When my mother saw my face, she didn't say anything to Shouli, but even beckoned him to her eyes and hugged him slightly. However, the nurse who kept the ceremony was caned for twenty in the end, just because Li Dan was the emperor - the emperor's dignity could not be violated, even if he was just a child who was not as good as Huangkou.

Fortunately, Shouli is young, and he doesn't understand the doorway here, he was coaxed by the palace people for a while, grinning again, smirking heartlessly, Li Dan made a fuss for a while, and then forgot about the matter, and I wanted to drag Shouli to play together, I was not angry, and I saluted him and his mother with Shouli: "Shouli is not sensible, staying here will inevitably collide with the holy car, or I will take him down." ”

Li Dan stood in front of his mother half-incomprehensibly, looked at me blankly, called "Sister", and turned back to look at his mother, who stretched out her hand to hold him and didn't let him come here, but beckoned to me, told me to come to her, probed me on my forehead, and said: "I know that you like him, just leave him to play with you for a while, don't stay too long, don't delay your recuperation." ”

I know that she is a loving heart, but I feel even more panicked, my Shouli is so lovely in my eyes, but in the final analysis, she is just the son of the king of the county, and my Ah Huan is the same as the side branch, no one cares.

I hugged Shouli out of the door, the little guy didn't know anything about the party, but he didn't see me for a long time, happily fluttering in my arms, he had really gained a lot of weight recently, only a moment to toss me out of sweat, I wanted to put him down, it can be seen that the attendants of the Hebi Palace came to persuade me first, and suddenly had a sullen breath, and carried Shouli back to the Qiyun Hall in one breath, and patiently played with him, until the little guy was tired, so he let people carry him to the side hall to sleep, and called the attendants of the ceremony: "When was the princess sick? How was your face okay when you saw her?"

These people really saw Ah Huan, and replied one by one: "I felt the wind when I was hunting, and I don't know if I invited someone to see it when I went back, but at that time, the seventh lady asked for a pill prescription from the monk medicine, and when the concubine saw it, her face was still good, and she said five or seven words, and only coughed slightly, and her clothes were changed according to the season, and she used an incense burner." ”

I just let go of my concern for Ah Huan, and I was afraid that Shouli and the predecessors would not be favored by the etiquette, and refused to serve wholeheartedly, so I called all the hands in front of him, and one person gave ten silks, and called the beaten nurse to him, first strictly warned her to be cautious in her words and deeds in the future, respected Li Dan and the children of the martial arts, trained her to tremble, almost cried in front of me, and then gently said a few words of encouragement, and specially gave her forty white exercises, and saw that everyone was obedient. If there are thousands of villains urging me to sleep, but as soon as I close my eyes, I can't help but think about a lot of things--Li Rui has been away from Beijing for half a year, I don't know what is going on now? What my mother asked me to see, I didn't finish reading it for half a month, and now I am sick, and when my illness is cured, will I be questioned? Quietly asking someone to send me a box of sparse excerpts, what is the reason, is it really to cultivate me, or to warn me? After all, his mother presided over a shooting ceremony, so on March 3, will the prime ministers oppose it again? King Huo is gone, Li is obviously dissatisfied with his mother, so many clan relatives are in one place, will they make trouble... Cui Mingde may not have been seen for a long time, his father and Li Sheng have been buried in the ground, and the temple has also been raised, and the scriptures have long been no longer copied, but I heard that she is still chanting Buddha with many monks and nuns in the palace city, and volunteering to pray for the first emperor, I don't know if it is really an unintentional dispute, or what is she thinking? Her grandfather Cui Qiao was recruited by her mother repeatedly and five times, and finally reverted to the spring official--that is, the former Ministry of Rites-Shangshu, and was given back the Wen brocade robe three times in one day. Jiamai, purple goldfish suits, extremely honored. Liu Yizhi seems to be very peaceful recently, and it is customary for the political affairs hall that the prime ministers take turns to draw and sign and take the lead, but he has repeatedly pushed back and conceded the matter to Pei Yan. Recently, the most authoritative person among the prime ministers is Pei Yan, not only is he noble, but his son is newly married to the daughter of the Lu family, and his daughter is newly married to the grandson of King Huo, which is really a family. If so, he will also be the prime minister, and I don't know which side he will stand on. In the past, I only thought he was pedantic and arrogant, but now I know that he is not only an old fox, but also the kind that has become a thousand years old, if he is facing his mother, I am afraid that a few Pei Yan may not be his opponents...

