth process was different from others.

In the bowl on the cupboard, there are thinly sliced noodles, garnished with green cabbage and yellow eggs. Smelling a pungent smell of sesame oil and a faint smell of vinegar, Zhou Yun's stomach "gurgled" again.

"Just now you said you won't eat it, you can fake it!" Zhou Dafang teased her.

Afraid that her adopted daughter would be too distracted, Lin Xinzhen reproached: "You talk too much!"

If Zhou Yun still felt that such words were sensitive in her previous life, how could she still care about these little things now? On the contrary, Zhou Dafang's complaints also felt amiable. After removing the quilt, she felt much more relaxed and sat up with one hand on the bed. Zhou Dafang put a pillow behind her and covered her with a quilt.

"I'll go down and eat. It's just a cold, and it's not a big deal. After Zhou Yun finished speaking, she leaned on the pillow with a dizziness and gasped. I don't know if it's affected by rebirth, this time my body is very weak, and some of them are not completely controlled by her.

"I'll feed you!" Zhou Dafang picked up the bowl, "You, you are the eldest lady who played on TV, and I am the hard-working girl waiting for you!"

Lin Xinzhen reproached her, "Da Fang, what are you talking about?"

"What words, human words! I know that in your eyes, my sister is a treasure like jade, and I am the dirt in the field. Zhou Dafang rolled his eyes, but carefully scooped up a little rice with a spoon, blew it again, and handed it to Zhou Yun's mouth after it cooled a little.

Zhou Yun's heart is warm, Dafang said that after all, she has never had a bad heart for herself. In his previous life, why couldn't he stand her and felt that she was scathing.

In order to show herself better in front of her adoptive parents, she has done a lot of things when she is young, so that Zhou Dafang's meanness sets off her generosity, and Zhou Dafang's stupidity sets off her cleverness, so that she can't say anything about her suffering, and then speaks more meanly, and her family disciplines her.

Not to mention that at this time, even in 2016 before her death, the countryside did not pay attention to children's mental health. The attitude of parents is even more simple and rude. From Zhou Dafang's point of view, she came to her house and shared her bed, which thinned her parents' love for her, she felt a little uncomfortable, and it was understandable to say a few sour words.

If you change to yourself, you are afraid that you will not do worse than her, and even leave a psychological shadow. Zhou Dafang is like this, he is already generous and can think openly. Looking at many things from another angle, you will find that it is far from what she originally imagined, and Zhou Yun's heart suddenly brightened.