Have you ever met such a person, knowing that you will not have results, knowing that you will one day be separated, but you still want to come to her side without hesitation, accompany her for a while, and then turn around silently, leaving a back. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Yes, there are many such people, such as the characters in my books, such as Liang Ye.

Liang Ye is a traditional emotional idiot, and his love first opens relatively early, but he will become very inferior when he meets the girl he likes.

But as long as there is a slight opportunity, he will not hesitate to grasp it, and he will not let go until he dies, unless he really feels disheartened one day.

At an age like a flower, Liang Ye liked a girl, her name was Chen Xi.

Liang Ye didn't understand feelings, and he didn't know how to get along with the girl he liked, so he only knew that he silently followed Chen Xi's every move. Smile at her as she passes by, sit in a corner and watch her play basketball during gym class.

The girl loved to play basketball and show off on the basketball court, and when her figure flashed on the basketball court, her long black hair floated up.

Liang Ye likes to look at her on the basketball court and the way she laughs. In Liang Ye's eyes, Chen Xi is an impeccable girl.

Adolescence, ignorant feelings. Every day, Liang Ye likes to enter Chen Xi's QQ space, look at her dynamics, comment on her talk, or leave messages in her space.

For Liang Ye at that time, he just wanted to do something trivial to attract Chen Xi's attention.

And on a sunny afternoon, Liang Ye received a QQ message from Chen Xi, Chen Xi hoped that he could leave some blessings in her QQ space every day, which was undoubtedly a ray of light in the darkness for Liang Ye, who was full of inferiority complex.

After that day, Liang Ye left a blessing in Chen Xi's QQ space every day, every day, even if the storm thundered and the power went out, it would never stop. Because in Liang Ye's eyes, it was a good opportunity for him to get a little closer to the goddess.

It's just that after a period of time, Liang Ye found out that Chen Xi had a boyfriend, and he didn't know it before, because he didn't know much about Chen Xi, just a smile from Chen Xi, and he had been attracted.

When you like someone, sometimes, it only takes a moment, a moment's heartbeat, a moment's smile, and a moment's eye contact.

Yes, he's such an emotional idiot.

The day he found out that Chen Xi had a boyfriend, Liang Ye was very sad, because he didn't understand why Chen Xi had a boyfriend, but he still had to do these things by himself. This is obviously a bit out of bounds, leaving a blessing every day, and everyone can see that this is a bit greasy.

The next day, Liang Ye continued to do what Chen Xi asked him to do, and continued to leave messages, when he didn't know that she had a boyfriend.

At that time, Liang Ye didn't know what a spare tire was, if you look at it now, in fact, he wasn't even a spare tire.

No one is a fool. It's just that sometimes, we choose to play dumb to feel that little bit of happiness.

Time passed day by day, and the graduation season came, Liang Ye felt confused about the future, he was not reluctant to campus, but reluctant to Chen Xi, reluctant to this girl who made him excited in adolescence.

Even if she has a boyfriend, he is willing to silently do something that looks silly and insignificant.

A few days before graduation, Liang Ye chose to stop leaving messages, and he saw Chen Xi and her boyfriend's quarrels, all of which were caused by his messages.

Her boyfriend was jealous, and she didn't give any explanation. Later, the two chose to break up.

Liang Ye didn't know if it was his fault or Chen Xi's, he struggled with his thoughts, stupidly took all the fault on himself, and after sending Chen Xi a "I'm sorry", he chose to stop what had been going on for months.

However, Chen Xi did not reply to him, which was also a blow to Liang Ye.

Before graduation, Liang Ye confessed to Chen Xi on QQ, but Chen Xi did not accept it, let alone refuse. Because she chose to ignore it, she simply ignored it.

It is more hurtful to have something to hope for but not get than to have no hope.

Liang Ye always thought that he had a chance, but he didn't expect the ending to be so crisp.

Sometimes, people who can't express their feelings can only go a long, long way.

Life is one encounter after another, and there is no right or wrong. When fate comes, treat each other well, and when fate is over, you will be separated.

