Chapter 80: The Fork and the Calf (6)
The second prince married the third princess of Linghai Kingdom as he wished. The two countries were married, and the wedding was held in an extraordinary grandeur. After that, Yao Hua and the others returned to Linghai Kingdom. Ying Hao was ordered to send him off again.
After Ying Hao left, she suddenly felt very relaxed. It turned out that she was so tired. She didn't want to think about why she was so tired.
Because the two countries have just been married, the border gate seems to be peaceful for the time being. The general returned to attend the wedding of the second prince, and then stayed in the capital for the time being.
She returned to the General's Mansion for a long time and met Liang Sheng unexpectedly.
Liang Sheng has already married a wife, and the whole person seems to be a lot more mature. After marrying a wife, he decided to settle down and took the initiative to come back to the general, this time planning to find an official position.
After dinner, Liang Sheng seemed to have come to look for her on purpose, and she was sitting alone by the lake in the General's Mansion in a daze.
"How are you doing?"
She glanced at Liang Sheng and smiled, "It's good." ”
Liang Sheng shook his head and said, "You're lying." The General and I can see that you are not happy. Actually, the general asked me to persuade you. ”
"Liang Sheng, do you love her?"
Liang Sheng quickly replied: "At a certain moment, I had a heart for her. And so she was. So we're together. ”
"And now?"
Liang Sheng smiled: "The feeling of heartbeat is only for a moment. Since the two have decided to come together, the future days are actually bland and blessed. ”
"Did you decide to come back for her?"
"It was our collective decision. ”
At this point in the conversation, the two suddenly fell silent. It's not because the two haven't seen each other for a long time, on the contrary, it can be seen that Liang Sheng has completely let go of his feelings for her and has recovered as a brother. Liang Sheng just didn't know how to persuade her. The words prepared in advance were all blocked in her stomach under the gaze of her who was still like a star in the night. She looks really good, but why does she feel so lonely?
Yes, her eyes are like water, but her smile never reaches the bottom of her eyes. Her smile was all a smirk, but she wasn't happy at all.
"I heard the general say, you and the prince have a good relationship?" Liang Sheng couldn't figure out why she would be unhappy.
"yes, that's good. She said, but sighed.
"Is it because the prince wants to marry Princess Luoshenhuang?"
She shook her head and said, "Ying Hao has dispelled this idea. ”
"Then why are you ......?"
"Brother Liang, I feel so tired. Why am I so tired?"
Liang Sheng was stunned, he hadn't heard her call him Brother Liang for a long time, and he suddenly felt a little distressed.
"I know that Ying Hao, as a prince, is now a prince, and he is destined to have many women around him. I wouldn't have ...... before."
"Aren't you going to come back with him because you're already in love with him?" Later, it was the general who decided to give up the search for her. I feel that since this is her choice, as long as she is doing well, it will be fine.
After she came back with Ying Hao, the general also felt that she was in love with Ying Hao. Now that she has made her own decision, the general still only hopes that she can get better. Liang Sheng is the same.
"Well, I'm in love with him. But this hobby is difficult. I actually feel tired. Isn't that bad? Have you ever felt tired?"
Liang Sheng shook his head. suddenly said seriously: "Love is easy to come by, but the relationship between two people has to pass the test of time." Some people will make you excited, but calm down, maybe it is not suitable at all, so there is no need to force it. ”
"So, Ying Hao and I are actually not suitable at all, right?"
"Listen to me first. Perhaps, Ben also did not have two people who were completely suitable. The important thing is to be tolerant and understanding of each other. Do you remember your original intention?"
Her original intention was that she would not allow herself to fall in love with Ying Hao at all.
"The original intention when you fell in love with him. You know very well that he has all kinds of shortcomings, why can you bear it at that moment, but now you can't?"
"Perhaps, it's me who has the problem. Her eyes flickered on the shore of the lake, and she reflected, "It's that I'm not satisfied." I want to love, but I am afraid to love. So, when I found out that he valued the throne more than me, I did a lot of things wrong, and I wanted to force him to change for my sake, and I could only choose between the throne and me. He doesn't want to choose, he wants both. But suddenly I was afraid of losing him. So I can only change it and pretend not to care anymore. But I know I'm pretending. ”
"Why are you doing it yourself?"
