Volume 1 - Shannan Chapter 85 Schizophrenia
"Are you out of love? or have you been dug into a corner?"
Hu Dezheng is very smart, she knows the content of that book, and she knows that no matter what story a writer makes, he will inject a lot of his own emotions, as is the case with Zhou Xiaomi's "The Third Party".
Zhou Xiaomi shook his head, his eyes were empty.
"Do you know why I'm the way I am?" said Hood, pointing to his chest, his fingers paddling along the water, showing his demeanor.
is worthy of being a character in his pen, Zhou Xiaomi sighed in his heart that Hu Dezheng was portrayed perfectly, this must be released, and not many big people must be harmed.
"Why?" asked Zhou Mi with interest.
"Because of you. ”
Hood was crawling in front of Zhou Xiaomi, poking at her heart, and said again, "Because of you."
This is Zhou Xiaomi's turn to be surprised, not to mention that he has the ability to do any ghosts and supernatural things, even if he has, then he has to have time, Lu Yi trapped himself in this "golden house", eating and drinking without worry, but the simplest freedom has become the most desired thing.
Zhou Xiaomi pointed to himself, although he could accept that such a supernatural thing happened quietly around him, but it was still not possible to blame it on himself.
I still read a lot of books, why do you take these ghost merits for yourself, do you accumulate yin virtues for yourself?
"I didn't do anything. Zhou Xiaomi waved his hand.
"You're doing it, you've got me. "Hood is poking at the place of the heart.
"Because of you, that's why I am, because of love. Hood continued.
"Love, we?", Zhou Mi seemed to suddenly remember something, quickly stood up, wrapped a bath towel, and left Hu Dezheng alone.
I almost forgot that there is nothing wrong with girlfriends taking a bath together, but Hu Dezheng's character is a Lala.
"You have to admit that you do love me, and without that love, I wouldn't have taken on human form. Hood was muttering to himself.
In the corner that Hu Dezheng didn't see, Zhou Xiaomi clenched his fists and endured the impulse in his heart.
She doesn't have any thoughts about her girlfriend, but she does fall in love with an incredible character, she has no substance, no warmth and emotion, and even only a name.
She gave her the best skin, gave her the best fate, and in order to make the name valuable, she did not hesitate to sacrifice hue to flatter those publishers, wanting the world to know her story, but in the end, she was deceived and had to count the money for others.
Hood is like a little girl's doll, her parents are busy with work, and the doll that has been with her since childhood is like a sustenance, accompanying her to grow up, cry, and then become strong, although she is in the office during the day, she still has to hold the doll to fall asleep when she returns home.
Zhou Xiaomi needs Hu Dezheng, and when she is lonely and helpless, her Hu Dezheng is her spiritual sustenance.
Her love for Hu Dezheng is by no means simple.
But at this moment, a real Hood is appearing in front of him, and it really takes courage to face it.
The only thing Zhou Xiaomi knows is that he loves Hu Dezheng deeply, as if he is loving himself.
"Doctor Lu, you help me, I really can't get rid of it, I've been dreaming of her for several nights, I really suspect that something is wrong with my nerves. ”
"Okay, Miss Zhou, don't worry, let's make an appointment, let's meet tomorrow afternoon to talk, okay? ”
"Okay, I'm stable, I'll see you tomorrow. ”
"See you tomorrow, Miss Zhou. ”
The woman heard the busy tone on the other end of the phone, put down the phone, covered her head, and her expression was very painful.
The sample book printed by the publishing house next to him was picked up and put down by himself.
Hu Dezheng is like a perfect lover, although she is still virtual, but Zhou Xiaomi's dependence on her is difficult to hide, relying on imagination, she has simulated the life she has spent with Hu Dezheng.
The pure and beautiful Hood seemed to have turned into a demon, haunting Zhou Xiaomi's side, relying on her inseparable breath to entangle her.
A woman who has grown up can already throw away the doll, although she is in tears, but at least, she can comfort herself to sleep at night without the doll, but Zhou Xiaomi can't, Hu Dezheng is already deep in the depths of her soul, and she can't get rid of that stubborn bone.
"How lonely do you think I have to be to fall in love with someone who doesn't exist?"
"What should I do? Dr. Lu, you must help me. ”
"Doctor Lui, Doctor Lu~"
Zhou Xiaomi fell aside, still holding more than half of the beer in his arms, muttering to himself.
Symptoms like Miss Zhou's are actually not uncommon, Lu Yi has been a doctor for so many years, and he has seen strange things, and he can stack a truckload.
is like those adolescent teenagers, hiding in the quilt and looking at the Internet celebrity faces in the mobile phone video, saying "Brother loves you, the plane will give you." ”
You can't say perverted, it's a simple psychological need, even if the other person is just living in the virtual world.
Otherwise, you can't explain the otaku who are intoxicated at Hatsune Miku's concert, you think they are full of abstinence and irrepressible desires, but in fact they are just to satisfy their spiritual sustenance, and it doesn't seem to matter if their bodies can't keep up.
Therefore, Miss Zhou's fascination with that name is also completely understandable, you can't say that only between men and women is called love, feelings are originally defined by people, love happens to be one of them, those feelings that are not defined, and it can't be said that they are not worthy of love.
Same-sex feelings are still being poisoned in many countries, ethical issues are constantly brushing up on social news, and many things are resisted by a large number of people in this world, but you have to admit that it already exists and has been developed rationally in the eyes of many people.
No love is necessarily opposed.
And often, love can work wonders.
Lu Yi picked up his patient and took her home.