After graduation, everyone went their separate ways and walked their own life paths.

At that time, the light changed, and when Liang Ye contacted Chen Xi again, it was more than a year later.

She has changed, but Liang Ye has not.

He is still that stupid boy, but she is no longer Chen Xi from the campus days.

Later, Liang Ye chose to keep his distance and never contact Chen Xi again.

Even if he still likes it, this relationship will slowly fade with the passage of time.

Sometimes, you choose to distance yourself from someone, not because you don't care, but because you know that she doesn't belong to you. For everyone you meet in life, the order of appearance is really important, and many people will have different endings if they meet each other at a different time. Maybe some feelings can only stop at the lips and teeth covering the years.

It has always been shallow, but the love is deep.

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A lot of things are like an umbrella on a rainy day, you rush into the room and hastily put it away and throw it away, and the memories of the past and the passing of time are all mixed in. After a long time, it will be opened, and a damp breath will come to your nose, even if it is a sunny day, it will remind you of that distant rain.

Some people say that if you really want something, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it's yours forever. If it doesn't come back, then don't wait any longer, because it's not yours at all.

You always feel that you can't let go of someone, that may not be love, that is just attachment and memory.

I walked the way I wanted to go, and found that the scenery was not as beautiful as I expected, but life is like this, and if I don't experience it, I won't really understand.

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October 17, 2016 is my 19th birthday, some people say it's the same age as flowers, but I feel that my heart is old.

There is nothing to do at this age, only what you want to do at this age.

I started writing books at the age of 16 and have experienced countless ups and downs and ridicule, stumbling over more than three million words.

The more I wrote, the more my heart changed, and gradually, I looked down on many things.

I have written about many people and things, and I have written about many people.

But I was the only one who didn't write about my emotional experience.

Readers who have seen me write romance novels mistakenly think that I am an experienced uncle, and whenever I reveal my age, readers are surprised that they can't believe that I wrote these stories.

And when they ask me if these are my own experiences, I always deny that they are not my own experiences, they are all my own fiction.

People who write novels have a lot of imagination, and whether they have experienced it or not, they can come up with it with their brains.

I don't like to write about my own feelings because I've only been 19 years in my life, and I haven't experienced much, and I don't have much to write about.

But just because I haven't experienced much doesn't mean I haven't experienced it.

The feelings of youth are the most innocent and innocent.

Adolescent affection is like a snowflake without impurities, falling from the sky, swaying with the wind, but still falling firmly to the ground, dyeing the world white.

The future is endless, and we are all just duckweed in the river of fate, stumbling and stumbling, but unable to stop.

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The period from 2013 to 2014 was a period of confusion in my life, emotionally frustrated and directionless, and I experienced the most decadent period of my life, and every day was like a walking corpse. For me at the time, the world was gray and I couldn't see my future.

Now, when I look at my past self, I really think it's ridiculous.

During that period of confusion, I was like a fish out of water, constantly struggling, but helplessly waiting for death to come.

I'm glad I survived that time, and it was that unbearable past that accelerated my growth.

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During the summer vacation, I chose to join the army, but I was eliminated at the first level of the physical examination, and the doctor found that I had some internal problems that might require surgery.

When I heard the news, I was stunned for a long time before I reacted, and then I silently called home, which could not be hidden, and my parents had the right to know my physical condition.

Half a month before the end of the summer vacation, I went to the Guangdong Provincial Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine for an examination, and while I waited for the examination report, I felt like a suspect waiting for his verdict.

I was nervous, but I couldn't change anything.

If there is something, he will be hospitalized for surgery.

It's okay, just go home and have a big meal.

In the hospital, every day there is a separation of life and death. I sat in a chair in the hallway, feeling the fear of the hospital, and I felt indescribably uncomfortable.

That's right, I'm afraid of surgery, there's nothing I can't admit, I'm a person who is naturally afraid of needles and scalpels.

But when the results came back, I was stunned again, and then I almost laughed out loud.

I'm fine, the problem is, but it's not to the point of surgery.

After taking medicine for two weeks, you can continue to live in style.

