She frowned again, speechless for a long time.

Huang also stopped talking, drinking and eating by herself, waiting for her to figure it out for herself.

She asked herself over and over again, "Does she love him?" What is love?

The love between relatives, her father in her previous life gave her, and she also loved her father deeply. General Chen in this life also gave it to her, because it was General Chen who gave it to her first, so that she quickly accepted this new identity that could not be changed, and also loved General Chen deeply. It's the love between father and daughter, she knows it.

The love between friends is deeper, just like relatives, such as Liang Sheng, who has not seen each other for a long time......

She knew why she rejected Liang Sheng!

Because, she felt that she only had brother and sister love for Liang Sheng, and had nothing to do with blood relationship, just like blood relatives. And Liang Sheng, who has treated "her" well since she was a child, she doesn't know. She only knows that according to the "law" of her previous life, a man will like a woman, maybe just because of the "childhood sweetheart", because of closeness, never separated, so it is used to it. But if a man wants to fall in love with a woman, he sees this woman as a woman, then first of all, the woman must be beautiful, and then when considering marriage, he must consider more......

She used to look like that, she didn't have any confidence that Liang Sheng would fall in love with her because of her beauty. And Liang Sheng's relationship with her, most of the time, what she felt, in fact, Liang Sheng was still used to pampering her and treating her as a sister, not a woman. It's just that when she first became "her", she couldn't accept Liang Sheng's kindness to her for a while, and on the other hand, Liang Sheng could also feel her strangeness. It's just that she doesn't say it, everyone thinks that she just woke up from a nearly decade-long stupidity, and she is still the same "she". Liang Sheng treats her better and wants her to remember him as an older brother. How could she recall the memory that didn't exist at all? In the end, she made Liang Sheng confused, mistakenly replacing his feelings for "her" with a more urgent feeling, for her, he loved her like "her", but because of her refusal, he mistook the kind of habitual brother-sister love for male and female love.

In other words, Liang Sheng really loves "her"? She is not "she", so she can't accept Liang Sheng at all.

What's more, when she didn't know it, Liang Sheng always knew that "she" had made a doll kiss with Ying Hao since she was a child. The ancients kept etiquette like this, and when they had to keep it, it may have become a kind of pressure, and it is easier for people who are used to it to resist more. Therefore, in the end, she concluded that Liang Sheng was just afraid of losing "her". After all, they are not really related by blood, so the only way for him to stay by her side for the rest of his life is to marry her.

At that time, she was clearly unwilling to marry Ying Hao. Then, instead of letting her marry Ying Hao unwillingly, it is better for Liang Sheng to protect her for the rest of her life.

Liang Sheng treats her not as a man and a woman, but because he is too responsible. Obviously, she is not his responsibility, and he should not bear it.

Hawkers, in fact, no matter how much analysis there is, it's just her analysis, and she doesn't know what Liang Sheng thinks.

She only knew that she and Liang Sheng had so many physical contacts, and she had never had that heart-warming feeling when she leaned on Yao Kai's arms.

And she can hear and feel it, Yao Kai's heartbeat is even more violent than hers!

Yao Kai is so good to her and doesn't ask for anything in return. It's like every time she has something good, she thinks of him for the first time, just to be good to him, not to repay Yao Kai's kindness to her, but to be good to him, and she doesn't ask him for anything in return.

Isn't this feeling love?

It's love!

Then she and Yao Kai are not related by blood, so naturally it is not family affection.

She and Yao Kai were not friends from the beginning, and that kind of mutual attraction was not something that could be cultivated overnight by friends who had just met. The most important thing is that she has experienced it, and she knows that how can men and women, let alone in this ancient time when etiquette was strict, become friends as soon as they meet?

At home from the father, in marriage with the husband, and after the death of the husband from the son......

The three obedience and four virtues in ancient times are destined to make every ordinary woman's life revolve around the men of these three relationships.

She and Lian, Yu, and Mu are friends now, and it's not like they've been so close from the beginning. She and Yao Kai became neighbors the day they met, and they could go into the house to eat porridge together the next day. In fact, if this was replaced by her previous life, she would not have been able to do it. It's going too fast. It's just that she can't control herself! Yao Kai's attraction to her is so great!

This attraction is mutual.

Isn't this the love between men and women?

Then she and Ying Hao must forget it, right? After all, they were really husband and wife before. It's just that because it is a political marriage, the kind of love that comes after the day and night's strengths is not so heartwarming. Yes...... She admitted that she also loved Ying Hao? well, well, loved. It's just that that love is too easy to give up. It's just that as soon as a sign emerges, it wilts. The love between her and Yao Kai is destined to not grow like weeds. There are too many things between them. That kind of love is not what she wants.

What she wants is single-mindedness, all she has. You become the other person's everything, and the other person becomes your own, and everything else is secondary.

Yao Kai gave it to her!

Yao Kai...... Gave it to her before.

This time, why did he suddenly say goodbye, did he make her shake so quickly?

Yes...... In fact, hasn't she fallen in love with Yao Kai yet? It's just because she felt Yao Kai's love for her before that she was moved and wanted to love back. After all, Yao Kai has satisfied all her beautiful fantasies about love, and he is her perfect dream lover, who actually exists in real life! Then how could she not be moved? However, once the other party stops in the middle of the way, or even suddenly turns away, she has no way to chase after it in turn? Just like a lover in a dream, when she wakes up from a dream, she can't reach out and grab it, and that beauty doesn't exist at all. In fact, she didn't dare to take the initiative to fall in love with him first, because she was afraid that he was just a dream, and she would ...... when she woke up from the dream

No! She chased it! Yao Kai is not a dream, it is real! She is afraid of waking up from a forked dream! She ran back to Chilin City yesterday as if she was desperate! Just like that, her internal strength has become deeper in one day, and she has used her light skills better! However, he did not leave a trace at all, and told her that except for Chilin City, she did not find him, and there was no clue to recover him.

So now the question is......

"Sister Huang, you say, do I have to wait for him?" she couldn't figure it out, so she chose to ask Huang.

Huang hurriedly swallowed the mouthful of food in his mouth, and asked rhetorically: "You said first, you originally said that you had planned to wait for a year?"

"Hmm. She nodded.

Huang decided for her: "Then you will wait for the promised year." ”