Chapter 218: You Don't Have to Thank Me
There was an indescribable emotion between the man's eyebrows, like grief and self-deprecation.
"You're making it up to me, and you're making it up to me. ”
He twisted his arms and grabbed her wrists with both hands.
"It's like this every time, in the Chu family, in the academy, in the Xiao family, every time!" he stared at her tightly, they were so close that his chest was almost next to her.
Chu Xiaoyue was completely stunned, and subconsciously took a step back, but she didn't expect that Xiao Shiyu stepped over next step.
"Are you afraid that I will blackmail Entu to repay me? Do you think I want to cling to the Chu family? Or do you mean that in your heart, I am the same as Zhao Minbai and the like, and you have to draw a line with me to be at ease?"
The tall figure almost enveloped her, and in all directions was the clear breath of his body, in this small world, it seemed that even the river was silent, no longer gurgling, his eyes were both cold and hot, like the sun on the snow peak, like the karmic fire under the cold pool.
"What Zhao Minbai, how can you compare yourself with that kind of person. The first time she saw him so angry, she panicked, "You think too much, I don't mean that, I just want to do my best to make you get better soon......"
"I thought I had made it clear, but it seems that you still haven't listened, so I'll say it again. Xiao Shiyu paused, looking at her stunned expression as if he was frightened, thinking that his words were a little heavy, he couldn't help but close his eyes and sigh with some annoyance.
He opened his eyes, put his arm around her shoulder, and took a slight step back to look at her deeply.
"Everything I do, I voluntarily choose, you never owe me, and you don't have to do anything to compensate me. ”
The man leaned over slightly, just looking straight into her eyes, her eyes were clear, wet, like a fawn.
She was a little surprised, stunned.
"But ......"
"No, but!" Xiao Shiyu was categorical, "No matter what you feel indebted in your heart, now I tell you, all the debts have been written off!"
She has a stubborn temper and admits death, no matter how much she explains, it will not help, it is better to simply do it.
"1. Write off ......"
Hearing these words, I don't know why, she chuckled in her heart, and suddenly felt a little panicked.
It's as if they are about to lose so much of their connection.
All the bonds between them, in the final analysis, still start from the very beginning of the life-saving grace, if these connections do not exist......
Suddenly, wisps of pain appeared in the bottom of her heart, I can't tell whether it was sour or throbbing, and it surged up one by one, and gradually evolved into a burst of colic, as if there was a big hand that grabbed her heart fiercely.
The man in front of him has a clear and handsome face, and compared with when I first met ten years ago, his facial features are more sparse, angular and calm. If she could still calculate his every move clearly when she first saw him in the cave, and finally coaxed him to the Chu family and successfully won his trust, then now, she must admit that the growth of his heart and experience is no longer beyond her control.
This man is growing at an astonishing rate, and he is no longer the boy who needs her protection.
Over the years, she had deliberately avoided the thought of refusing to think about it, which had uncontrollably spread out in her mind.
Yes, she didn't want to admit it, in the deepest part of her heart, she was afraid.
I'm afraid he's growing up too fast.
Afraid that he doesn't need her anymore.
I'm afraid he'll transform into the big demon king she's been so fascinated by what she once reads.
Afraid maybe......
There was more to fear, and she forced herself to divert her attention and not think about it anymore.
"You say, I'm making amends to you, I'm ...... I just wanted to thank you, but I thought it was insincere to just say thank you, so I thought ......"
"Chu Xiaoyue, don't you understand, you don't have to thank me. ”
In his heart, the last thing he wants is her feelings for him, all of which are feelings of gratitude, gratitude, and touching, which are not only irrelevant, but will even take the feelings in another direction, and he absolutely, absolutely cannot allow such a thing to happen!
"How can you not thank you!" Chu Xiaoyue hurriedly said, "That's the power of the Yuanying Cultivator's self-detonation, you have a peerless hegemonic body, and you are still under such a big impact, if it weren't for you, maybe there would be no bones......"
"Nonsense. Xiao Shiyu couldn't hear her say this, "You have a midnight hairpin with you, how can you not have the power to protect yourself!"
"But it was too late at that time! Besides, you don't also have a Zhengyang Ring, why didn't you hide in it. ”
Xiao Shiyu was directly speechless, Yuan Ying blew himself up with such a might, and the reaction time left for him was only enough for him to make the only action, between mobilizing his mind to enter the space and hugging the girl in front of him, he could only choose one.
Chu Xiaoyue personally felt the huge power of the self-explosion, remembering the scene at that time, she was like a fallen leaf that was powerless to break free from the wind, so small, so insignificant, and remembered that so much impact and power all hit Xiao Shiyu's body, and her eyes immediately turned red.
"Xiao Shiyu, really, thank you for sacrificing your life to save me. The girl had a very nasal voice and lowered her head slightly, "Otherwise, even if I have a hegemonic body, it is impossible to stand here with all my beards and tails like this, but I see that your qi is all chaotic, shaken by the impact force, and there is a reverse current of spiritual power everywhere, which is really dangerous." ”
Xiao Shiyu couldn't hear her tone of being about to cry at all, and what she originally wanted to say turned into comfort, "You, don't cry, I'm fine, really, I'm not reckless, I know it in my heart." You don't have to worry about that, it was a dangerous situation, and what I did was what I was supposed to do. ”
Chu Xiaoyue shook her head and tried her best to control her emotions, "There is nothing in this world that should be, I know that you came to the rescue because I was once kind to you, but the monk should be self-preservation, and obsessing over grievances and hatred will inevitably affect the Dao heart, I don't want you to be trapped in it, I saved you, but you also saved me and helped me a lot." ”
He said she was making amends, wasn't he himself?
She took a deep breath, forced back the tears in her eyes, and looked up at him, "We met when we were young, we have walked all the way, and we have experienced life and death, this is not a good account, if you want to calculate it clearly, I am afraid that it will take three days and three nights." ”
Her earliest rescue was originally for a purpose, and this incident has become a thorn in her heart.
The more he treated her like this, sacrificing his life to save her, the more she felt ashamed of herself, and the more she wanted to be doubly good to him and repay him.
She didn't know if it was compensation, maybe it was, but she just wanted to be nice to him.
"Really?"