Compared with those madmen who are crazy enough to experiment on living people for scientific research, he just wants to observe his patient's condition and find more information according to clues.
Fetish complex, in fact, is very exciting, men will quietly steal women's underwear, will buy mountains of running shoes, etc., etc., etc., but this is not as good as Zhou Xiaomi, who is obsessed with a name to the point of mental condition.
Modern medical research has focused on psychological problems to a large extent, and he Lu Yi is very fascinated by this area, and it is not easy to meet a patient who can try to prescribe the right medicine.
After Lu Yi and Zhou Xiaomi lived peacefully for half a month, suddenly one day, Zhou Xiaomi called Lu Yi back from outside with a gloomy face.
"Do you love me?"
"Love"
"Can you help me, then?"
"What's wrong with you?
"I want you that me. ”
......
Lu Yi listened to Zhou Xiaomi's narrative and became more worried about her condition.
She really wants to fall in love with a normal person, fall in love like a normal person, get married and have children for the rest of her life, but Hood is completely trapped by her, she wants to try to get free, she wants to ask for help.
But this help is difficult to describe.
She wants Lu Yi to force herself to enter a relationship, and if the relationship can't, she can even start with her body.
You take a deep breath. ”
Zhou Mi did so and closed her eyes.
"Imagine yourself by the sea, the weather is clear, the breeze is warm, slowly, the waves crash on the soles of your feet, and then ......"
Lu Yi applied hypnotism to Zhou Mi in front of him, ready to listen to more thoughts about her.
After getting along for a long time, Lu Yi found that he was slowly falling in love with this woman, and for her treatment, he no longer just stayed on interest, he really, wanted to cure Zhou Xiaomi and make her normal.
"When I begged you, why didn't you tell me you were married. ”
Zhou Xiaomi lay in front of Lu Yi, still trying to break free of the hand he caught.
"I'm sorry. ”
Lu Yi was in tears and couldn't say anything more.
"Which one is real?" Yu Meng heard this, and couldn't help but have doubts in his heart, Zhou Xiaomi said that Lu Yi took her away, and now he said that he was her psychiatrist, what the hell is going on.
Split personality?
The woman lowered her head and sobbed slightly, and Yumeng was afraid that it would be difficult to get the truth out of her mouth.
But Xiao Lori, who has been following for a long time, knows, and hurriedly sets up the camera next to her and approaches Yumeng to explain.
"It's the doctor. "Little Lori.
Zou Zheng nodded slightly and turned to the woman in front of him, "Do you know that your condition is so serious?"
The woman was still sobbing, but she could raise her head and respond to Zou Zheng's question by the way, after all, in her eyes, Zou Zheng's deterrent power was still great.
"I don't know. I thought they were all real", the woman poked her brain, "I thought they were all real." ”
"So when did you know the truth?" Zou Zheng adjusted his sitting posture and continued to ask, his tone not softening.
"It was Hood who told me, and she showed me what happened next, and I found out. After the woman finished speaking, she was like a balloon that had swallowed her breath completely, and she leaked it.
There was a splash of water in the bathroom, and after a while, Hu Dezheng also wrapped himself in a bath towel and walked to Zhou Xiaomi, who had cleaned up.
With a wave of her hand, Zhou Xiaomi fainted briefly and fell asleep.
In the dream, all the scenes about Lu Yi reappeared in front of me, from making an appointment with Dr. Lu to forcing Zhou Xiaomi, all of them were different from what I had in my mind.
When it was completely destroyed, Zhou Xiaomi was in a dark, and echoes could be heard all around because of the shouting, but it was empty and empty, as far as the eye could see, nothing could be caught, nothing could be seen, even if it was empty, but it was very depressing, like something blocked in the throat, unable to swallow, unable to spit out, choked to the point that he couldn't help himself.
Slowly, I woke up from the dream, and a face came in front of her, it was Hu Dezheng.
Zhou Xiaomi didn't know what to do, the ghost sent the gods, and Mu Ne put his mouth up.
"I'm so scared. ”
"I'll help you. ”
Ever since Hood was dropping such a sentence that day, he had never seen her again.
She said that she would help me get rid of that man, that it would give me freedom, just like my love for her brought her back to life, and that she wanted me back.
Lu Yi also didn't come to trap Zhou Xiaomi's house for a while, and his real estate is not only where Zhou Xiaomi's is located, his wife is back, and he also needs to be a good husband in another place to maintain a warm little home.
"Husband, take down the tea upstairs, I'll have a friend come over later." ”
Linda called out to Lu Yi upstairs that the partner she had finally made an appointment with couldn't make any forks at this time.
"Jingle Bell~"
"The old man is here, I'll open the door, you can pour me some tea. ”
"It's coming, it's coming...... You're Ms. Hu?"
Linda looked at Kate at the door, her face full of disbelief, but for the time being, the woman politely invited Kate in.
"Well, please come in, Miss Kate. ”
Kate stepped on a pair of bright heels, step by step, walked into Lu Yi's house in a high-profile manner in front of Linda, took the tea poured in Lu Yi's hand in a daze, and sat comfortably on the sofa.
It's over, and he looks at Linda in surprise.
"Sit, you're welcome, I'm not welcome. ”
Obediently, this is more difficult than Susie and Jessica, what is the origin?
"May I ask what Miss is here for today?" Lu Yi couldn't help it at first.
"Mr. Lu spoke politely, it's your lover who is looking for me for something, in case you don't welcome it, I'll leave first. After Kate finished speaking, she was still in a posture to leave.
"Welcome, welcome, how could it not be. Linda was the first to explain.