Chapter 282 The Depth of Love
The second eighty-second time is the depth of love
She sighed deeply, lowered her eyelids, and looked at her hands holding the teacup: "I think that in the six months that we have been apart, he has met a lot of beautiful and beautiful girls, although he didn't say it, but Sister Ding told me a lot, like Shangguan Yongxian, Cen Mengjiao, Mu Jianping, Meng Chujun...... And so on, everyone is infatuated with him, and he is a person with great feelings. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
She didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at him, and there was a throbbing pain in her heart, "So I thought: I'm just a small and insignificant little girl, an insignificant poor girl, and I'm so insignificant in front of those noble, beautiful, and talented young ladies, I ......"
She sighed deeply, raised her head, and looked at him with infinite sorrow: "Do you know? Shaoqiu, they are really much better than me,"
Her voice was full of helpless desolation: "Let me tell you, Sister Cui'e not only grew up with his childhood sweetheart, but also the daughter of today's Prime Minister, she and Brother Jing are married, and she is his rightful fiancΓ©e;"
"And that Cen Mengjiao is the leader of a big gang; Shangguan Yongxian is also the palace master of Taihu Ziyan Palace; and Mu Jianping is the little county lord of Nan'an County in Yunnan. Not only are they beautiful and smart, but they are all daughters with status and status, and I am nothing. β
She lowered her eyes and sighed, "Alas, I was thinking, or he had no pity for me, but no enthusiasm, or maybe he just couldn't bear to refuse, or maybe it was time for me to leave him, I don't know, I really don't know......"
She held her head in her hand as if it was about to split: "He said: He must not tolerate a snarky woman! He has begun to hate me! He has begun to look down on me! I have no place in his heart!" She looked up at him sadly, her eyes full of tears: "Am I really disgusted to this extent?"
He reached out and pressed her hand on the table, and held it tightly, took a deep breath, and was very annoyed in his heart: that damn Lu Longjing, he has treasures but doesn't know how to cherish them, why should she be infatuated with him? He really wanted to grab him and beat him up.
He sighed secretly, but, no, he wanted to be fair, he said he would give her a fair opinion, he couldn't add fuel to the fire, that was despicable, he would never do that!
"Frost," he smiled hard, looking at her, his eyes warm, sincere and kind, and said softly, "don't worry like that, you're not that kind of person. β
He sighed lightly, lowered his eyelids, and said softly: "Maybe it's my fault, I was rude to you that day, and I made you feel dirty." Actually," he looked up at her again, and smiled at her, "you don't have to worry at all, it will never damage your innocence in the slightest, and he will never blame you for it." β
He said affectionately and softly: "Frost, please believe me! In the eyes of anyone, you are a good girl who is quiet and pure! Please believe me!"
"Then why does he hate me?" she asked sadly.
"He doesn't hate you," he thought for a while, and said slowly, "Let's take our time and analyze, okay?" Do you think he met some good girls, and he fell in love with them, and you said that they weren't, and he was angry, right?" He looked at her, saw her nodded, and said, "I think, he is not in love with them, he loves you too much, so he will be demanding of you." β
He sighed deeply, "Frost, you should know that every man is arrogant and conceited, and men have extremely strong self-esteem. β
"I think he must be a person with great feelings, and you also said that he resisted and begged for death for you, which is enough to prove that he loves you too much. He sees you as a confidant, so he thinks you should know him and trust him, but you think he's nice to another girl and accuses him of abandoning you for the sake of another girl, so he gets angry. β
He smiled and added, "As far as I can see, he is not angry because you are bad, but because you misunderstood him, doubted him, and distrusted him, which made him even more sad." As for,"
He looked at her deeply: "He is demanding of you and critical of you, and that's because of 'love and hate', he sees you so perfectly, and he loves you so deeply." He can tolerate other people's mistakes because he is generous and kind-hearted, and he can't tolerate your mistakes because he sees you as his closest person, a person who is one with himself, and he is the kind of person who will never forgive his mistakes, so he gets angry and loses his temper with you. β
He let out a long breath: "Frost, do you think I'm right?"
She still looked a little disbelieving on her face, and frowned slightly: "Really? You won't lie to me, will you?"
"How could I lie to you. It must be so," he nodded and said seriously, "I promise!"
"Really!" she smiled slightly, her eyes shone again, her face shone again, her voice lifted again, and her chest rejoiced: "That's true!" she also thought seriously and nodded, "That's right, yes, it must be so, he won't abandon me, he won't want me, he won't want me, he won't." β
He saw her so dazzling, he knew who her brilliance was from, and he couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart. He knew that he was jealous of him, of the man who had made her miserable and troubled for a while, and glorious and blissful for the next, and that he was going mad with jealousy!
He actually hated his own justice, why should he be so fair to help him say good things, he should let Frost hate him, he should let Frost abandon him, he should let Frost leave him, in that case, will he have a chance to get her? He lowered his eyes and whispered to himself softly: "I wish he would abandon you from now on!"
"What did you say?" she widened her eyes in astonishment, not understanding what he meant for a moment, her black and white eyes, with a blank bewilderment, looking at him blankly.
The gaze knocked him down, so calm, so unswerving, so pure, so selfless, so believing, so adoring! What was he doing? Was he tempting a girl who trusted him so much? A chill ran down his spine! You were despicable, you shameless! You were hateful! But every nerve tightened in his eyes, expecting it to be true.
"You want him to abandon me?" she looked at him in confusion, frowning, "Why? What do you mean?"
"Oh," he let out a sigh of relief, disheartened, and he took his eyes off her face, gritted his teeth, and said helplessly, painfully, "Ignore me, I don't mean anything." "His heart was tearing.