Chapter 063: In the world of great contention, the heart is ready to move.
The doors and windows were closed, and in the dimly lit room, Feng Ye lifted the thin blanket on his body.
Luo Yuqiang went out, the guards were also guarding outside, pretending to be asleep, he opened his eyes and sat up at this time, as soon as the thin blanket was lifted, his legs suddenly came into view, these legs looked no different from other people's on the surface, but only Feng Ye himself knew that his legs were numb, and he didn't feel anything even if he pinched him hard.
Thinking so, Feng Ye's hand slowly fell on his thigh, and he pinched it hard, trying to find a little vague pain, but still, his leg still didn't feel it at all.
Feng Ye's eyes flashed with disappointment, but then he took a deep breath and showed resoluteness.
He propped up the bed with both hands, slowly turned around, moved towards the side of the bed in an awkward posture, and finally moved to the side of the bed, he carefully moved his legs to the edge of the bed, looking at the ground, Feng Ye slowly let the soles of his feet touch the ground, and then, with a little force, let his feet step on the ground, but at this moment, his numb legs fell crooked without obeying the call, and his whole body rushed forward without support.
With a heavy "bang", Feng Ye fell heavily to the ground, a trace of suppressed despair flashed in his eyes, his fist slammed on the ground, and a low roar came out of his throat, Feng Ye's eyes instantly turned red.
No, he can't stand up, not only can't stand up, his legs and feet can't even use a little strength, it's not that he doesn't want to try, it's that he has secretly tried, but it's useless, it's useless, and he can't let such a cowardly and incompetent him fall in front of people, he can't stand up, he can't stand up for the rest of his life.
Feng Ye lay on the ground, and his elbows were injured when he fell, but he seemed to be unaware, and only wanted to go back to the bed by himself, he turned around and grabbed the edge of the bed, but his arms were weak and injured, and he couldn't drag his immobile lower body to the bed anyway, and he was sweating profusely on the side of the bed, and Feng Ye finally lay on his back on the ground in frustration.
A cripple is a cripple, and if it were possible, he would not want to say it.
But he is indeed a waste now, a waste who has fallen and can't get up......
Feng Ye gasped for breath, and suddenly, the closed door was opened by a hand, and a white light leaked in from the door, Feng Ye's body stiffened, and he turned around to look over, and at this look, Feng Ye saw a tall shadow standing at the door.
It turned out to be Shang Jue! Feng Ye exerted all his strength and sat up suddenly.
"What are you doing?!" While speaking, Feng Ye grabbed the edge of the bed hard, he was lucky in his heart, thinking if he could climb into bed by himself, but after a long time, he could only sit on the ground in vain and couldn't move.
Shang Jue didn't speak, strode in, walked in front of Feng Ye, copied him before he could react, and then turned around and walked out, Feng Ye was held by him with one hand, and struggled vigorously in a daze.
"What are you doing, where are you taking me?!"
Thinking that he was going to take him to the front yard to see someone, Feng Ye panicked all of a sudden, although he didn't cry or make trouble on the surface, but now he felt extremely inferior in his heart, but whenever he saw someone, he must take a blanket to cover his legs, and the seats should be ready, now Shang Jue took him out, just put him on the ground, and his embarrassed and incompetent appearance will be revealed.
Feng Ye hated it in his heart, raised his hand and grabbed Shang Jue's clothes, "Let go of me, let go of me! What are you doing......?"
was shouting, and suddenly found that Shang Jue's feet turned, and he was about to leave the house, Feng Ye was stunned for a moment, and saw the horses at the door in the distance, and Shang Jue strode to the horse with Feng Ye in his arms, and put him on the back of the horse at once.
Feng Ye's legs were weak, he couldn't clamp the horse's belly at all, and since he woke up, he knew that he couldn't ride a horse, he was leaning forward and leaning back on the horse, but Shang Jue turned over and sat behind him, Shang Jue hugged him, pulled the reins, and said, "You haven't gone out to see it since you came to Anzhou, I'll take you out for a walk." ”
Sitting on the back of the horse again, and being able to go to see the scenery of Anzhou, this really diverted Feng Ye's attention, the anger in his heart was suddenly a lot lighter, and he came out, looking at the pedestrians on the street, Feng Ye naturally would not shout to attract the attention of others, in the past, he was flamboyant and wanton and not afraid of anything, but now his legs are crippled, but he knows introverted, and introverted to the point that he wants to retract into the dark and never let people see his legs.
The horse's hooves moved slowly, Shang Jue went all the way to the main street along the side road of the mansion, Feng Ye had expectations for Anzhou on the road, and when he arrived here, he saw the extremely bleak and lonely Anzhou City, and his heart sank suddenly.
