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A few days later, she took advantage of Lu Yuanze's presence to meet him alone.

Her body has not fully recovered, even if it is coated with fat powder, it is difficult to hide her haggard complexion, which is distressing.

And Lu Yuanze is not much better than her, or even worse.

At this meeting, Gu Qingning felt that it was really strange. The person in front of her is definitely not the best son of Chang'an, Lu Yuanze, whom she promised in the past.

However, have you really been moved by him? Even in his best time, have you ever really loved this famous young man in Chang'an simply like other women?

Of course, she also knew that he would become like this, and she could not escape the blame.

She walked in and sat silently on her side in front of his Shangshu case, looking at him all the time.

He leaned back in the seat, closed his eyes to rest, even if he fell asleep, fainted and saw the exhaustion of his whole body, he didn't know if he was exhausted by drug addiction, or the Shangshu crown on his head was too heavy for him to bear.

I don't know how much time passed, Lu Yuanze woke up, raised his eyes, and saw Gu Qingning opposite.

She was wearing a deacon's uniform, but she had removed the crown and placed it in the corner of the desk, and draped it with green silk, so that she had the same image as her that day, and it stabbed his eyes.

But when she looked at it again, the tears in her eyes were so strange and sad, but not false.

He reached out to touch her cheek, and felt the wetness of the tears in his fingertips, only to be convinced that she was real.

"Qingning......" he withdrew his hand.

She could see that he was afraid of herself, and it was no wonder that the shadow she had left on him that day was too heavy.

She held his hand, not knowing if she was sincere, and said, "I'm sorry." ”

He said thousands of sorry words to her, but none of them were as deep as her sentence.

Lu Yuanze's heart moved: "Qingning, let's stop torturing each other......"

She smiled tearfully and lowered her head, pushing a piece of paper in front of him: "Okay...... It's time for us to wrap up. ”

He moved his numb palm, picked up the document and looked at it, and after only one glance, he was surprised: "Resign?" Qingning, you want to resign?"

She smiled helplessly and nodded: "Yes, I am going to submit this resignation letter to Lord Lang Zhong tomorrow." You know, I can't help it. The Tianyi Shrine is about to be completed, and I don't have much more to do. Can a woman still covet an official position......?

Lu Yuanze was silent for a long time, stretched out his hand again to brush her pale cheeks, looking at her who was so sincere and gentle at this time, he wanted to say something, but he still stuck in his throat, and finally only turned into a sour groan: "Qingning...... Qingning, take care ......"

She snuggled into his warm palm, smiled all the time, and murmured, "Yuanze, during the time of my illness, I have been thinking about our ...... At that time, I was so sure that I would be your bride, and I looked forward to living this life with you...... But now, I want to thank you for not marrying me, so that I have more possibilities in my life...... So, I don't hate you anymore, Lu Yuanze. ”

"Thank you......" He faced her, and the moment he heard her forgive him, tears flowed freely: "Qingning, thank you for making such an end." ”

She let go of him and wiped his tears: "Whether it's fame or fortune, or grievances, you and I are clear after all." But Lu Yuanze, there are some things that I have never told you, I think it's time to confess to you...... Shall we meet again tonight in the Pavilion of the Evening? I want to tell you all the things that have been buried in my heart for so many years......."

She whispered in his ear, "Yuanze, Yuanze, in that Xiangwan Pavilion...... What a good couple we were back then......"

He agreed, and tonight on the shore of Weiyang Lake, in the evening pavilion, we will meet at the end of the year, just like the age of the green onion.

……

After the official office was disbanded that day, Lu Yuanze first returned to the Prime Minister's Mansion and went back to take medicine to overcome the addiction of Wushi San that was raging in his body.

Today's Xiangguo Mansion does not seem to be the original Xiangguo Mansion, not long after Mrs. Huang left, there were still white lanterns hanging in the mansion, these lanterns won Lu Yuanzhi a reputation for righteousness and a lifetime of indelible pain.

Lu Yuansi is still angry with Lu Yuanzhi, living alone in a remote courtyard, and has not come to the front yard for a long time to ask for peace.

After the lord of Chengshuo returned to Ning, the main house of Dongyuan was also empty, and Lu Yuanze moved back to his original bedroom, and he couldn't sleep all night in the battle with drug addiction every day.

……

After drinking the medicine, he took out a small packet of medicinal powder from his bosom and prepared to pour it into a glass of water to melt and take it. This was given to him by the imperial doctor, saying that drinking a packet of this after drinking the medicinal soup would be more effective, and the addiction would be quit faster.

As soon as he opened the medicine bag, he saw Lu Yuancheng passing by the door with a stack of official documents, perhaps because he habitually didn't want to show his weakness in front of him, so he hurriedly grabbed the medicine bag and hid it in his arms.

