202 There are no secrets

Chinese The yacht is slightly undulating with the waves, and the salty sea breeze makes people feel refreshed; Zhang Xian and Zhu Jiarun went to sea again, and the fishing rod was set up.

Watermark Advertising TestWatermark Advertising Test doesn't need to care so much at all, it's naturally best to have a fish on the bait, if you don't have a fish, you don't need to care, fishing is only secondary, Zhang Xian and Zhu Jiarun don't care about that at all.

The two people who snuggled together didn't say anything, just quietly enjoying the beauty of the moment.

Even though the two of them have been together for a long time, they have never felt bored, and both of them enjoy the time spent snuggling together, because they both know how rare it is.

Hungry, Zhu Jiarun immediately ran to open the picnic basket, the two of them still made some preparations for going to sea this time, and planned to spend the night at sea, so they had to prepare relatively well, and they definitely needed to prepare some for delicious food and drink.

"Tuna sushi?" Zhang Xian asked with some curiosity,

"Let's make it delicious first, where did you get it?" Zhu Jiarun smiled, picked up the sushi and handed it to Zhang Xian,

"If you have money, it doesn't matter if the sushi restaurant is in Africa. Knowing that I was going to sea today, I prepared in advance. The sushi was prepared, there was a bottle of red wine in the barrel, and we were going to have a big meal at sea today, and I prepared a lot of delicious food. Zhang Xian rinsed his mouth simply, although he is not a particularly particular person, but he must also admit that Zhang Xian is no longer so innocent now, and sometimes he still needs to be a little more particular.

It's not about looking high-end, it's about savoring the beauty of it, about enjoying the pleasure of these delicacies.

The two of them started a big meal on the deck, sushi feast, tuna sushi, probably the best bluefin tuna, and chose the fattest belly of the fish.

Zhang Xian and Zhu Jiarun still prefer some fatty parts, which is in line with their appetite.

"I suddenly felt sorry for you. Eating delicious sushi, Zhang Xian suddenly said,

"In the past, you followed me to suffer. Not to mention living in a small house, cosmetics can't be afforded. The money we make in a month can't make you buy a better cosmetics and make your best time so embarrassing. Zhu Jiarun put down the sushi in his hand and said to Zhang Xian,

"Husband, that's not your fault. If it weren't for you, I'd be worse off. Or maybe I'm a little better materially, but I don't feel happy or happy. ”

"Can't dress up, relax, travel like a normal girl, there are no two houses that belong to us. Zhang Xian smiled bitterly, a little frustrated,

"I think I'm a failure, I want to be with you, I want to work hard with you, but I'm not good enough. The simplest affluence can't be done, not to mention, and it also makes you feel pressure, financial pressure, all the time. Zhu Jiarun looked at Zhang Xian and said seriously,

"Husband, I admit that many people think that material life is very important, and I also admit it. However, I have been through a few things, so I know that material life is not everything. And you've done well enough, and I'm enjoying working hard with you. Zhang Xian smiled and didn't say anything more, but he couldn't talk about how much he looked down on himself, or how guilty he was.

I just feel like I could have done better, I just feel like I could have worked harder. Looking back now, Zhang Xian feels that he really didn't take the initiative and worked hard enough, or that he worked too late.

He only thinks about working hard when he encounters great pressure, and he only thinks about fighting hard when Zhu Jiarun encounters a problem.

Looking at Zhang Xian, Zhu Jiarun didn't say anything more, she never complained about Zhang Xian, whether it was now or 'before'.

It is true that the lives of two people now are much richer, which was unimaginable 'before'. But she knew that the 'former' Zhang Xian was just an ordinary person, he had done the limit of what he could do, and he didn't have the slightest reservation.

Sometimes you can't just look at how much money you make, Zhu Jiarun knows that Zhang Xian is not a business elite and doesn't make much.

But Zhang Xian was willing to give her all his all, and Zhang Xian was willing to fight for her life. As for some of the elites she knows, those people may be able to bring Zhu Jiarun some material wealth, but they won't give her everything.

For the same 1,000 yuan, Zhang Xian took out all of it, while some people took out only a drop in the bucket.

Zhu Jiarun felt that what she liked was all, and it was Zhang Xian's unreservedness. Because she knows this man's feelings for her, because she knows that this is a person who can be relied on, even if it is temporary hardship and temporary material life is a little embarrassing.

But emotionally satisfied, although financially embarrassed, and the work is hard, but happy.

