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Wei Huan sighed and said, "It's the queen of heaven." ”
I was startled by her, and then I straightened up again, and then I looked at the figure of the person, wasn't it my mother? It's just that none of us thought that she would come out in person, so we didn't recognize her.
Wei Huan was very nervous, I could hear her heavy breathing every step apart, she straightened her body straighter than the palace wall, not at all like a person who had just been tortured.
When my mother got closer, I found that she was wearing her hair loose, and she was wrapped in a cloak similar to the one I was wearing, and she was wearing shoes, as if she was getting up at night—at this hour, she was still dressed and got up, and she must still be thinking of me in her heart, and my eyes immediately became hot, and I was about to shout "Ah Niang", but in the end, I held back, and when she came to her, she fell on the ground and saluted, saying, "The minister is peaceful and see the queen of heaven." ”
My mother slowly bent down, touched my head, and said, "Get up, is it cold?"
I can still hold back, but I feel that there is no place in the whole body that is not occupied by grievances, and when I want to get up, my legs are a little numb, so I simply threw myself into her arms and shouted "A-Niang", tears gushed out like spring water, all on my mother.
My mother hugged me, patted me on the back gently, and waited for me to calm down, then helped me up, and said to Wei Huan and a few people: "I will talk to Princess Changle." ”
Wei Huan and the two palace people walked away in acquainted with each other, and quietly went to a place I couldn't see, there was a huge square behind the Zichen Palace, except for the forbidden army patrolling the night, only my mother and I were left.
I wiped away my tears and asked my mother, "It's so late, isn't A-Niang still sleeping?"
The mother smiled and asked, "Are you tired?"
I shook my head, and my mother took my hand and slowly walked towards the Zichen Palace, looking up at the sky as she walked, and said, "The moon is very round today. ”
I also looked up, and saw a very large moon hanging in the sky, red, like a piece of scone hidden by fire and dust, and my stomach cried out at the right time, and made a hoarse noise, and my mother looked down at me, my face was slightly hot, and I rubbed my belly, and comforted myself, "Get up early tomorrow and eat." ”
Mother didn't speak, but led me up the steps, where there was a plate, and I don't know what it was, and my mother sat down on the steps, and took a piece of it from the plate, and handed it to me, and I found that it was some dry food and coarse cakes, and I thought that my mother would not give me anything bad, and I was very hungry, so I took it, and took only one bite, and I almost vomited it—this thing was cold and hard, and it smelled of old and rancid, not to say that it was me, but to be my palace people, and I was afraid not to eat such cakes.
However, this is a gift from the king, if you really spit it out, it is disrespectful to my mother, I was punished, I dare not be so presumptuous, I can only hold this piece of thing, and glance at my mother with a pair of tearful eyes that have just cried.
My mother kept an eye on my movements, and when she saw that I was vomiting and hesitating, she chuckled, put her hand to my mouth, and said, "Just vomit." ”
I hurriedly pulled out the pickled thing with my own hands and threw it far away, my mother looked at me and smiled, turned her head again, looked into the distance, and said lightly: "Your sister used to live to the age of six with such cakes." ”
I didn't find a hand towel, I was secretly wiping my hands by my side, and when I heard my mother's words, I was stunned and said strangely: "Sister is also a princess, not so much." "My father likes my mother so much, and my mother's children are not treated by the Queen Mother, and they won't even be able to eat... Right?
Mother laughed again, this time she smiled coldly: "The queen lost her power back then, and in the end she didn't even have such a cake, your sister is just a princess, how can it not?"
