Chapter 63: Confession
My name is Jishu, and I am a Taoist priest who studied under Zhengqingmen.
At the beginning of my Taoism, my master sent me to experience the world and subdue demons and eliminate demons.
I obey the orders of my master and walk the continent as a Taoist priest.
Defeat demons when encountering demons, and eliminate demons when encountering demons.
In this way, in the northwest region of the mainland, I made a name for myself.
At that time, I was already a primordial monk. Everyone in the world says that I am righteous and awe-inspiring, calling me a true person, and they have to bow when they see me.
One day, I passed through Xueli Town, and I heard that there was a fox demon outside Xueli Town, and I had nothing to do, so I went there at will.
But I saw a group of monks with low cultivation encircling and suppressing a white fox.
No, it's a love fox.
It dawned on me, I see.
It's not a fox demon raging, it's just a rumor spread by greedy people to find an excuse for their actions.
I look down on them from the bottom of my heart, but I'm a little interested in the love fox.
I stepped forward and listened to their nonsense, but there was a sarcasm in my heart.
Love fox is a scourge of the world? What a big joke.
It is rumored that the love fox is a gentle and kind monster. I'm not as upright as the world says I am. But there will be no distinction between good and evil.
Although it's a demon, it's a good demon, isn't it?
I chased away the annoying flies and looked at the fox cowering in a corner, and found it amusing.
I have been walking the mainland for many years, and I only hear its name, but it is the first time I have really seen the appearance of a love fox.
It is no different from ordinary fox demons, except that the eyes are more aura, and there is a flower-like carving on the forehead.
I picked her up and asked her what her name was.
I know that since it is a love fox, it must be the opening of the spiritual intelligence to speak people.
Sure enough, the next second I heard her timid voice. She told me that her name was Xue Ling.
Xue Ling is a nice name, but it is not suitable for a fox.
I held her weightless body, felt the temperature in my hands, and said in a ghostly voice: I just lack a spirit pet, from now on, I will be your master, remember, my name is Jishu.
Perhaps the world will be surprised that a Taoist priest is the master of a demon.
It's just because that Dao cultivator is different from ordinary immortal cultivators. Immortal cultivators can have spiritual pets, but Taoist cultivators are born enemies of demon beasts.
But I've never been bound by borders.
Who said that Tao and demons cannot coexist?
In this way, I have been with a fox demon since then, and it is still a special fox demon - love fox.
She is as pure as a newborn baby, and she feels new to everything.
She said: Master, this world is really fun, there are many things that Xue Ling has never eaten or played.
I thought that I should fulfill my duty as a master, so I said: Then I will take you to eat all over the world and play all over the world.
Looking at her instantaneous bright eyes, my heart was a little happy.
In this way, I kept my promise to take her to eat all the delicious food in the world, travel all over the world, and explain all kinds of interesting things to her.
She became more and more dependent on me, and it was because of her company that I had a little more fun in my boring practice.
A hundred years later, Xue Ling has grown from an ignorant little fox to a young girl, and she asks me if I can live in the world forever together.
In my heart, I am really an innocent and lovely silly fox, I am a Taoist priest, she is a love fox, no matter who it is, we will not live in the world forever.
I shook my head at her and said, "No."
Why, she asked.
I told her that she was a love fox and that she had to fall in love with someone within a hundred years.
She was confused, confused, and didn't seem to understand what love was, and I couldn't answer for her. I had to let her go and let her find it on her own.
All I can do is protect her secretly.
I watched her meet a young man, and she knew and fell in love with him.
I should have been happy, but for some reason, there was a faint sense of loss in my heart.
Then, before she was about to cross, I showed up to her.
She found me and told me that she was about to cross the catastrophe, and that after the catastrophe she would not know where to go.
Only then did I remember that Love Fox, before going through the eighty-one love tribulations, only had a hundred years of memory.
I have a little regret in my heart, but I also feel a little happy,
I regret that she will not remember me, and I am glad that she forgot the teenager she loved.
I think I have feelings about her that I shouldn't have.
But I have never been a person who is bound by the borders of the world.
Even if this kind of mind is shocking, even if this kind of mind is a Taoist priest who falls in love with a fox demon.
Before I could think about it, I heard her ask, "Will the master come to me in the next hundred years?"
I touched her head, felt the softness under my hands, and I would look for her in public and private, so I said, "Yes."
