029 I love you
When he returned home and saw that Zhang Xian was still angry, Zhu Jiarun pursed his mouth aggrievedly, but still walked over.
"Brother Xian, are you still angry?"
Zhang Xian, who was changing the channel with the remote control, didn't say anything, and used his actual actions to prove that he was indeed angry. This incident is really worth his anger, because he looks like he was tricked by Zhu Jiarun from beginning to end.
Zhu Jiarun sat next to Zhang Xian, and said coquettishly, "Brother Xian, don't be angry." I know it's wrong, I'll be obedient in the future, I won't you off. ”
With goosebumps falling to the ground and hair standing up, Zhang Xian said unnaturally, "Okay, I'm not angry." ”
"You just say you're not angry, you're definitely still angry. Zhu Jiarun hugged Zhang Xian's arm, stared at Zhang Xian with big eyes and said seriously, "Brother Xian, tell me, how can I not be angry?"
Zhang Xian moved his body unnaturally, but he was angry all day, and he was really uncomfortable. If you don't ask carefully, you really feel uncomfortable.
"Runrun, you tell me the truth, why do you have to come to Shanghai?"
Zhu Jiarun was also serious, and replied seriously, "Brother Xian, I'm actually a waste of time in school, and you can also see that I basically don't read books at school, and I'm doing other things." If I come to Shanghai, I have more time and more freedom, whether it is stock trading or investment, it is much more convenient. ”
Zhang Xian recognized what Zhu Jiarun said, he knew that Zhu Jiarun was not a good student in school, at least her time was spent more on watching some 'messy things'.
Zhu Jiarun may indeed be a waste of time in school, and she may be inconvenient in school.
However, Zhang Xian suddenly realized that something was wrong, and asked unexpectedly, "It's true that you are wasting time in school, but why do you have to take me to Shanghai?"
Zhu Jiarun was bitter in his heart, but he was not shy, "I like you, so I want to be with you." ”
After getting such an answer, Zhang Xian was really panicked.
It was very unnatural to look away, and it was very unnatural to stand up quickly, and a little helpless and hurriedly ran away.
In the past, Zhang Xian thought that Zhu Jiarun was very good to him, so sometimes he was also speculating, guessing that Zhu Jiarun might like him. It's just that it's just a secret thought in my heart when I'm fine.
But he wasn't sure, because Zhu Jiarun was beautiful and had a good family background, she was a very popular girl. There are a lot of people chasing her, and there are many people in the school who like her openly and secretly.
As for him, he is not handsome, his grades are not good, and his family has no money, he really doesn't think he has much charm to attract a big beauty at the school flower level to like him.
But now that Zhu Jiarun said it bluntly, Zhang Xian was really panicked, he didn't know if Zhu Jiarun was serious or joking. Although he felt that it was true, he was still a little flustered, completely panicked.
Seeing Zhang Xian fleeing back to the room in embarrassment, Zhu Jiarun was also very angry and depressed.
Whether it was in the previous life or in this life, she confessed first, and the pig has always been like this, very passive, not very active in terms of feelings, and sometimes she seems very unconfident. Even if he could feel something, the guy was still pretending to be confused, and he wouldn't take the initiative to say something.
Zhang Xian, who was lying on the bed, tossed and turned, he was indeed thinking about a lot of things, and he really needed to understand a lot of things.
Zhu Jiarun's confession disrupted some of Zhang Xian's 'plans', originally he could pretend to be confused, he could get by. But now that Zhu Jiarun has confessed, Zhang Xian can't pretend to be confused, he has to make some decisions now.
Zhang Xian, who couldn't sleep, turned on the computer and boarded the Penguin, but after thinking about it for a long time, he still closed the computer.
Walking out of the room, looking at the empty living room and looking at the phone, Zhang Xian suddenly remembered that there was no phone number at all, no phone number that could contact Tang Wan, she had no mobile phone, and there was no phone in the bedroom......
In fact, in the past few days in Shanghai, Zhang Xian has never thought of calling Tang Wan, and even during the entire winter vacation, the number of calls they have been limited to. It's not like when I first started in love, and I don't feel like it's enough to talk on the phone for half an hour, and I don't know when the two of them started to have nothing to talk about.
