On the boulevard of Yuzhou City, the leaves of the sycamore trees cast mottled shadows on the car windows. Zhang Ze drove to play and celebrate Zhou Yun's birthday.

Zhou Yun said happily: "You said that the most fun thing in Qingdao is surfing?"

Zhang Ze said: "Yes, the sea is surging wave after wave, and people rise and fall with the waves of the waves, which is very refreshing." ”

"So what kind of swimsuit do you think I'll buy?"

"I think you look good in anything, but it's better to be the one with the most fabric, so as not to be seen by the other boys. After speaking, he frowned, "Do you have to go to Qingdao? I haven't read the news that there are more than 1,000 prawns there, can't I change to another place?"

"I haven't swept the waves in the sea yet!" Zhou Yunjiao sneered.

"For example, you can go to Hainan. ”

"You forgot that we still have a contract to sign the day after tomorrow, and we can't come back from Hainan. ”

"Okay, okay, let's go surf in Qingdao. Zhang Ze said doting and helplessly, and slapped the steering wheel, "When I have money, I will take you to an uninhabited island, so that you can only show me in a swimsuit!"

His jealous appearance made Zhou Yun giggle.

The two were talking happily. The phone rang, and Zhang Ze turned on the speakerphone.

Liu Qi's weak voice came: "Zhang Ze, the doctor asked me to go for chemotherapy again tomorrow." Will you come with me?"

Zhang Ze looked at Zhou Yun. Zhou Yun's flower-like smile has now become expressionless. He said firmly: "Liu Qi, I have something to do outside, I can't go with you this time, you can find someone to go together." ”

Liu Qi sobbed: "Aze, I'm scared, except for children, you are the person who cares about me the most in this world." I also know I shouldn't ask you...... But I don't want to go to the hospital one day and go alone. ”

Zhang Ze fell silent.

"Isn't Zhou Yun here? Aze? You talk to Zhou Yun, she has a lot of time to spend with you, but I really don't have many days to live...... I...... I just hope that someone will see me off when I leave. ”

"This has nothing to do with Zhou Yun. Okay, I promise you. I'm driving, I'll call you back to make an appointment. ”

Putting down the phone, Zhang Ze said apologetically: "Okay, I'll accompany you to Qingdao another day? It takes seven or eight hours to drive there, and we won't be able to come back tomorrow." Shall I invite you to eat your favorite crab from Yangcheng Lake today?"

It's this Liu Qi again, it's been more than two years, I don't know how many times, every time she wants chemotherapy, she comes to Zhang Ze, and she comes to Zhang Ze when she is uncomfortable. I have been divorced from Zhang Ze for a few years, and Zhang Ze has nothing to do with her anymore and still comes to pester him! Zhang Ze too, do you know what it means to take care of people?

Zhou Yun felt an unspeakable grievance in her heart, she knew that Liu Qi had cancer, and she shouldn't worry too much about her from humanitarianism, but she and Zhang Ze have been together for more than two years, but the two don't have much time together. Zhang Ze has to be busy with business, and when he has time, he uses it to help Liu Qi see a doctor. This time, I finally had my birthday, and I went out with Zhang Ze once, but I was still disturbed by her.

Thinking of this, Zhou Yun couldn't help the anger in her heart. She didn't speak, and when Zhang Ze parked the car on the side of the road, she said, "Zhang Ze, do you love me or her?"

"Baby, I love you, of course I love you! I've been divorced from her for three or four years, what kind of vinegar are you eating?"

"You also know that you have been divorced for three or four years, but in the past three years, you have accompanied her to the hospital every time for a check-up, what is the matter?"

"She's alone, she doesn't have much to do, she's still the mother of my child, I can't just watch her ignore her. Zhang Ze grabbed his hair and said helplessly.

"Zhang Ze, do you know why I didn't agree to your marriage proposal? Now that we are boyfriend and girlfriend, I can watch you go to accompany her every time you leave me. But if we get married, my husband accompanies other women when I need them, and I can't stand it. ”

Thinking of that scene, Zhou Yun really felt distressed. She is about to be thirty-three years old, and she has been divorced once, so she can't help but think more about herself.

Zhang Ze opened his mouth, and said sullenly for a long time: "I'm sorry!"

"What's the use of being sorry? I think the person you love the most is her! Zhang Ze, I don't have such great feelings, and I can't afford to live up to such incidents again and again. Let's break up!"

Zhang Ze gritted his teeth and said, "Don't even think about it, I won't break up with you!"

"Zhang Ze, I'm thirty-three years old today, not twenty-three, and I can't stand the toss. I don't want my husband to take care of other women when I get pregnant and give birth, no matter what the reason! ”

Zhang Zeying's eyebrows were twisted together, "She is kind to me, and she is in the final stage of the countdown to life, can't you endure it for a while?"