Yu Gong, I am her master, one day is the Lord, and the whole life is the Lord. It doesn't matter if it's 100 years, or 200 years, or 300 years, this fact will not change.
For selfishness, that is, I am happy with her, why will I not look for her?
For a hundred years, she went to a place where I didn't even know.
The love fox is tribulated, and no one else can be around, even the love fox doesn't know where he will go.
Her cultivation is still shallow, and everything is determined.
As time passed, my heart became a little anxious.
Four years have passed since the second hundred, but I still haven't found her.
I traveled all over the mainland, all over the mountains, big towns, and searched one by one, and finally found her in Huli Town in the northeast region.
The moment I watched the fire rise from her side, my heart almost stopped beating, it turned out that she was so important in my heart in just a hundred years.
I picked her up, and although I was very tired, my heart was finally relaxed.
Luckily, it's still in time.
Thankfully, my little fox didn't get any harm.
I looked into her puzzled eyes and listened to her ask who I was, and I felt more joy than ever before, whether she forgot me or not, she was still alive.
Therefore, I touched her head and told her: I am your future master, and I am the master.
Just like when I first met her, tell her that I am her master.
The second hundred years, whether she remembers it or not, I still keep the promise of the last hundred years,
Like the first hundred years, take her to eat what she loves, take her to the places she has been, and everything is still so new to her.
I looked at her happy face, and the regret in my heart diminished slightly.
As long as she's happy, that's fine.
It's going to be a hundred years later, and it's time for her to cross the catastrophe.
One night, she asked me if her life would be as fleeting as the beautiful moon, and everyone was a fox who would not live long.
I paused, but I still said categorically: No.
I'm not going to let you die.
She smiled and asked again: Will the master always be by Xue Ling's side?
I said, "Yes."
She seemed to be very happy, and then said: The master has always been a good talker, but he is not allowed to lie to Xue Ling.
I moved my gaze from the moon to her, looking at her face becoming more and more beautiful in the moonlight, and I had a lot of thoughts in my heart, but I only said softly: Yes.
Needless to say, I'll always be there for her.
She looked at me, as if she was not satisfied with my answer, her eyes showed regret, and said: What is there that can make you care about the master, and can move you?
Moved?
I looked at her, chuckled inwardly, touched her head, and sighed:
You stupid fox, you are the only one who can move me.
Then, before she was about to cross the catastrophe, without her knowledge, I secretly injected a spirit needle into her body.
That spiritual needle was taken from the blood of my heart, and the blood of my heart was poured ninety-one times, as long as it was injected into her body, no matter where she was in the future, I would be able to know.
In danger of losing that way, once is enough.
In this way, the second hundred years passed, and the third hundred years passed and I found her.
The fourth centenary, the fifth centenary, the sixth centenary...
Every 100 years, I am her master again, and for her, every 100 years, is a new experience.
But for me, every 100 years is about living the same experience and doing the same things.
But because she was around, and because it was her who was repeated, I was willing, and I was happy to do it.
Until I accompanied her to the eighty-first love tribulation.
I took her back to the town of Snowy, the town I first met in the first hundred years. I watched her look at the familiarity she felt here, and my heart was happy.
I think soon, she will be able to remember our 8,100 years.
But things weren't as I thought they were.
That night, the Venerable Master Mengyin, the master of Xueli Town, who was clearing the door, found me, and she said, "It is rumored that you have a love fox spirit pet, and you have protected her for 8,000 years.
I was silent for a moment, but I didn't deny it, and I said, "Yes."
If there is no one to protect a love fox, how can she live for 8,100 years, and how can she survive the eighty calamities unharmed, she will know, I am not surprised.
She sighed, as if slightly regretful.
Then she handed me a jade slip and said, "Then you can take a look at this."
I took the jade slip, and I finally knew why she sighed and regretted.
I stand here at dawn one night.
Yu Jian said: Love fox, if you can't get past the last calamity, you will die.
Love fox, you must kill the person you love with your own hands, and practice the sacrifice array with the heart and blood of the most beloved person.
Kill the most beloved person, and use the cultivation of the beloved person to achieve self-achievement and the Tao of integration.
I smiled bitterly, a little worried.
I don't worry about choice, I don't worry about death, I just worry about my kind little fox, how to do it.
Just worried, I can't keep my promise to be by her side forever.
But I already have a plan.
I already know what to do.
Little fox, if you are destined to die or I die, then let me die for you.
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