Sighing, Zhang Xian also made a decision, although Cheng Shu meant to continue to drag it out and let Tang Wan take the initiative to break up.
But according to the current model, it may be really difficult for the two people to get in touch, so it is not a good way to continue to drag it out at all, and it is definitely not Zhang Xian's style to drag the mud and water like this, because there is no benefit.
Zhang Xian is exerting his intelligence and trying hard to write a good letter, although the love between him and Tang Wan may only be the budding of adolescent boys and girls, although this relationship also seems to be a bit of a family.
However, it is a breakup, and it is indeed a little sad, including writing this letter.
Zhang Xian slept soundly this night, and it wasn't until Zhu Jiarun knocked on the door that Zhang Xian sat up suddenly and slept until dawn.
It's a little embarrassing, Zhang Xian admires Zhu Jiarun very much, Zhu Jiarun, the person who confessed, doesn't seem to be affected at all, but Zhang Xian looks very embarrassed, and he doesn't know how to face Zhu Jiarun at all.
At breakfast, he was like a thief, and he didn't dare to look at Zhu Jiarun at all, just lowered his head and ate breakfast.
After eating breakfast, I was about to go to class, Zhu Jiarun naturally stood shoulder to shoulder with Zhang Xian, and reached out to hold Zhang Xian's arm.
Zhang Xian subconsciously hid, if Zhu Jiarun didn't confess, Zhang Xian could pretend to be confused. But now that Zhu Jiarun has said it, Zhang Xian is really a little awkward, he feels that this is too intimate, and he has not yet adapted to these.
Zhu Jiarun was very hurt, looked at Zhang Xian aggrievedly, looked at Zhang Xian with big watery eyes, and said nothing.
But this kind of silent accusation is actually the most hurtful, which makes Zhang Xian a little unbearable.
"Runrun, where did you send the letter?" Zhang Xian squeaked and diverted the topic, "I don't know where to send the letter." ”
Zhu Jiarun was like a fried cat, his eyes showed a fierce light, "There is a phone at home, why do you want to write a letter?!"
How is this like cheating, this is being accused and caught, "No, this letter ......"
Zhu Jiarun's big eyes instantly filled with tears, very aggrieved and really sad, "Brother Xian, it's all like this, can't you still accept me? I've done so much for you, haven't you felt what I'm thinking in my heart until now? Just because I'm late?"
Zhang Xian was indeed under a lot of pressure, but seeing Zhu Jiarun like this, he was also surprised, panicked, and even distressed.
Because since he met Zhu Jiarun, Zhang Xian really didn't see her so sad and disappointed.
"No, Runrun. Listen to me, don't cry yet. Zhang Xian hurriedly said, anxiously said, "I'm going to break up with her, and I don't want to continue to drag it on......"
Before Zhang Xian's words were finished, Zhu Jiarun was immediately happy, wiping a handful of tears that were about to flow out with the back of her hand, she was very happy now, she got the good news she wanted.
"Okay, let's send the letter right away. Zhu Jiarun grabbed Zhang Xian's arm, extremely happy, "Brother Xian, you should have broken up with Tang Wan a long time ago." You don't fall in love, you don't know what love is, what love is. ”
We just broke up, and we're not in a good mood.
Hearing Zhu Jiarun's words, Zhang Xian said unhappily, "What about you? Do you know what liking is and what love is?"
Zhu Jiarun stopped, put his arms around Zhang Xian's waist, looked at Zhang Xian's eyes and said seriously, "Brother Xian, maybe you don't know what love is now, but I know what love is." I love you, not just talking, not just superficial love like some people. I love you, I really love you!"
Zhang Xian was embarrassed and laughed unnaturally, pretending to be stupid, because Zhang Xian also understood that now he didn't necessarily know what real love was. He also knows very well that the 'love' that most people in the school say is not necessarily true love.
Now, let's send a letter and put an end to a relationship that started suddenly but ended abruptly.