Ning Xiaoman barely pressed her thumping heart, she didn't expect that this would be the diary of the missing former doctor Mu Lian, and it was placed on the bookshelf like this, she secretly glanced at the old doctor who was engrossed in her spare eyes, but there was still no movement.

She was thinking, should she read it here, or should she take it away? Maybe this is a very important book for Beiting, and it doesn't make much sense to look through it herself. But if she really takes it away, Director Guo, who has a quirky temperament, is afraid that she will stop it, and she is a little hesitant.

Curiosity eventually drove away all doubts, and she gently flipped to the second page with bated breath, revealing the familiar journal format and neat font.

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"Tuesday, May 23, the 5th year and 27 days of shipping, the weather was clear, the sea east of the Sea of Japan. ”

"It's finally done, I can take a break, this time the shipping is a little tired. ”

"During this time, the crew's health is not as good as before, there are several crew members with diarrhea one after another, there are not a few people with colds and fevers, and the skin disease infection seems to have some spreading trends, but fortunately, the overall is still within the controllable range; 。 ”

"This inexplicable guy is always suspicious. Mu Lian complained at the end.

Ning Xiaoman raised her eyes and secretly glanced at the old doctor sitting upright on her back, as if she didn't notice her small movements at all, so she continued to scroll down with confidence.

"Wednesday, May 24, the 5th year and 28 days of shipping, the weather was cloudy, and the sea area east of the Sea of Japan. ”

"First mate Lu Jiawei came again, his face was even haggard than yesterday, I asked him what was wrong, he said that he still had insomnia, and Valium didn't seem to work. So I helped him do hypnotherapy, this person who is very deep in the city, there is no way to enter heavy sleep, I had to give up, light sleep state has no therapeutic effect for him, he left a little depressed. I guess his symptoms would have been difficult to alleviate without leaving the ocean voyage. ”

"I actually muttered that my level is not good, it seems that this guy is about to die, hehe. The captain often inquired about his condition, this cold-faced and hot-hearted retired soldier was really an inexhaustible heart, a sailor who sailed away, who did not have a psychological depression; but the captain's rheumatoid arthritis, which was quite serious at a young age, for some reason, I advised him to pay attention to the warmth and protection of his joints, but he did not listen at all. ”

"Drinking some medicinal wine will work? ”

"Thursday, May 25, the 5th year and 29 days of shipping, the weather was cloudy with showers, in the sea east of the Sea of Japan. ”

"The captain said that he was in a good mood after the rain, and wanted to listen to the guitar music I played, well, I could find a music fan in the boring ocean life, so that I was finally less bored; today I played him a song "Castle in the Sky" by Hisaishi, he suddenly asked me, what is my wish, I can't answer, he said to himself for no reason, everyone's wish is actually the same, that is, looking forward to a safe return to the shore, I know what he means, so I played the song "One Day at a Time" by Zheng Chenghe for him. ”

He seemed to be interested, and played the famous Zhao Yun's "Hero's Dawn" with a trumpet, which I knew was his favorite song, and then asked me why I like music, I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't answer, I played the guitar for many years, purely as a hobby. However, he said that listening to music on a rainy day is the easiest thing to make people feel emotional, and music may be the real soul of the sea. I probably knew that he was depressed, but I didn't ask why, and finally played the song "Song of the Mountain Eagle" by Kotaro Oshio for him. ”

The captain joked, I didn't expect both of us to like Korean and Japanese songs so much, and I said that music knows no borders, and it doesn't matter who makes the best work, the key is to be able to empathize. He didn't contradict me this time, but his mood suddenly dropped. ”

"Speaking of which, my acquaintance with him is also related to music, I used to like to play and sing on the noisy streets in my spare time, and I happened to meet this person who likes to wander the streets. So, we became old friends, and it so happened that he actually came to work on the Licha, which surprised me. ”

"I don't know why, the captain who was obviously in a good mood suddenly became irritable, this person was a little emotional, but fortunately I was not surprised for a long time. ”

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"Saturday, May 27, the 5th year and 31 days of shipping, the weather was cloudy, and the sea area east of the Sea of Japan. ”

"I slept all day yesterday and didn't ask too much about the ship. ”

Lu Jiawei looked crazy and stood outside the door for a long time, because I locked the door, maybe he also knocked on the door, but I didn't hear it at all. It seems that his illness this time is much more serious than before, and I am helpless. ”

He said that he had asked the captain to use some highly effective sedatives, I ignored him, just hypnotized him as usual, I used ordinary sublingual tablets to fool him This is a powerful sedative, I didn't expect that this time it was successfully deeply hypnotized, this time the psychological suggestion is so effective, I was also quite surprised, this shrewd old guy, there are times when the boat capsizes in the gutter. ”

"But throughout the treatment, he didn't say anything of value except for shouting about the storm, and this person still has such a tenacious resistance in his subconscious, which really makes me scratch my head, and I guess he probably has horrible memories buried in his heart, otherwise the rejection would not be so strong, but I don't have a particularly good way to deal with it at the moment. ”

"The treatment lasted about two hours, and apart from intermittent trembling and shouting about the so-called storm, there was little to be gained, but fortunately, after he came to his senses, his mental state was indeed much better. ”

"On Sunday, May 28, the 5th year and 32 days of shipping, the weather was cloudy, and the sea area east of the Sea of Japan. ”

In the early hours of the morning, Lu Jiawei suddenly called and said that he had a good night's sleep last night and had to express his gratitude. ”

"I'm still sleepy, this inexplicable fellow, disturbing people's dreams. ”

"But I'm very happy today, I composed a new song with the captain, and the captain chose a good name called Sea Requiem, which may be the best song I have written in so many years, maybe years of life at sea made me suddenly emotional, or maybe it was the old guy Lu Jiawei who made me have some sympathy, or maybe it was the captain's passion that infected me, in short, this song seems to flow naturally from the heart, no need to compose, no need to think about it overnight. ”

"A good piece of music is never something that can be written deliberately. ”

"On Monday, May 29, the 5th year and 33 days of shipping, the weather was cloudy, and the sea area east of the Sea of Japan. ”

"Last night, the hull shook violently a few times, this situation has been commonplace in the Dragon Triangle before, and we will probably encounter the ghost ship again tomorrow. ”

"It's just dawn, and sure enough, I saw the so-called ghost ship again, I've been to the Lisha for so many years, this kind of shipwrecked ship has been seen at least three or five times, the destructive power of the storm in the Dragon Delta is amazing, no wonder there is a shadow in the heart of the first mate. It's just that after all these years, no one would ever think of boarding, but the captain seemed to be very excited today, and asked me to come aboard with him to rescue him. Could it be that there could be someone up there? Who should be rescued? This curious guy dared to get on the ghost ship when he saw it for the first time, and he was quite bold. ”

"Come back and prepare some first-aid equipment and medicine, I've never been on a ghost ship, I'm really curious, don't let me down, I'll talk about it later." ”

……

It turned out that Dr. Mu Lian recorded in detail in his diary various situations on the way back to the Lisha.

What a thoughtful doctor.

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There was a bang on the door to the infirmary, and several people peeked in and glanced at the people inside.

Ning Xiaoman subconsciously closed the diary and stuffed it under Wan Yongkun's pillow, Wan Yongkun opened his eyes and glanced at her in surprise, as if he saw a little panic in her eyes, so he stretched out his right hand and gently held Xiaoman's slender hand, which was as soft as boneless.

Director Guo stood up unhurriedly, walked straight to the door, and whispered a few words to the visitor.

"The drip is almost finished, you guys clean up, and we're ready to get off the boat. ”

The two looked at each other and did not speak. [.]