Zhou Yun couldn't help sobbing, "I know it's selfish to say this, but everyone is in the countdown to life. I've been living like this for more than two years, and if she has ten years to live, can I wait ten years? I can't base all my hopes on hoping that she will die, and I don't want to curse her for leaving early, and then I will look down on myself. So, Zhang Ze, break up!"

When Zhou Yun was born and arrived at the time of strict family planning, she had two older sisters. The biological parents want a son, but they are afraid that having more children will affect the father's work. Not long after she was born, she was taken to her second aunt's house, pretending to be her aunt's child. She grew up calling her aunt and uncle for her mother and father.

The adoptive parents' family conditions are not as good as their biological parents, and both of them are honest people, and they are a little cautious about her. The sister above thinks that she has robbed her parents of attention and often says sour things, but her brother and sister will be criticized for doing something wrong, and other children will be beaten if they are naughty, but she never will.

At first, Zhou Yun was very pleased with this difference. Because everyone praised her for being good-looking, smart, and cute, thinking that she would get preferential treatment in this way.

But although the two villages are not from the same township and are not far from each other, the villagers know the situation of their two families. When she was a little older, she could understand other people's words, and she realized that she was raised. The adoptive mother's family was more cautious with her, more like a distinguished guest.

Zhou Yun has a long pale red birthmark on the left side of her neck down her face until her arm, she wore short sleeves in the summer when she was a child, and was called "ugly and weird, no one wants!" This made her panic, is this how she was abandoned by her parents and given away? Since then, even in the hottest time, she has been wearing a long-sleeved shirt. began to learn to please her adoptive parents, fearing that they would also abandon her.

There are not many biological parents, and they have always been very polite to her. But this kind of politeness is not home, their family talks and laughs wantonly, as soon as she passes, everyone's faces are immediately different, making her feel that she can't fit into them.

The adoptive parents' home is the adoptive parents' family, and the biological parents' home is the biological parents' family. Wherever he was, Zhou Yun felt that he was a superfluous person. Since she was a child, her greatest wish is to have a home that is completely her own, and there is someone in the family who treats her like a jewel and regards her as the most important person.

As Pan Meichen sings in the song: "I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need to be gorgeous, when I'm tired, I can think of it, I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need to be big, when I'm frightened, I can't be afraid......"

After graduating from high school, she went out to work hard and became a minority shareholder in a trading company, first buying an apartment, and later paying a down payment in the provincial capital to buy her own big house. But a house is not a home.

She met a man who was nice to her. Unlike other men who are very enthusiastic about her, they squeak when it comes to marriage. This man is nine years older than her, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, he doesn't care about her birthmark at all, and he doesn't care about her birthmark at all, unlike some men in the business who want to take advantage of her body, Zhou Yun didn't think about it so much, she got married happily, and felt that she finally had a home of her own.

After living together, I found that the two had very different concepts, she was aggressive, and he had to get by. She has many business friends, he is very homely, and he often complains about her going out to socialize.

It is very important that the man is completely hard against her, but in life he is really good when he is good to her, sometimes like a servant to the queen. Zhou Yun is very conflicted, her imaginary home is not like this, she insisted on it for more than a year, and the contradiction between the two became bigger and bigger, despite his opposition, they still divorced.

It wasn't until she met Zhang Ze again that she had the feeling of a little woman and the sweetness of love. Unexpectedly, he has an ex-wife who is constantly entangled. She endured it again and again, and today she was angry and did not choose to speak. But after saying it, I feel that this is also a relief.

"I won't agree to die!" Zhang Ze said angrily, "Let's go, let's go to Qingdao to play." With that, he started the car and moved forward.

There was silence in the car.

Suddenly, Zhou Yun's eyes widened in shock, only to see an SUV rushing through the red light and swerving towards them. Between the electric lights, Zhang Ze turned the steering wheel sharply.

"Ahh Zhang Ze was bleeding profusely, but he still turned his head with difficulty, and said intermittently: "She...... She is my responsibility...... You...... You're ......" Before he finished speaking, he tilted his head and didn't move.

He proved with facts: Liu Qi is his responsibility, just because she was kind to him, she is the mother of his children, and she Zhou Yun is his life. No, it was more important than his life, so subconsciously he turned the dangerous place towards himself.

How can there be such a stupid person, the car that hit me was more biased towards his side at the time, if he hit the steering wheel to the left, maybe he would get out of danger, and it was probably himself who was hit beyond recognition.

"Zhang Ze, wake up, wake up, wake up! I don't care anymore if you go to see a doctor with Liu Qi. Zhang Ze, Zhang Ze, you squeak. Zhou Yun didn't feel the pain in his body at all, and called Zhang Ze.

Zhang Ze didn't move at all.

Her hands trembled uncharacteristically, and it took a long time to turn out her mobile phone, dialing 110 and 120, and before she fell into a coma, she thought that she would have a boyfriend in the future, and she would never look for a childhood sweetheart or a married person.