Day 63, Strange Things by the Sea (Part II)
It should have been a branch that had been swept up by the wind, and the broken end should have been very sharp, and I could feel a tingling pain the moment I touched my face. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Instinctively touched my hand, and I saw blood......
Faintly, in a few seconds it was washed away by the rain without a trace, and my face was almost unconscious from the blow of the torrential rain, and I barely felt anything except for the pain at first.
I didn't have time to worry about whether the blood was still flowing or not, I was still trying to keep my body balanced, the wind was so strong that it almost threw my body into the sky.
I don't know why I chose this kind of day, this kind of weather should be hidden in a treehouse...... I wanted to complain about my ignorance, but in the face of the storm that was about to crush me, I had no choice but to keep walking in the direction of the treehouse.
The rain was much heavier than at the beginning, and the wind was not the same as it had been at the beginning, and I could tell from the swirling leaves that it was probably a typhoon......
The already anxious mood became even more urgent, and he had to return to the hut as soon as possible, otherwise it would be really dangerous.
But the reality is still so cruel, the wind is too strong, I should have walked in a straight line, because of the influence of the wind, I kept deviating in the direction of the island, so although I walked for nearly an hour, the walking distance was surprisingly short, maybe at most about 500 meters.
Normally it only takes about an hour to travel, but maybe today I have to spend hours to get to the treehouse, maybe it's going to be dark by then......
The urgency, coupled with the nervousness, made my whole body restless, my heart beat faster, and the sharp loss of physical strength made me miserable.
My calves were swollen and painful, my thigh muscles were sore, and the raindrops mixed with the wind had already knocked me unconscious in the face, and my chest was already cold!
Cold, tired, afraid!
The combination of several sensations made me breathe very rapidly, and the dense rain kept trickling down my hair, behind my ears, on my face, and on my body, and my eyes, nose, and mouth seemed to be sealed by the rain.
It's tough!
The rapid breathing, which was inhaled through my nostrils several times, forced me to open my mouth to breathe, and even when I opened my mouth to breathe, the rain would take advantage of the weakness in the corners of my mouth.
Breathe, spit out the rain that comes in while it is empty, breathe, drag your body forward......
Even the idea of giving up began to appear, and it was like a demon, tempting me and trying to gain my approval. It tried to lie down, and it said that my body was overdrawn and that I had to rest for a while before I could move forward, otherwise I would still get sick even if I made it to the tree house with this weak body. It also asks me: Do you want to get sick?
"Of course not!" I replied immediately and resolutely in my heart.
But I didn't do it, because there was another thought that scared me even more, and it was very flat, it just came to me very quickly, and then disappeared in the blink of an eye.
"If you want to die, you just sit down and rest, you can see the leaves flying in circles, I think you also know that this is probably a typhoon, the typhoon is likely not really arrived, this may be just a prelude to the typhoon, and now you are almost unable to resist, if you wait any longer...... Yes, this is another voice in my heart.
I think it's probably the last statement of reason, and if I get so influenced by negative thoughts, I'm probably going to lose my combat effectiveness, and I'm probably going to give up......
But I can't give up, life is only once, this is not the end I want, there are still many things to worry about, there are still many people to worry about, and I want to wait until the day I go back...... I can't give up!
The soaked clothes were tightly attached to my body, it was extremely uncomfortable, I wanted to take it off, but I didn't want to waste every bit of my physical strength, every step I took, there would be a lot of thoughts in my mind, but I was fiercely suppressed, I no longer wanted to be affected by any distractions, every distraction would distract the already small amount of energy.
Now I only allow one thought to come back and forth in my head, yes, this is the thought! By the fire, I sat on a stool, Xiao Hei lay by the fire, we ate fragrant rice, nibbled on roast rabbit legs, lemon dripping on the roasted crispy fish, the fragrance was scattered, and the saliva flowed......
Yes, it's this picture that is circulating back and forth, it's it, it's constantly giving me the motivation to move forward, my physical strength has long been exhausted, and now it's all up to my will.
The will is very empty, just like long-distance running, let yourself be numb, believe in yourself, give yourself encouragement, you can persevere until the last moment, once you relax, the whole person will be loose, or even lie down directly...... That's where the will comes in.
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Usually, if you walk for a long time, you will at least have a general feeling, but today I have not completely ignored the time, this place is next to the dead wood where the beehive was obtained, there are not many roads, and you will soon be able to reach the treehouse......
As I passed through the woods, I tried to walk through the woods and get back to the treehouse, but I gave up for several reasons, and I was afraid that I could not afford to be reckless.
I was so tired that I wanted to go into the woods, because the wind in the woods must not be as strong as the seaside, and it was a good way to shelter from the wind and rain. But now I don't even have the strength to carry an axe, let alone cut down the vines and small trees that stand in the way in the woods?
There are snakes, leeches, wild boars, wild beasts, poisonous insects in the woods......
And now I don't even have the strength to step on an ant, how can I have the energy to deal with this......
So I'm still walking along the beach, and now it's very close to where I live, even if I climb, I should be able to climb back in 30 minutes, and fortunately, I still have this breath, although it is very slow and very difficult, but at least I am still walking!
I was so excited that I immediately turned in the direction of the treehouse.
I didn't expect it, but I ignored the power of the wind, and the sudden turn turned the wind on the side into the wind on the whole back, so I fell down directly, and the plastic basket I was carrying was blown up by the wind and buckled on my head......
It hurts, it hurts, but I can't care about it at all, I puff up, stand up with my body propped up, and turn over the plastic basket covering my head, maybe the fish have already fallen, but I have no interest in picking up fish at all.
I just want to be in the treehouse...... Staggered weakly and was pushed by the wind, and when he pushed open the courtyard door, a black figure rushed over......
Greeted by it, he finally returned to the hut......
As soon as I entered the hut, I untied the plastic basket, and before I had time to take off my clothes, I lay down by the fire, and I was so sleepy...... The wind seems to be stronger...... The hut swayed like a boat in the waves......