The fourth, fourth, and fourth rounds of Qin Bin's illness

Qin Bin read out those three words, those three words seemed to be three hammers hitting his heart hard, making his heart sore and painful, he sighed, lowered his head, bit his lip, and let the pain in his heart pass, but the pain was so profound, for more than ten years, he has been thinking all the time that he should forget the name, forget the person who has this name, forget that unforgettable feeling, but when has he forgotten?

He had tried very hard not to mention the name, it was not easy not to mention it, but it was almost impossible to do it if he didn't want to. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoToday, the name that has been held back for more than ten years came out of his mouth, as if he had been cut three times from his heart.

After a long time, he slowly opened his mouth again and said in a low voice: "Since then, although we have not seen each other every day, we have missed each other deeply in the days of separation, and our feelings have become deeper and deeper. We have been dating for three years, and Lady Hong said that she wanted to marry the two of us, of course I was very happy, but I have no relatives now, only Master. I told her that I would go back to my hometown to worship my grandfather and father, and then go up the mountain to tell my master, and then go up to Minshan to marry Chunfang.

"However, when I went up to the mountain to see Master, I fell ill that day, and the illness was fierce and crazy, and Master checked the medical books and pharmacopoeias, and kept giving me such and such medicines, and it took ten whole days for my illness to be relieved, and after a month, I was able to walk freely. I remembered Chunfang, so I told the master that I wanted to say goodbye, but the master said that my illness had not been cured and would not let me go down the mountain. I had no choice but to be patient and listen to Master's words and stay on the mountain. ”

"Another month has passed in a blink of an eye, and this month, I am living like a year, anxious, and worried about Chunfang who is waiting for me to get married. I felt that my illness had been cured and my health was as good as ever, so I asked Master to go down the mountain, but Master still wouldn't let me go. ”

Qin Bin froze, his eyebrows were locked, his eyes were a mixture of distress, pain, self-blame and helplessness, he gritted his teeth, cold sweat had broken out on his forehead, but he didn't want to move, he didn't want to say anything, just sat dumbfounded, thinking about the heart-wrenching tragedy that happened a long time ago but still seemed to be in front of him.

Long Jing didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

I don't know how long time has passed, the room is silent, and there are more drums on the street, three watches!

Long Jing exhaled lightly, looked at Qin Bin, stood up, and said, "Qin Daxia, it's late at night, you rest early, let's talk again tomorrow." ”

"No!" Qin Bin immediately said, "You sit down," he raised his head and looked at him: "I can't sleep tonight anyway, you can talk to me again." ”

Long Jing smiled and sat down, he was really willing to share his pain and sorrow, and the real reason for this matter had not yet been said, how could he leave. He looked at him silently, nor did he urge him, he knew that his words had been aroused, and the conversation was in full swing, and he would definitely continue to speak.

Qin Bin silently thought for a moment, and seemed to be in some kind of thought again.

"Qin Daxia," Long Jing couldn't help it, and asked: "Master Ling won't let you go down the mountain, it seems that he just doesn't want you to marry Jin Nuxia, does Master Ling have any grudges with the Minshan faction, so he doesn't want you to marry a disciple of Minshan?"

Qin Bin shook his head and said slowly: "No!" He turned his head to look out the window, slowly stood up, walked to the window, stared at the crescent moon on the starry sky, and said quietly, in a low voice: "Master didn't let me go down the mountain because of my illness, and I have never mentioned this illness to anyone." ”

He glanced back at him, "Today, I admit that you treat me so sincerely, and you are so enthusiastic to help me and Chunfang, then I will tell you the truth," he sighed and said as if he had made up his mind: "Master didn't let me go down the mountain, I asked him why, but he refused to say anything, so I also suspected that he had a grudge against the Minshan faction, so I went to ask him." ”

"Master said, 'I'm nearly 100 years old, and I can't let go of any grievances. I have nothing to do with the Minshan faction, and it's not that the teacher won't let you get married, but that you can't get married yourself. ’”

I asked why, but Master told me that I was suffering from an incurable disease, and that when I got sick, I was like crazy, foaming at the mouth, and I could bite people to death. Although the symptoms of this disease are dangerous, but it does not kill people, but the sick person will not live long, and what is more terrible is that this disease is hereditary, that is to say, if I marry and have offspring, my children and grandchildren may suffer from this disease, so I must not marry a wife and have children. ”

He walked back, sat down again, sighed and continued: "After listening to Master's words, I was really in pain, and I ran out like crazy, running and screaming all over the mountains until I was exhausted. I hope I'll die of exhaustion, but I can't die, and when I wake up and calm down, then I think seriously for three days and three nights, and finally decide to give up on her, I can't hurt her for the rest of my life. ”

"I knew in my heart that I couldn't see her again, and if I did, I wouldn't know what to do. Therefore, I decided to write to her, and naturally the letter should not contain the truth, otherwise she would not be able to bear to leave me, she would not give up, and she would come to me in every possible way. ”

So I wrote that on my way back to my hometown, I met a beautiful and moving woman, and I fell in love with her at first sight, and I could never forget her, and I decided to take her to seclusion in the mountains, and asked her to choose another young hero with both talents and good looks. I deliberately wrote the letter with great emotion, just to make her despair of me, hate me, and forget me, even though my heart was like a knife and a needle prick when I wrote it. ”

"I knew she would believe what was written in the letter, because I had promised to meet in Minshan within a month, but now that three or four months have passed, and I have not heard any news, she naturally suspects that the marriage has changed. However, I was still afraid that she would come to me, so I did not dare to find someone near my residence to bring a letter, so I quietly came to Minshan, found someone at the bottom of the mountain to deliver a letter to her, and then I immediately returned to the mountain. ” javascript:

"Master decocted medicine for me all day long, but when my illness did not occur, there was nothing to do, and once I had a seizure, I trembled violently, foaming at the mouth, I didn't know what to do, and sometimes I bit wildly, and I would bite things when I saw them, and I would bite people to death. ”

"Later, I thought that when a person lives in the world, he always has to leave something behind, and at the worst of all, he must leave behind his descendants. I am destined to leave no children and grandchildren in this life, so why can't I use what I have learned to do something for the world? I told Master what I thought, and Master was very happy that I could face it, but he was afraid that I would never recover. After that, I began to practice medicine outside the home for many years. ”