Chapter 17: The Problem of Mei Xin

The worst feeling, the most uncomfortable memory! I don't even remember the name of the boy I used to be, but I remember the feeling, the upsetting emotion

"Sister, that's all there is to it about the dream!" Looking at her face, my sister's expression changed again and became a little depressed

"Well, oh... Is that all?" Yang Meixin's voice pulled Wang Wanling out of her irritable inner world, it was really rude, her mood became chaotic again, and Wang Wanling unconsciously locked her eyebrows

"Well, sister! that's all......! Can Mei Xin ask her sister some questions?"

This kind of oppressive atmosphere will appear at any time, this kind of atmosphere that seems to make people can't breathe and hate, and this feeling is really getting more and more irritating!

"Hmm! what does Mi Xin want to ask?" she nodded, no matter what happened next, she hoped that she would soon end this nasty feeling, end this kind of heavy topic

Since my sister agreed, Meixin hoped that my sister would answer me seriously without any perfunctory, because this question pressed Meixin almost out of breath and made Meixin very miserable. So please ask my sister to take Meixin's question seriously," Meixin said pitifully, with a sad look on her face at the same time

Emotions are contagious, whether happy or sad! Mei Xin's current expression and her heart at the moment are the best proof of it!

Wang Wanling smiled softly at Mei Xin, and the hand that had stopped in her hair moved again, stroking Mei Xin's head with pity

Because of her, her relationship made Meixin lose a lot of weight, and because of her, Meixin became calm and deep, and the calmness on Meixin's face seemed to be more mature because of emaciation, but this was not what Wang Wanling wanted, let alone what she wanted

No matter what happened to this girl, what happened to her in the past? She didn't want Meixin to become like this, maybe growing up was a good thing in many ways, but in the case that Meixin showed a very different personality from her original personality, she couldn't be happy, not to mention that Meixin was thin because of her relationship, not to mention happy, just looking at it was enough for Wang Wanling to feel distressed.

At this time, Wang Wanling really couldn't think of any other way than to comfort Meixin with a smile according to her meaning

"Meixin, don't you still know your sister's temperament? Although my sister usually acts recklessly, she will not break her word easily, and her sister will definitely answer if she says she will answer, no matter what kind of question Meixin asks, you don't need to hide it because she takes into account my feelings! Because of that...... "The first time I used this kind of self-title in front of Meixin, I was really embarrassed in my heart" Not only did Meixin have contradictions in her heart, but even looking at such Meixin, my sister would feel uncomfortable and uneasy.

"Sister......" Wang Wanling called herself like this for the first time, I don't know how to describe the excitement in my heart, this title gives Yang Meixin warmth, gives her warmth, and makes her feel inexplicably happy in her heart!

Yang Meixin hugged Wang Wanling on the hospital bed, but her tears couldn't stop flowing out anymore! She wanted to hug her, she didn't need any reason, she wanted to hug her tightly like this, but she was afraid of losing.

It's the first time that Wang Wanling hasn't used the first person of "me" to call herself after getting along for so long, and her 'sister' completely touched Yang Meixin, maybe because of this, she feels close, warm, and feels that she is the sister who is far away in heaven, she is excited alone but really feels closer to Wang Wanling

"Silly girl!" Wang Wanling seemed to be infected by her, and her voice was a little choked!

In a way, Wang Wanling's self-proclaimed identity shows that she has subtly accepted her current identity psychologically, even if it is only so unmentionable

Wang Wanling whispered softly, muttering in a voice that she couldn't even hear, "Actually, I have always been unable to do well, and I have not dared to face, be afraid to face, or even refuse to accept my current identity, as a girl." Deep down, I am always silently rejecting, rejecting my current self, rejecting this joke-like identity and not being able to do my current self. Although I have tried to deceive myself, and I have tried many times to be my current self and live in front of me as a daughter, but once I reached a certain moment of cowardice, I still chose the most incompetent way to escape, although I have always understood that 'now is the truth', but I will still unconsciously escape. ”

Because of Meixin's actions, because of Meixin's changes, she finally felt it. Recalling the past, how she was rejected and refused to face when she became a daughter, even though she knew that she refused to accept becoming a beautiful woman, and kept avoiding. Perhaps, she should treat Meixin better, and care about Meixin with her heart! instead of stupidly thinking that not letting Meixin be bullied by others is loved, in fact, love itself starts from scratch, from the heart, from the heart.

But love itself comes at a price, so before that, at least be yourself, face the fact that you are already a girl, and try to face it with a relaxed heart.

What she didn't know was that the clarity in her heart at this moment made her misty eyes a little brighter, and the smile on her face seemed more natural

"Okay, Meixin doesn't cry, Meixin is the most well-behaved. Otherwise, we will be the school flower of the country and the city... Well, Sister Tiehua's face is not good when she cries!" Seeing this girl sobbing, Wang Wanling could only use this way to comfort her.

This most primitive and even old-fashioned way, perhaps in the eyes of others, this way of comfort is really scum and can't be scum, but it is particularly useful for Meixin

"Sister......" Hearing Wang Wanling's praise, Meixin's face turned crimson for a while. "Sister is talking nonsense again! Mei Xin is not a country and a city, let alone a flower, my sister is, and Mei Xin is not crying! Mei Xin is just happy."

"Yes, yes, my cute little sister is just happy......" This silly girl, Wang Wanling tapped the tip of Yang Meixin's small nose and continued to laugh

"My sister is really, and she said...... I'm laughing at Meixin again......" Yang Meixin's face was red, and she left Wang Wanling's embrace in a panic, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes again

"Hehe! don't say it, don't say it" Wang Wanling looked at Mei Xin's cute appearance, and couldn't help laughing, "Our beautiful Mei Xin didn't cry, her eyes were just blown by the wind! This kind of is okay, right? So, what does our beautiful, cute, and not crying Mei Xin want to ask me?"

Wang Wanling asked with a smile. Because Mei Xin didn't hear her whisper of self-pity and self-pity, and because Mei Xin didn't hear it, it made her feel like she had relaxed a stone tied to her heart!

Why? Maybe it's because her surname is Wang, and she is a unique Wang Wanling! Because her name is Wang Wanling, and she is Wang Wanling, so her mood is always habitually hidden very deep and not noticed

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