Shang Jue didn't speak, only took him to a farther place, the more he went to the south of the city, the more miserable he saw, there were quite a lot of porridge sheds and shantytowns in Anzhou City, outside the porridge shed at this moment, there was a long queue, the team was mostly old and young, women and children, these people were ragged and yellow-skinned, and the children were even more ragged and hungry and thin, most of them were holding tattered small bowls, and their eyes were longing to look at the porridge pot not far away, as if the thin soup was delicious in the world.
Further on, we arrived at the shantytown, the shantytown is a makeshift dwelling, so simple that it can only shelter from the wind and rain, walking on the street, everything under the shanty is clear at a glance, passing through one small room after another, there is no shortage of many patients lying down, old and young, and even pregnant women, these people sleep in damp corners moaning because of their sickness, and do not know how long the shanty can last, what will happen if it rains heavily for several days, if it can withstand the heat in the summer.
An unspeakable despair spread in the south of the city.
Feng Ye's brows furrowed tightly, "What are you bringing me to see this, do you mean that others are also pitiful for me to come and see?"
Shang Jue raised his eyebrows, the horsewhip suddenly accelerated the speed of the horse, and the horse rushed straight towards the city gate, the speed was one, and the scenery on the side of the street was too late to see, and the city gate that had been closed in the past was also opened.
Shang Jue took Feng Ye out of the city gate, turned the direction and turned onto the path in the west of the city, there is a low mountain bag in the west of Anzhou City, Shang Jue took Feng Ye along the mountain bag all the way up, it didn't take long to reach the top of the mountain bag, the wild flowers in the mountains and fields in late spring are full of green grass, and from time to time you can also see the flying butterflies and chirping yellow birds, Feng Ye looked, and his eyebrows were also clear and happy.
Look further away, you can see the Minjiang River in the distance, the weather is fine, the Minjiang River is like a green belt meandering from the west of Anzhou City, but at this moment, there is another Ping Lake next to the Minjiang River, where it is the best hundred hectares of fertile land in the west of Anzhou City, because of the flood, now it has all been reduced to a quagmire deep lake, Feng Ye sighed.
"What are you taking me around this distance for?
Feng Ye's tone was stiff, with a bit of indifference, and a little bit of paranoia that rejected Shang Jue.
Shang Jue frowned, "All living beings are suffering, you are just temporarily inflexible in your legs and feet, just along the way, you should have also seen how the children of ordinary people live, you are better than them, and the most important thing is that I don't have much energy to inspire you now, your surname is Feng, you are the son of the Shu royal family, what you should care about is the national conditions of Shu, what you should see is the common people in the world, how hard it is for your sister to support Shu alone You should know, have you never thought of sharing it for her?"
Feng Ye was stunned, he thought that Shang Jue saw him fall and brought him out just now to stimulate his fighting spirit, but he didn't expect Shang Jue to have no meaning at all.
Feng Ye smiled bitterly, if it was in the past, he could indeed be, but now, he is already a wasted person.
"I ...... Now...... How do you share it for the second sister?"
Shang Jue snorted lightly, "Governing the family and country depends on your brains, not your legs, you are the only man in the Feng family, don't you want to share one or two for your sister?" Do you know that the country of Li and the Song State united with the Jin State, has broken the offensive of the State of Qi, and now half of the State of Qi has fallen into the hands of the State of Li and the State of Jin, and soon even the capital of Ho will be divided equally by them, the soldiers of the Yan State and the Shu State are fighting to the death in the north, the Zhao State and the Yue State are about to run out, every day there are countless soldiers die, every day there are new people to join in, the Great Yin is falling apart, the general trend of the world is changing endlessly, the empire of more than 200 years will collapse and collapse, the new regime is about to rise, such a world of great contention, you as a royal prince has no heart to fight?”
Feng Ye's throat was choked suddenly, for so many days, even if he had controlled himself to the extreme, not crying, not making trouble, and not being depressed, on the surface it seemed to be a lot more reassuring, but only he knew how he trapped himself in the square inch, how he lost his former spirit and hope, and Shang Jue's words opened his square inch.
"I ...... But I ......"
Shang Jue stuffed the horsewhip into Feng Ye's hand, "It's nothing, you have been gifted since you were a child, and your hands and brains are enough to guide the world, the world has begun to change dramatically, you have wasted a lot of time, and you have the best resources, as long as you want, you can become your sister's biggest humerus help." ”
Feng Ye's heart was hot, and Shang Jue said, "Shu is not as strong as you think, if you want to gain a foothold in the new world, Shu will have to go through a long time of tempering, and around you, the tiger is in the dragon plate, all of them are strong opponents who are ready to move, you have to be your sister's arms, be your sister's hands and eyes, so as to live up to her love for you in every way, and live up to your surname!"
Feng Ye's hand holding the horsewhip was trembling, and for a long time, his throat choked and his eyes were slightly red, yes, he still has hands and brains, how could he let his second sister support the precarious Shu Kingdom alone?
And more importantly, the new world is coming, for the sake of Shu, for his second sister, and for himself, he can't be a bystander who has changed dramatically.