Chapter 165: Decision
"Mom, aren't you okay?" Song Yi was already dressed and waiting in the living room, his eyes kept glancing towards Su Ran's room.
"No, you wait two more minutes for Mommy. ”
"Mom, why do you need me to wait so long every time you go out?" Song Yi said and pulled his hand away, showing that it was so long.
"Because mom is a girl, girls always need to dress up when they go out. Su Ran still lowered his head and sorted out the things that Song Yi might need later.
"Why do girls dress up when they go out?"
"Because that's how it looks good! Xiao Yi doesn't want her mother to be disgraced, right?"
"But my mother is not disgraced, my mother is also the best looking if she doesn't dress up, much better than Lin Xiaoyue and her mother. Lin Xiaoyue's mother, Su Ran, has seen it a few times.
It is a woman who reveals that I am a local tyrant all over her body, but the most striking thing is not her dress, but the red that she paints her lips every day, coupled with a face covered with white powder, the effect is simply indescribable.
But every time I met Su Ran, she would say that she was so-and-so's fashion, and the lipstick she wore was so-and-so's new style, and when she was mentioned, Su Ran was not only tired but also tired.
"The little mouth is so sweet, but son, mom will discuss with you, okay?" asked Su Ran a little weakly.
"Mom, as long as you don't say you won't go to the zoo now, I promise you. ”
"That's just right, my mother just wants to tell you, can you not compare your mother with Lin Xiaoyue's mother in the future, my mother has a bad heart and can't stand it. Su Ran also learned from Song Yi's usual bitter face.
She usually tried all kinds of ways to hide from the people she saw, and if she heard her son mention the name again when she returned home, her scalp would be numb just by hearing the name.
"Why, what good can I do if I promise you, mother?" Song Yi rolled his eyes and said.
"You still mentioned benefits to your mother, have you forgotten who raised you so big?
Since this bear child said last time that she let herself do housework to earn pocket money, let him do something to benefit him, how can he continue like this?
"I know, I know, don't compare my mother with Lin Xiaoyue's mother, remember, my mother is really fierce, I saw Gu Che, go over to find him, Mom, you go slowly, don't worry. After saying that, the little ghost made a grimace at Su Ran, and rushed to the place where Gu Che was.
"Song Yi, why are you alone?What about your mother?Why hasn't you arrived yet?" Gu Che saw his little friend, and his first reaction was not to be happy, but to look straight behind Song Yi, anxiously looking for it.
"Hello Gu's mother, my mother is behind, Gu Che, how can we get over?' take the bus?" Song Yi asked Gu Che.
"I don't know, I'll ask my mother, you wait. After speaking, he walked on his little short legs and ran towards Gu's mother.
"Xiao Yi, why are you standing here alone?, what about Gu Che and them?" Su Ran saw Song Yi standing alone in the place where he had made an appointment with Gu Che's mother from a distance, and hurriedly ran forward and asked.
"Mom, I don't want to go to the zoo anymore. Song Yi lowered his head.
"Why don't you want to go all of a sudden?" Tell your mother, okay?" Su Ran pulled Song Yi to sit on the rest seat next to him, and took out a handkerchief to gently wipe his sweat for him.
"No, mother, let's go home, or wherever we go, okay?" I don't want to go to the zoo anymore, and I don't want to play with Gu Che anymore, I'll always be by my mother's side, okay?" Song Yi said with red eyes.
"Son, you are a little man, a man can't cry, now Song Yi's mother begs the little man to tell his mother that something happened, okay?" Su Ran vaguely felt in his heart that it should be related to Gu's mother.
It's just that at noon, didn't she already accept her gift and promise Song Yi to go play with Gu Che?
"Mom, I'm not a child without a father, am I?" Just as Su Ran was thinking, Song Yi suddenly asked.
"Of course, hasn't Xiao Yi seen his father? There are still photos of you at home, how can you suddenly say that?"
"Gu Che's mother said that she didn't let Gu Che play with me, that I was a child without a father, not a good child, and that my mother dressed so beautifully every day just to attract bees and butterflies, but Mom, obviously I have a father, why did Gu Che's mother say this? And what does it mean to attract bees and butterflies?" Song Yi asked with a bitter face.
His mother is good-looking, but is there anything wrong with this? Gu Che's mother is also good-looking!
"I'm sorry, it's all my mother's bad that makes Xiao Yi feel wronged. Su Ran bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying.
Since receiving the suicide note three years ago, Song Jinyan has really disappeared from her life, and repeatedly as the letter said, he has died honorably in the line of duty.
But she didn't believe it.
In his previous life until her death, Song Jinyan was alive and well, and he was promoted all the way, accompanied by confidantes who could match him, and it was the last time he saw him, if there was no accident, Song Jinyan would definitely be able to live for a few more decades.
But how could it be that in this life, she changed their fate a little, and they said that Song Jinyan was dead? Obviously, he also went to Kyoto to go to university like in his previous life, and then returned to the army, and the journey was safe and sound, how could he die when he went out on a mission?
So she has always been reluctant to believe and accept it, looking forward to receiving news about Song Jinyan again one day.
But now it seems that because of her stubbornness, it is the son she cares about the most who is hurt the most.
Because of her, he was talked about, and he was talked about because he didn't have a father.
Because of her, his friend's mother treated her like a thief, and she was afraid that her husband would say a word or two to her.
"Xiao Yi, let's not go to the zoo, mom will take you to grandpa's house, okay?"
"Okay!" Song Yi nodded, and let Su Ran take him on the bus to the direction of Su's house.
The second time I had contact with Su's father was when Su Ran gave birth five years ago.
At that time, she was pushed down by Song Jinyu and gave birth prematurely, and when she was sent to the hospital, the amniotic water had broken, and because the fetus was too large, Su Ran had a difficult birth.
The existing doctors in the hospital were helpless, and Aunt Liu had no choice, so she called the Su family for help through the hospital's phone, and finally Su Ran's mother and son were safe, and she also got in touch with Su's father again.
Because of her guilt, Su's father not only arranged everything for Su Ran in the hospital, but also knew that after Su Ran was admitted to university, he privately left the relationship to delay Su Ran's enrollment for one year, so that Su Ran could graduate today.
In the past few years, the relationship between Su Ran and Su's father has always been light, but because of Song Yi's existence, Su's father also visited their mother and son several times in his free time, but he took the initiative to find Su's father, which was Su Ran's first time.
She wanted to give herself one last chance, let Su's father help find out, whether Song Jinyan was alive or dead, she took Song Yi to stay in Haicheng and wait for him to return home, and when she died, she also wanted to take Song Yi to find his corpse, let him return to his roots, and then she guarded his life.
This life is the life she stole from, and it is also the life of only him!