I used to make fun of Ah Huan when I slept well, laughing at her for not falling asleep at night, or often insomnia and dreams, which was really a mediocre self-disturbance, and now I know that once people pretend to be in their hearts, it is really "tossing and turning, sleeping and thinking about clothes", and turned over in bed for half an hour, in the end, I couldn't help it, got up in my clothes, and went to see the guard first- This little guy was put on the bed when it was upright, but this will have been sideways, tilting his head, stretching his legs, his hands wide open, drooling, halfway asleep, as if he had a dream, his legs twitched a few times, kicked and kicked, his eyes have not yet opened, and his mouth seems to cry, this palace is very empty, a cry is bound to alarm the mother, I hurriedly stepped forward to pick him up, patted gently, he looked at me half-open, vaguely shouted "A-Niang", found a comfortable position in my arms, and fell asleep by himself.

I was stunned on the ground for a long time before I remembered to give him to the nurse. When people left the side hall, they were even more in a trance, and they didn't know whether they were sick or happy. I thought that I would never have children in my life, no matter how much I like to be polite, I will not really regard him as my own child, but when he called him so, I felt that I was connected to him by blood - that was my child, my child and Ah Huan's child, Li Sheng, Li Bin, Li Rui... No matter how smart and noble their children are, they are also theirs, and they have nothing to do with me, only the observance is ours, and it is the unique heart and soul treasure of me and my Ah Huan.

I couldn't sleep that night, and I didn't want to be swayed by useless thoughts, so I asked someone to light the lamp, and took out the music from my mother under the lamp. Xu is because of the dead of night, no one disturbs, so people are extraordinarily sober relationship, before a rough look, half understand the essentials, at the moment, it seems straightforward, simple, at a glance.

Probably because of the turmoil after the abolition that year, my father and mother have been secretive about that confession. At that time, Li Sheng was in Beijing and Li Rui was not yet two years old, and I was not yet born, so I had no way of knowing what it was until my mother took the initiative to hand over the box to me.

These episodes are very complicated at first glance, and I have been reading them seriously for half a month, but I only have a slight understanding of the resumes and factions of the people involved, and I am still confused about the course of events. But once the father, mother, and courtiers are treated as separate factions, and then connected to the pattern of the court and China during the time of the first emperor, the stakes here are clear:

Father young succession to the throne, when the first emperor left the old ministers of the imperial government, by the constraints of others, but because of the rebellious heart, at the beginning of the queen mother suppressed, did not dare to go too far, the queen mother passed away, regardless of the opposition of the courtiers, the mother was set up as the queen, and then always, all the time, everywhere, everything for the mother to open the eyes, lest the ministers bully him is a young son of heaven, but also despise the queen he set up, at that time the mother also everywhere to defend the father, the father did not want to say, It's hard to say, it's the mother who is openly and secretly forced to put it forward, and the person that the father can't bear to deal with is the mother who draws the edict on behalf of the mother, and disposes of the father with the infamy behind his back, when the father is alive, the national strength is getting stronger, and it is inevitable that there will be the arrogant complacency, the heart of luxury and pleasure, afraid of the name behind him, and dare not put forward it himself, so he can only be replaced by his mother Zhang Luo, and by the way, the infamy will also be carried on his behalf, in short, all the dim, ignorant, and indulgent things are the fault of his subordinates and his mother, and his father, as the Son of Heaven, will never be wrong.

If you change to another woman, you will enjoy the honor of the queen in this life, carry the black pot for your father, be inviolated, and follow her husband and wife, you will be satisfied. It's a pity that my father met my mother.

The mother's ambition grew with her ability, and when it came to the event of this consecration, the clue finally appeared - she wanted to become Yaxian.

Before the matter of Feng Zen, my mother has always been a virtuous and generous queen, simple and thrifty, suppressing relatives, not showing jealousy, and obeying the holy will, even if it is to interfere in court politics, it is also under the acquiescence of my father, and it is just a matter of drawing on behalf of the Son of Heaven. In the discussion of sealing Zen, my mother used my father to suppress and divide the courtiers, and through the courtiers to provoke my father, and finally won this silent battle and became the second queen who had been enshrined in history.

What was in that box was not only the cause and effect of this Zen canonization, but also the first time that my mother tried to put her will on my father and courtiers clearly.

And she won. 166 Reading Network