Chapter 6: The Final Road
"You're mentioning this last name again! What is the purpose? Is it just trying to divert my attention by using this way? I said I don't care about this name" Wang Wanling gritted her teeth, she didn't understand and didn't want to understand why the mature female voice kept deliberately mentioning her name, all she wanted to know was who she was. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
After that, he let out a long breath and put on a helpless expression
"Forget it, let's continue with the conversation...... I'm not going to be smarter, and I'm not as powerful as you say. All I have to do now is figure out what I am, that's all!"
Wang Wanling said lightly, not caring about the contemptuous words of the mature female voice, and she didn't feel angry because of it
"I said you are you!, or it can be understood as an upgrade of the original you. If you don't understand it, I'll make a simple analogy, you can play a game, right?"
“…… Don't play! Seldom play!Do you have any opinions?" Wang Wanling raised her eyebrows and said, this is the matter. She didn't bother to argue
The mature female voice paused, as if surprised by her words, and then said slowly, "...... Really...... The surprising answer ......!"
"Really, I'm sorry I didn't expect it!" said the voice sarcastically, as if in some kind of triumphant joy
It's really a calculating character, and the mature female voice ignores her childish sarcasm, and continues, "Then you should know the upgrade system in the game, right? It's like an attribute or talent system in some games." For example, when you upgrade a weapon, you need a variety of materials to craft higher, better, more aggressive, or more defensive weapon attributes. ”
"And now you're like that weapon being upgraded, and the body you're vassal is the equivalent of an upgrade material. In other words, you are now smarter than before, and it is to be expected that your personality will change a lot. So you will become sensitive and will feel that you are not you. But whether you want to be aggressive or defensive is purely up to you."
“…… Weapons...... Don't you think what you're saying now is as low-level as some game-obsessed gamer?" Wang Wanling said with an eyebrow
("Do you care?
“……”
“……”
"Alright, let's move on...... In fact, even if you think so, it's not wrong, you are you, but it is not you. ”
"Oh! I kind of understood" Wang Wanling replied lightly, but her psychology was not like this, her heart at the moment was more like a turbulent wave! The so-called one stone stirred up a thousand waves, she is no longer her, who is that? Is it just Wang Wanling?
"What's the problem?"
"......" Wang Wanling was silent and did not answer, because there was no longer a need. Now that it has been determined that she is Wang Wanling, what else can I say? I can only choose to face it, but I am very unwilling, the former male body is meant to disappear, in the world that should belong to 'him'!
What should I do in the future? How should I face it? If fate gave me the opportunity to go back to the past and make a new choice, what choice would I make? Continue to meet that girl, and then experience the pain of her car accident, the sadness of life and death. No, this is not what Wang Wanling wants, let alone what she wants. She should continue to be that bad teenager, the kind of smoking and drinking, fighting, and living alone in a dark corner! Although that kind of life is lonely, although she is despised by the so-called good people in society, discriminated against and disliked, at least she is still free, at least she can be no sad or sad, at least she can hide her emotions and no one notices, and no one will deliberately pay attention to a human moth, and then die silently like that......
In that case, she won't know the girl, and in that case, the girl's fate can be changed, and she will have the happiness that should belong to her, and then get married and have children without him. Understood, everything was understood, it turned out that his appearance was really superfluous, or that what was superfluous was his existence itself! That's why he was erased, and the evidence of his existence was washed away!
And that kind of day, that kind of indefinite and meaningless life, she didn't look forward to it very much in her heart. And for her now, those days would even disgust her. Perhaps, if she can really go back to the past, she will choose to be a beautiful man quietly, without strife and pain. Just live quietly by yourself. Maybe this is one of the reasons for being erased, maybe Wang Wanling should accept it......
"No problem, right?"
"Who did Mei Xin tell her fortune that time, why could you guess me?" she added
"I don't know!" replied the mature female voice very dryly
The voice does not mean to drag mud and water, Wang Wanling knows that this voice will not lie to herself, and there is no need to lie to herself.
Now Wang Wanling is completely quiet, trying to keep a calm heart and not asking again, in the past, she will definitely ask why she chose her, why she became a woman and why her body is cold, obviously it is her boy's body that soaks in the cold spring, why is she a daughter in a city that she has never heard of at all...... But now she thinks it doesn't matter, after coming to the kind of conclusion that exists erased......
Anyway, everything is already doomed, it is useless to care so much, and it will become very hard for herself to do so, so she should live her current life comfortably and comfortably, instead of desperately drilling the horns to make herself uncomfortable.
Stepping on the dark nothingness on her feet, Wang Wanling silently lowered her head and sat down slowly, her consciousness was slowly fading at this time, and she knew that she was now letting her go back. She only sat quietly until she was completely gone
Seeing her well-behaved, silent and quiet appearance at this time, watching her completely disappear and maintain her calmness, with that elegant temperament, the mature female voice laughed with relief, and sighed, "Finally, it was not in vain, this child has grown up." Those two children can finally be reincarnated with peace of mind. ”
"And Xiao Wang Yue, what is the purpose of doing this, what is your ultimate goal?"
"Hee-hee, she's running out of time, I just want to help her!" replied another childish child's voice in the darkness
“……”
"What will happen to the kid after that?"
"Death! This is the best result so far! All I can give her is a pleasant process in her life" At this time, Wang Yue's childish voice was extremely cold, but the tone was so affirmative
"Yes, death is the best outcome!" the mature female voice repeated meaningfully, "but some results can be changed......!"
Wang Yue's voice chuckled, and then fell silent
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When Wang Wanling's consciousness returned to her body, the sky outside was already bright, but she didn't have the strength to open her eyes to see.
She tried desperately, trying to open her eyes immediately, but the long-term coma made her body function weak, and she couldn't open her eyes at once, she tried to move her limbs, but she also felt that her muscles were very stiff, and her limbs could not move at all. Was this a side effect of the cold poison being resuppressed?
She didn't resist the shock of her body, she just wanted to breathe hard, but it was just as useless, her body seemed to be out of her control, and her breathing was still just going smoothly.
She was very confused, how long had it been since she had been in a coma to make her body so delicate, and what had happened outside during the time she had been in a coma? Mei Xin should know about this, well! I must know, after all, the voice said that she was in the hospital now, how could Mei Xin not know? But now, ...... How's that girl doing now? Will she lose weight because of herself?
Just thinking about that girl's appearance is enough to make people feel distressed. But what can be done, many things can't be changed even if you try very hard. It's like this dying ugly and sick appearance, she doesn't even have the strength to struggle, this is the real powerlessness!
(End of chapter)