"That's what love looks like. In fact, true love is far from being as beautiful as a fairy tale. I know, but I still want that kind of love. ”
Liang Sheng suddenly felt a little powerless, he didn't understand, he couldn't understand her thoughts. What does she want, and what should a call-like love look like?
"The life of two people should be firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, this is the bland blessing of ordinary people, and a small life can also be enjoyable. I guess I'm too idle. If you don't have to worry about food and clothing, you have too much time to think about it. I know it's all on my own. ”
"Zhen'er, you ......"
"I'm annoying like this, isn't it?"
"No, how can you be a nuisance. You're just...... You don't have to think so much about it anymore. ”
"Hmm. She smiled lightly and ended the conversation with Liang Sheng.
After such a conversation, she did not feel better. She knew that Liang Sheng couldn't help her, and she needed to figure it out by herself. While Ying Hao is not there, he can think about it. She wants to continue to live with him, how to maintain the balance between the two, so that life can go on. Or, she can't help it, so she ......
As Princess Huang said, Ying Hao wants the throne, and marrying Princess Huang is the best way. Ying Hao gave up this path for her. This should have made her happy, but she felt that she couldn't go. She shouldn't be a stumbling block to him. Her presence seemed to have become a stumbling block for him.
Liang Sheng said that he wanted her to get back to her original intention, didn't he?
Her original intention was to do her best to help Ying Hao succeed. At that time, her love for him could be so selfless, why has she become so selfish now?
If, because of her, Ying Hao failed to ascend the throne in the end. In the end, Ying Hao will complain about her? If things really come to this point, then, she thought, they will really be finished. He will never be happy again for the rest of his life, and she will not be happy. In this way, it is better to have at least one person happy.
Liang Sheng told her not to think about it. She couldn't help herself from thinking so much.
She shook her head and silently returned to her room. She seems to be very weird lately, why can't she control herself, she seems to be very depressed, and she thinks about the worst of everything?
After staying in the General's Mansion for three days, she returned to the Prince's Mansion. It is estimated that Ying Hao should also come back, and this time he will not be sent away.
Unexpectedly, what she was waiting for was not Ying Hao, but another fire in her yard in the middle of the night. This time she saw clearly who set the fire, it was actually Xiao Qi?!
At this moment, countless thoughts flashed through my mind. In the end, she pessimistically decided that it was Ying Hao who ordered Xiao Qi to do this. Maybe Ying Hao was also tired, but he also thought about it, so in the end, he officially made a choice between her and the throne. He was so ruthless, he just needed to divorce her, but he actually wanted to kill her.
She escaped again unharmed, only this time, her mood was not at all relaxed.
This time, she flew out of the Chongyang capital directly overnight, until her internal strength was exhausted and she fell in the wilderness.
When she awoke, she settled down in the mountains, thirsty to drink from the stream, and hungry to eat wild fruits. The rest of the time, she sat idly on the branch in a daze, then fell asleep, woke up and continued to be in a daze. She rarely felt thirsty or hungry, and rarely ate.
This time, she hadn't moved for three days and finally thought it was time to eat. Turning over and falling from the tree, she suddenly felt a wave of dizziness, "Wow!" and vomited. She retched on the sour water, so sad that tears slipped down the corners of her eyes. Then she bred herself up and went to the neighborhood to pick a wild fruit. This wild fruit is extremely sour, but after eating it, she is inexplicably much better.
At this moment, one of them suddenly patted her on the back.
She turned around and was surprised to see Dr. Jiang, and blurted out, "Master, why are you here?"
"Fool ......"
Somehow, her eyelids suddenly became extremely heavy, and she fainted in front of her.
When she woke up, she had already arrived at Dr. Jiang's medical center.
Aunt Jiang happened to come in with a bowl of soup and medicine, and said, "I guess you should wake up." ”
She was still a little confused for a while.
Aunt Jiang smiled: "Quick, let's drink the medicine while it's hot." ”
She obediently took the bowl, and knew that she was afraid of blowing it hot before drinking.
"Silly boy, you're about to become a mother, why don't you know how to take good care of your body. ”
"Poof!" she squirted out the medicine she had just drunk into her mouth, glaring at a pair of incredulous eyes and asking, "What are you talking about?"