Snuggled in Zhang Xian's arms, Zhu Jiarun said softly,

"Husband, although society is becoming more and more impetuous and materialistic, I am willing to believe in love. Many people say that husband and wife are birds of the same forest and fly separately when disaster strikes, but I believe that whether it is poor or rich, whether it is health or illness, true love will not care about these. Zhang Xian also laughed, but didn't say anything more, just listened to Zhu Jiarun continue to say what was in his heart.

"Husband, I thank you very much. For you can share my sorrows, give me hope, give me comfort. We don't make much money, we don't have any money. But I think those hours with you are the happiest, I know that life is not only about working and making money, there are many beautiful things and people to cherish. Zhu Jiarun hugged Zhang Xian tightly, saying what was in her heart, and the two of them had a rare chat about some things.

"I belong to that kind of family with better family conditions and good academic performance, including beautiful looks. So I can also say that my eyes are above the top, my dream when I was a child was that my crush must be a hero of the world, and I think my boyfriend must be a handsome guy with good grades, and he is Prince Charming. But when I grew up, I knew that life is not a fairy tale. Zhang Xian was a little funny, looked at Zhu Jiarun and said,

"Then with me, you were disappointed at first, right?"

"I'm not disappointed, not at all!" Zhu Jiarun didn't smile, but said seriously and affectionately,

"Because I didn't know anything when I was a child, I believed in fairy tales, but when I grew up, I knew reality. Prince Charming is not for me, what I like is a person who is affectionate and righteous, who can share ups and downs, and who can give everything for me. "Hugging Zhu Jiarun, Zhang Xian didn't say anything more; the 'before' thing, that is basically impossible to go back, Zhang Xian didn't think about reminiscing about the bittersweet or deliberately seeking the 'before' state.

Because there is no such need, Zhang Xian cherishes his current life and cherishes the time when he and Zhu Jiarun can be together now.

Those things that have been experienced 'before' will make the feelings of two people deeper, because they have experienced hardships, because they have been tested, so they will understand that life is not easy now, so they will cherish each other more.

Looking at the starry sky on the sea, this is a romantic thing, and two people who love each other are actually more romantic together, which is also how Zhang Xian and Zhu Jiarun feel now, they enjoy the beauty of the present.

Zhu Jiarun, who was a little cold, wrapped himself in a blanket and suddenly asked softly,

"Husband, you've been dreaming these days, right?"

"Well, I had a dream. Zhang Xian didn't hide it, this matter about his dream was not a secret to Zhu Jiarun,

"It's been a long time since I've dreamed, but this time I've dreamed a little bit, so I'm a little sentimental and looks pretentious. Zhu Jiarun didn't laugh because of Zhang Xian's self-blackening, because she felt that Zhang Xian had something in his heart, and she knew that there must be some reason for Zhang Xian's sentimentality.

Because Zhang Xian is usually a heartless character, he is not used to sensationalism.

"Husband, what kind of dream did you have?" Leaning on Zhang Xian's arms, Zhu Jiarun was a little worried,

"If you have anything on your mind, don't do everything alone, it will be very tiring. Zhang Xian kissed Zhu Jiarun, laughed, and was also distressed,

"I'll be happy if you cry less in the future, there are still a lot of good things in life, and there are a lot of things to look forward to. It's just a temporary difficulty, and there is no threshold that cannot be overcome. Zhu Jiarun was stunned suddenly, and suddenly hugged Zhang Xian tightly; she reacted, although Zhang Xian was an understatement, but she knew some things, she knew that she was not a character who liked to cry, and she had the impression that the number of times she cried in front of Zhang Xian was pitiful.

And the reason for the real sadness of crying may be the moment when he and Zhang Xian were completely separated.

"I am especially grateful to my father-in-law and mother-in-law, although I know that they don't like me, they all know that you are very tired and miserable with me. But they didn't force you, they didn't say let's separate. Zhu Jiarun looked at Zhang Xian and said seriously,

"I also know that if it weren't for me, you might not have to be so tired, you could live an ordinary, peaceful and stable life......" Zhang Xian hugged Zhu Jiarun, so that she didn't have to say any more,

"I died, and you came back to me. It's good that we know some things, we don't have to worry about the previous things in the future, we can manage our current life well, enjoy the time we are together now, and grasp the present is the most important thing. Zhu Jiarun smiled and nodded, although tears couldn't help but flow, but she knew that Zhang Xian knew her biggest secret.

Maybe Zhang Xian doesn't remember all the things 'before', but it doesn't matter, because as long as Zhang Xian wants to know, she will tell him.

The reason is very simple, Zhu Jiarun doesn't want to be so rational and doesn't want to hide it from Zhang Xian, there is no need for that at all, because they just know a lot of things.

Because this pair of bitter mandarin ducks has experienced a lot of things, they can give everything for each other. Cat flutter Chinese