I couldn't speak, but I unconsciously set my eyes on the plate of cakes again, I felt that my mouth was astringent, and the place where my hand had just touched the cake gradually became hot, and my face gradually became feverish, so I lowered my head and said softly to my mother: "A-Niang, I'm sorry." ”
My mother closed her eyes, and when she looked from me, I could only see her eyelashes blinking, and I heard her snort softly, as if she was about to cry, but in the end she smiled and said: "Son, your prince and brother, Liulang, you, and I, our family, are the most powerful family in the world, but they are also the most dangerous family in the world." When you are powerful, all the people of the world will come to you to serve you, and you will go to the soup and fire for you, and you will show your loyalty. But once she lost ground—" She looked at the plate of dry cakes, tore a piece from it, shoved it gently into her mouth, and chewed slowly, as if she wanted to remember the taste of every crumb.
When I saw my mother like this, I also pulled off a piece of bread and put it in my mouth to bite - it was really unpalatable food that I had never eaten in two lifetimes, and when I swallowed it, it was like a stone sinking into my stomach, and it was hard to imagine how my sister, who lived to be six years old, could have relied on this kind of thing to wrap her belly, and even more so that she was said to have died of a heart attack, not of starvation or stomach disease. I suddenly felt a chill to my bones, pulled my mother's hand, and asked her to hold me, my mother let me lean on her lap, combed my hair with one hand, and said slowly: "Since then, I have sworn that I will never let my children suffer such suffering again, who knows that this will raise you too comfortably, and I never know the hardships and dangers here! You're the smartest of the three, but you're a daughter. ”
The mother suddenly stopped, sighed, and continued: "Your father thought that his daughter's family would not need to learn these intrigues, but he didn't know that in the palace, being a woman is more difficult than being a man. She came to pat me on the head again, I grabbed her hand tightly, put my face in her palm, felt uncomfortable, and didn't know what to say, so I had to shout "A-Niang" one by one.
Mother shook her head, one or two tears fell from her face, dripping on my face, I wanted to go and wipe her tears, but the tears had stopped, my mother looked down at me, word by word, "Taiping, you should grow up." ”
Her voice was very soft, but I didn't hear it word in my ears, my whole body seemed to be scratched by something, and I trembled without listening to my call, and the hall behind me suddenly lit up the light, and my father was dressed in clothes, holding Yang Zigao's hand, and came out with sleepy eyes, and called: "Qi Niang, why don't you sleep again?" Seeing that I was also there, I was surprised: "Why don't you sleep? Why are your eyes still red? Qi Niang, you said her again?"
I remembered what my mother had just said, and I was a little estranged from my father, so I bowed my head and didn't answer. My mother put her arms around me and said to my father, "I beat her and punished her to kneel, and she was angry with me." He patted me on the shoulder and said, "Tonight, just sleep in Zichen Hall and let Wei Huan accompany you." ”
When my father heard that I was kneeling at this time, he glanced at my mother disapprovingly, hugged me affectionately, and coaxed me: "A-Niang has made her son suffer such a big grievance, isn't it good for Aya to compensate her son-in-law?
My father's hands were as warm as ever, and those chatters were no different from ordinary fathers who loved their daughters, but in my heart I always thought about what my mother had just told me, and when I was taken in by my father, I unconsciously looked back at my mother frequently, but I saw that she was walking peacefully, her face was kind, and her smile was as usual.
I saw his face, and then looked at Wu Minzhi, who came out of the inner hall and stood on the steps and smiled at us, I also knew who this Zhou Guogong was, and my heart sank, and I followed Li Rui into the inner hall, and found my mother sitting on the edge of the pool, wrapped in a coat, and with her hair scattered.
Mother seems to have just come out of the pool, wearing only a purple shirt, wrapped in a light yellow silk, saw us come in, then slowly got up from the pool, Wan'er had already held a pair of gold Xuanjiao, kneeling on the ground to serve her mother to wear - mother called her pen secretary, these trivial things did not need her, but since that day her mother asked her "Hanzi", she served her mother more rigorously and humblely, such as clothes, shoes, Soup and tea, unless there is something to do, otherwise do it yourself, and my mother is quite satisfied with her respect, and she has always used her to serve closely. 166 Reading Network