None was happier than my parents, with even happier smiles on their old faces than I did.

For parents, the greatest happiness is to see their children live a healthy life.

Life is beautiful when you are happy, and life is best when someone is happy because of you.

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In 2016, I have experienced too many things, and I have met many people of all shapes.

It's the fastest year I've ever had, maybe not mature enough, but I can clearly feel the change in myself compared to before.

I once saw a sentence on Weibo that touched me very much:

"The biggest gain you can get from being alive is not how many people you can meet, how beautiful scenery you see, or what kind of adventures you experience, but walking and walking, under an encounter, you suddenly re-understand yourself, and suddenly find that you have changed and become different. ”

It doesn't matter what other people think of you, the only thing that matters is that you like your true self.

I like who I am now, even though I always feel old, but I'm really young.

And I have been able to basically support myself by writing books, and I can also write the stories I want to write, and I have fulfilled my dream of writing that has been ridiculed countless times.

I have written two long online novels, and I have written many short stories one after another, and I have more than 3 million words when I count them.

In the past few years of writing books, I have seen the most people who have written tens of thousands of words, but they have bragged in the name of writers. There is no shortage of wonders in this world, and there are all kinds of people.

Especially in this year, I have seen the most, some people can only see the darkness of this world, but refuse to believe in the beauty of this world.

Some people chatter endlessly, like to find a sense of superiority in one thing, even if others give in.

Some people like to show off their life experience, but they refuse to put themselves in the right position.

The more places I've been, the more I know where I want to go back. The more people you meet, the more you know who you really want to be around.

The older you get, the more you will find that social interaction is unbearable, so it is never wrong to master a survival skill and seriously develop a hobby of being alone.

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On National Day, when I returned home, I received several messages about the marriage of my old classmates, and I blessed them one by one, but I didn't go to anyone's wedding.

Most of the people who got married were former classmates and didn't know each other very well, but at least they knew who the other party was.

Their average age is 20 years old, and some are even less than 20 years old.

On our side, the phenomenon of early marriage is very serious, and I am not surprised by this.

I don't know why most people choose to get married so early, maybe it's because they're tired.

Later, I asked a friend who had just had a wedding, and I asked him why he got married so early. The answer he gave me was arranged by the family, and the bride had only met twice.

I asked him why he didn't resist the family's intentions, and he replied: It looks like it fits, and it will be fine.

I didn't know what to say in the face of his answer, so I ended the conversation after saying a blessing.

I feel puzzled, but there is no way to change anything, many of these phenomena now, many friends get married just because of suitability, but there is no mention of feelings.

Marriage is not a certificate, not a ceremony, not forgetting the original intention, and being happy. Holding hands and walking all the way, there is no end to the world, only each other.

Moreover, there is no way to get married. Because what I want is not a certificate for a wedding, but a life after marriage. From marriage to old age, there are decades of life. One day, there is no way to face a person who is about to compromise.

May all friends get married because of love, not because of suitability.

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Many of my friends have been emotionally frustrated, and so have I.

But if a relationship fails to turn you into a better person, but only turns you into a moody person, then it's a pity that you love the wrong person.

Don't be cheap yourself, don't pay at will, don't cater to others with wishful thinking, because wishful thinking only has cheap in it, the circle is different, don't have to be strong, take advantage of the sunshine, take advantage of the breeze, don't panic if you don't marry, don't be busy with those who are to be married, manage yourself, cherish the good time in front of you, everything that should come will always come.

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The more stories you write, the more you look down, and the deeper the stories you write. This is also the reason why so many readers and friends think that I am an uncle.

The heaviest step of feelings: I still want to listen, but you don't want to speak.

Whenever I look back on my youth, those days are like white snowflakes on a snowstorm morning, blown away from me by the wind.

Those dedications, passions and attachments were the best times of my life.

Young people do not live by criticism and negative things, we rely on feelings and ideals, as well as the courage of youth.

Life has never been easier, it's just that we have become stronger.

Write on your nineteenth birthday and wish yourself a happy birthday.

October 17, 2016

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