I didn't want Lu Yuancheng to see his actions, so I misunderstood that he was secretly sucking Wushi Powder again, threw down the official document and ran in to grab the things in his hand, causing the medicine powder to be scattered all over the ground.

He was pushed by Lu Yuancheng and stumbled on the chair, Lu Yuancheng pointed at him and scolded: "What's wrong with you! How did you become like this! You still suck that thing! You are ruining yourself! Ruining the Lu family!"

Lu Yuanze hurriedly explained, and let him smell the medicine powder before calming him.

Lu Yuancheng glared at him indignantly, turned around and left.

Lu Yuanze stopped him: "Yuancheng! Listen to me! I know that you are very angry that your father mentioned me as a scholar, which is very absurd and ridiculous! However, Yuancheng ...... Father really isn't partial to me, and he doesn't want to be unfair to you......"

Lu Yuancheng turned around and said stubbornly: "I know, you are his eldest son, he prefers you and dotes on you, why is it surprising?

"No!" Lu Yuanze shook his head painfully, rolled up his sleeves, there were messy scars on his wrists, just scabbed, shocking, "No, he didn't spoil me, he couldn't help it, he was scared by me, I refused to go back to Lang Ting, he forced me to become normal, I even thought of suicide at that time, and I really did it...... I don't want to live anymore...... My father was scared by me, and he was scared crazy by me, so ridiculous......"

Lu Yuancheng rushed forward, held his arm and looked at him, but unconsciously his eyes turned red, he still stared at him stubbornly, shook off his arm, and yelled at him: "Do you think this is what I am most angry about? I am angry that you have become an addict who smokes Wushi San! Lu Yuanze! How can you be so depraved! You are Lu Yuanze! You are the eldest son of Xiangguo!"

"I've been jealous of your excellence since I was a child! But I have to be glad that you are so good! That's why I'm doing everything I can to keep up with you! I'm chasing you! I'm not going to let myself fall, I'm not going to let myself become a fool, it's because there's always a perfect brother there! I'm jealous! I'm going to be aggressive! But what about you! You've become like this! You're sorry for your father! I'm sorry for my mother! I'm sorry for me!"

Lu Yuanze collapsed, shrunk in his chair, and pulled his hair frantically: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry......!

Lu Yuancheng pounced on him, pressed his shoulders, and forced him to look at him, but he was also in tears, "I don't want you to say anything I'm sorry! I want you to cheer up! Lu Yuanze! You change me back to my original appearance! You sober me up! I want you to continue to fight with me and grab me! I don't want you to say anything I'm sorry!"

roared until the sound broke, and finally the voice trembled and shouted: "Big brother!"

"Yuancheng ......" Lu Yuanze was moved, finally calmed down, looked at Lu Yuancheng, and smiled with satisfaction: "Thank you for recognizing me as a big brother." ”

Lu Yuancheng also relieved his emotions, took a step back, felt a little embarrassed, hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, turned his head and said angrily: "I don't want to admit it, who let us all have the surname Lu? Who let that stupid sister think about us every day and nag us as a family? If I don't recognize you, I won't recognize her...... Then when she gets married, only if you can send her out, I won't let you monopolize the limelight......"

Lu Yuanze stood up from his chair, walked up to his younger brother, and hugged him.

The brothers who have fought for more than twenty years are reconciled at this moment.

He finally let go of everything: "Yuan Cheng, in fact, you are more suitable than me to be the son of the Lu family." ”

Lu Yuancheng was stunned for a moment and pushed him away: "What are you talking nonsense?"

Lu Yuanze smiled with relief, feeling that it was the first time in more than twenty years that he was so relaxed, and said sincerely: "I'm serious. Yuancheng, in fact, you are much more useful than me, and even more talented than me. So many elders in the family persuaded my father to establish a successor, he could have made a decision early, but it has been delayed until now, because he also values you equally and wants to give you a chance......"

"Don't say it again!" Lu Yuancheng punched him: "I don't allow you to say such things!"

Lu Yuanze smiled generously and helplessly, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Okay, big brother won't say it." Don't be mad at me. Brother Rong said sorry to you, I didn't do my duty to be a big brother when I arrived since I was a child, and I kept arguing with you, it's not good for me, and I won't be in the future. ”

"We will always be a family. When Yuansi got married, our two brothers would be present and give her a wedding together, if she was wronged in her in-law's house, we would go together to vent her anger...... No one can do without it......"

In order to hide that he was about to cry, Lu Yuancheng stubbornly ran away.

He ran to the front garden, saw that Lu Yuanzhi's study was lit, and went in.

Lu Yuanzhi was busy watching the folds, he didn't raise his head, and when he knew that he was coming, he asked: "Yuancheng, have you brought all the excerpts of the household department?"

Lu Yuancheng stood in front of the door, shook his head, and only said, "Father, you should make your eldest brother the son." ”

……

The next day, they found that Lu Yuanze had not returned all night and had lost his message.

Two days later, they found him.

His corpse.