Chapter 4, 5, 7 See you again

The fourth, fifth, and seventh times met again

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Qin Bin stood there, staring at the door, not knowing what he was thinking in his mind, for a long time, he raised his hand, wanted to knock on the door, and lowered his hand weakly. He sighed softly and continued to stare at the door, for more than ten years, he had been trying to forget her, but when did he forget her?

Life is originally so mysterious, and the word "love" has puzzled many men and women! Love is not easy, and forgetting is not easy. He loves her, but he has to leave her, how can the pain and helplessness be explained? Who can know? The deeper the love, the deeper the pain, and the deeper the thought, the deeper the love.

For more than ten years, he endured not to inquire about her, suffering the intense pain and helplessness in his heart, forcing himself to forget her, but how could he forget it?

Now he stopped outside her door, only a door away from her, and as soon as he knocked lightly, he could meet her face to face, but he hesitated, has she changed? is still the same? what will happen to her when she meets? angry, scolding him, not seeing him, or she no longer loves him, or she has a new home of her own, or...... Oh, no matter what, it's always time to face her.

Finally, he gritted his teeth and raised his hand to knock on the door twice.

"Who?" asked a familiar and distant voice in the door.

He only felt a tightness in his heart, two waves of heat rushed straight to his eyes, he had to hold back not to shed tears, swallowed deeply, did not answer, raised his hand, and knocked on the door twice.

In a moment, the door opened, and a familiar and unfamiliar face appeared before me, and the expression on that face was so shocked and so incredulous.

Jin Chunfang opened the door and saw the person outside the door, she couldn't help but beat wildly in her heart, thinking it was an illusion, thinking that she had seen it wrong, she sighed slightly, closed her eyes, and then opened her eyes, looking directly at the wooden man at the door!

Xin's long body, scarf and blue shirt, silk pants and shoes, sword eyebrows and sideburns, dark and deep eyes, elegant demeanor with a bit of bookish atmosphere...... Though time had carved its mark on his face, though the light frost had stained his sideburns, though the pride of the day had turned into the composure of middle age, though ...... In spite of so many changes! Although it has not been seen for more than ten years, this man has just burned him to ashes, ground him into powder, and turned him into mud...... She can still be recognizable at a glance!

For more than ten years, she has been thinking about the person she loves and hates!

This person, how could she not recognize it!

This person!Qin --- Bin!!07.18.

Qin Bin stood there like a stone pillar, looking at the woman in front of him without blinking, and the excitement at first sight was like a thunderbolt exploding in his body, blowing him into tens of thousands of pieces. It took a long time for the fragments to gather again, and he regained his vision and vague consciousness.

He still had in his heart the way she had been when she was younger, and now he stared at her in such a way that he could hardly believe his own eyes, the faint crow's feet at the corners of the eyes, the bridge of his nose that was still straight, the slightly emaciated chin, and only the burning enthusiasm in the eyes that opened in surprise allowed him to find her as she was.

He exhaled, stabilized his excitement, and tried to make his voice steady and natural: "All these years, are you okay?" He didn't know how he could ask such a sentence, which seemed so casual, so relaxed, and so plain.

Are you okay all these years?

She was stunned, is this asking her?

Is she okay?

She also wanted to ask herself, how have you been okay all these years? But how should she answer?

Is it good? Not good? She doesn't know if she's good, she doesn't know if she's bad, and she never thinks about it.

Back then, he said that he would go back to his mentor and then come back immediately to marry her.

So, with the longing and fantasy of a girl, with the sweetness and shyness of becoming a bride, she misses him all day long, looks forward to him, waits for his figure, she looks forward to it, lives like a year, she always remembers those waiting minutes, seconds, days and nights, it will become so long and unbearable! In the first days, she was counting the days with a sweet, happy, and romantic mood, thinking that every day that passed, it would be close to the day of meeting, how wonderful and happy it was. However, the more she became more and more uneasy, and she did not know what she was worried about.

For the first time in her life, she knew that time would cut people's hearts like a sword, so she looked forward to it with a feeling full of physical and mental pain, gains and losses.

He was gone for months without a sound!

She was terrified, she was uneasy, she was afraid that he was hurt, sick, and misfortune, and she wanted to go to him, but she was afraid that as soon as she left, he would come back, and she was afraid that they would miss on the way, so she persuaded herself with all kinds of reasons and waited patiently. When she finally waited for his news, what she was waiting for was a heartless letter!

Desperate letter!

She had thought of all sorts of reasons for his postponement, but she had not thought of the most painful, deadly, desperate, and unbelievable reason! He would not even meet in person, but only had a letter brought to him. Or maybe he didn't want to see her again, she barely remembered how she felt when she first heard the news.

However, she still remembered every sentence in the letter, didn't he meet a woman who fell in love at first sight? Didn't he change his mind? Didn't he live in seclusion in the mountains with his bosom friend? So, what did he come to do? What else did he want to do? She didn't know that he didn't know her current situation, but she thought that she had heard some news from him from time to time to save the world, and he might have known that she had been alone. So, what did he come to do? to laugh at her? Or did he want to see how old and ugly she had become so that she couldn't get married? Or did he come to laugh at her infatuation? to laugh at her stupidity? to laugh at her indelible affection for him?

"Me?" Thinking of this, she said in self-defense, evasion, and coldness, "Very good!" She sneered, her voice became colder, and even she couldn't believe it was her voice, "What are you doing here? You are tired of living like a fairy couple, and you want to go down to the mortal world? Do you want to see the pain of mortals? I am not in pain, did I disappoint you?"

He shook his head wordlessly, feeling as if there were tens of thousands of needles pricking in his heart.