"You're three months pregnant, don't you know?" Aunt Jiang was also surprised, their martial arts practitioners should have been very sensitive to changes in their bodies. Aunt Jiang thought she knew she was pregnant.
"Bang!" she was stunned, and she didn't even know that the soup bowl had slipped out of her hand. The soup bowl fell to the ground and shattered into pieces.
"Tsk, why are you so careless?" Dr. Jiang also entered the house, and happened to see this scene.
At this time, she couldn't hear what Dr. Jiang and Aunt Jiang were saying at all.
It occurred to her that three months seemed to be the time when she began to change......
Don't...... What kind of pregnant woman depression did she have?!
At this moment, she suddenly felt very happy.
"Girl, where are you going?!"
She said that she didn't know her mood, she just wanted to go back, as fast as she could. She really flew all the way from Dr. Jiang's medical hall back to the capital of Chongyang. Dr. Jiang tried to chase her, but she was thrown away halfway.
She wanted to tell Ying Hao that she was pregnant. She wanted to explain to Ying Hao that this was all the pot of depression for pregnant women! She thought that Ying Hao would definitely be able to forgive her. She's so happy, everything makes sense. She did that for a reason, all because she was pregnant and had a hormonal disorder.
She was so excited, but after being stopped by someone, she was instantly poured cold water on her head.
"Xiao Qi, don't stop me. ”
"You go, don't come back. ”
"To tell the truth, don't stop me, you set fire to my yard, I haven't settled accounts with you yet!"
"It was the Lord who ordered me to do that. ”
"You dodge!" she wants to see Ying Hao, and only when she meets Ying Hao can all misunderstandings be solved.
Xiao Qi stopped in front of her alive. What surprised her was that she couldn't get rid of Xiao Qi. Obviously, Xiao Qi's light skills are not as good as hers. Forced to be anxious, she really started to fight Xiao Qi, but she was even more surprised to find that she couldn't beat Xiao Qi at all. Obviously, Xiao Qi's martial arts are not so powerful!
Xiao Qiyi subdued her and said coldly: "Are you leaving, or will I kill you now?"
She looked back at Xiao Qi in disbelief. Xiao Qi's face was expressionless, and his eyes revealed a cold killing intent. He's serious!
"Lord's order is for me to get rid of you. You must not appear in front of the Lord again. Xiao Qi's cold gaze also revealed a trace of pity.
"Okay, I'll go. ”
In this way, she was thrown out of the Chongyang Capital. But she didn't actually give up, but Xiao Qi seemed to expect her to come back, and he could always throw her out as soon as she crossed the city wall. By the last time, Xiao Qi actually pulled out a shiny big knife from his waist.
"This is the last time, if you are still obsessed, don't blame Xiaoqi for not remembering the old love. ”
"I'm pregnant. She had no choice but to say to Xiao Qidao.
Xiao Qi was stunned for a moment, but still stopped in front of her.
"Did you hear me clearly when I said I was pregnant? Would you let me see Ying Hao? We all had a misunderstanding, it was because I was pregnant and was depressed by hormones, so I did that. ”
Xiao Qi suddenly smiled strangely and said, "Master wants his subordinates to kill you, can you hear it clearly?"
She tried to move forward, but Xiao Qi really swung her knife down, and reiterated: "This is the last time, if you are obsessed again, don't blame Xiao Qi for not remembering the old love!"
Although she dodged in time, she was still cut through the placket of her chest by the knife in Xiao Qi's hand. At this moment, she suddenly felt fear, if she couldn't dodge, this knife would go down, the important thing was not her own life, but the child in her womb was going to die on the spot. Xiao Qi actually stabbed her stomach after hearing that she was pregnant!
It was at this moment that she woke up. She's pregnant, she's doing, it's her problem. But since Ying Hao would send Xiao Qi to kill her, it was Ying Hao's own decision. He's really ruthless!
"Okay, I'll go. The ecstasy of coming was suddenly replaced by anger. She turned away and never looked back.
Okay, you Ying Hao, didn't I just do something because I was pregnant and depressed? You can really say that if you don't love, you won't love. Then I don't love you anymore! Stupid man, my mother will live with my son in the future!