469 Insomnia
All night, I sat in the little hall near the courtyard, facing a few desks and pen and paper, but I couldn't write a word.
I thought I had adapted to things that were not a clear conscience in terms of morality in my previous life, and I was prepared for what I would encounter on the path I had chosen, but now it seems that all my assumptions are vulnerable to reality.
Mother was reluctant to go to war, so the ministers quarreled for a long time, and she remained silent - the main fighter dissected the interests clearly and clearly, and there was reason and evidence, on the contrary, the reasons of the main peacemaker were so weak, I don't believe that my mother listened to so many arguments for so long, and she didn't care about it in her heart. The reason why she hesitated was not really hesitating, but waiting for her subordinates to figure out her mind and join the faction of the Lord and peace. The reason why she summoned me and Li Xuan was not really to ask us to discuss this matter, what she wanted was nothing more than an attitude of the Li family.
And this small attitude may allow the Turks to sit on the throne and write off the victory of the war against the Turks during his father's lifetime.
Mother naturally has her mother's reasons, and I understand her reasons, and I know that obeying her is the only way out, but sometimes there is always such an insurmountable gap between understanding and doing.
At dawn, there was a small commotion outside the door, and the sound came with a burst of food aroma, I looked up with some confusion, and saw the fairy fairy standing at the door looking at me in embarrassment, and it was not Ah Huan who didn't know when she arrived here, but a group of eunuchs brought by Ah Huan - the number of people was at least ten people away, the front few bent over, holding dishes and jars, and a few people in the back carried small tables, incense burners, and screens, snoring and drinking, and instantly squeezed the small hall door into a flood.
I greeted me with tears and laughter, and before I could say "sister-in-law", Ah Huan had already raised her chin, squeezed her eyes at me and said: "I looked for the screen you watched last time, but I didn't look like it, so I asked them to bring it over, you see, is it?"
I was stunned, glanced at the small screen with the picture of playing ball, and said with a smile: "That's it, thank you sister-in-law." Ah Huan raised his eyebrows and smiled, called "Buddha slave", this sound was like opening some kind of spell, those eunuchs who were shouting and drinking suddenly lifted things more vigorously inward, Ah Huan put one hand in his waist, stood by the door and called Buddha slave again and again, one is "careful side", the other is "don't knock the incense burner", Buddha Nu listened to her words, jumped forward and backward exponentially, shouted five and drank six, a group of people instantly lined up a few immortals aside, moved a few cases and other things on my original small couch, and put a few stoves, screens, pillows, and bowls, chopsticks, Saucers, cups, presented a pot of hot meat porridge, a plate of fragrant flax cakes, the porridge cakes were already annoyingly fragrant, put on a few, after the lid was removed, the aroma was scrambled to squeeze out, and in an instant it overflowed into the hall, hooking me very indecently swallowed saliva, a burst of screaming in my stomach, stroking my stomach, only to remember that I just sat all night, neither ate nor drank, and now I am very hungry.
Ah Huan was not polite to me, sat on the couch by himself, and served porridge by himself: "You are a good eye, that screen was originally my dowry, some masters have seen it, and said that it must be furnished according to the five elements of Qimen, it can strengthen the body and prolong life, if there is a slight mistake, it will be counterproductive." I didn't believe it, but some time ago I suddenly remembered this, and asked someone to put it in the dormitory, and within a few days, the old wound on my knee was much better. Therefore, I will just send someone to you for the things on the side, but this thing must be delivered in person, lest they don't understand, put it badly, and hinder you. I also saw your side hall, it is a good place, and it should be furnished. It will not be possible to move this thing until April, on a sunny and cloudless day, at the beginning of the hour, and you will catch up with it, do you say?"
I was amused by her serious nonsense, and couldn't help but smile: "The main thing is that my sister-in-law is clever, and when I think of it, I will immediately ask someone to send it, if it is delayed for a quarter and a half, it will be unfortunate." ”
Ah Huan smiled: "Yes." I couldn't help it, I jumped on the couch, sat down with her to eat, and the two of them ate a big pot of porridge and a large plate of cakes to eat cleanly, Fang Jue's stomach was comfortable, Ah Huan was not busy leaving, and ordered someone to light incense, saying that she wanted to study the Buddhist scriptures with me, I thought she was pretending, sending people away, and laughed next to her: "No one is here, you put it down." ”
Who knew that she said: "You are busy with you, I will not disturb you." "Spread the scriptures on a few while speaking, read quietly while reading, I saw her in a trance, and had to move the pen and paper, and look at her face to face for a while, still can't write a word, the weather is warm, the stomach is full, and the incense is so fragrant that people are distracted, I don't feel that my eyelids are heavy, my head is a little down, I wake up suddenly, and then look at Ah Huan, she is still reading her scriptures, listening to the movement on my side, paused for a moment, and raised her eyes to look at me: "What's wrong?"
I was embarrassed and said, "It's a little embarrassing." ”
She sighed, continued to read, I cheered up, picked up the pen and wrote a few words, more tired, a stroke of my hand, not only scratched my paper, but also threw it on her book, I looked at her anxiously, but she only rolled the book, and slapped her hand on the side of her leg: "Sleep." I crawled inside, lay upside down for a while, my eyelids were already sticky, listening to her chanting, suddenly there was a little clarity: "You heard that I haven't slept all night, and I came to urge me to sleep?
Ah Huan gently pressed his hand around my eyes and said, "Do you still need soothing incense when you look like this?"
I only smiled, took her affection, covered her hand with my hand, and generously told her what was on my mind: "A-Niang asked me to play and ask for peace." ”
Ah Huan was not surprised: "The prince also wrote a note this morning, please replace King Huaiyang and make plans." ”
I was stunned, pushed forward an inch, and looked at her with one eye: "You taught him?" Before I knew my mother's intentions, I also specially described the situation at the border in detail, just to let him know that our country's soldiers are well fed and have the power to fight.
Ah Huan shook his head, looked at me and smiled: "Do you still need me to teach him this? The king of Huaiyang is surnamed Wu, and His Majesty is also surnamed Wu, what does Your Majesty think, isn't it clear at a glance? Not to mention that if he is the main peace, but in the end he fights, it just shows that he is sympathetic to the Wu clan and has benevolence, which is exactly what His Majesty wants to see, and he will never be blamed for this, if he is the main battle, even if he really wins the battle according to what he said, what does His Majesty think in his heart? What kind of reputation will he have with the Wu clan? Although your brother is not wise and powerful, these interests and disadvantages can still be understood. ”
I pursed my lips and said nothing. Ah Huan put his hand on my eyes, forced me to close my eyes, and continued to press for me, while saying: "Don't be anxious, Your Majesty just cares about King Huaiyang, and he didn't say that he must not fight." Sun Tzu also said that soldiers are treacherous, and there is no such thing as either/or, or war or peace? You can sleep for a while, and go to discuss with Cui Mingde and them in the afternoon, maybe there is a way to compromise?" Her fingers always have an extraordinary magic power on me, just pressing lightly, I have forgotten many troubles, and slowly fall asleep.
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