30 The Prince Who Suffers from Depression [1]
Li Anxin turned his head and didn't pay attention to An Qi's expression in the back.
[Attention, attention, the blackening value of the character in the mission world is max, and the blackened object is being checked...]
[The mission world level will be re-evaluated, please treat the host with caution]
An An heard the sound of the system in her ears, and then the next second she heard an explosion from An Qi's place in the distance, she was shocked and wanted to turn around, but her head was gently held down by Father Li.
Then you feel a warm fluid coming out of your abdomen and a continuous alarm sound that only comes from a system emergency.
[Dididi, the target character dies, the target character dies, the host mission fails, and the host is wiped out]
[The world level is determined successfully, the SS-level devastating mission world, the blackened object is determined, An Qi, Li Yan, the world level is n-level higher than the host's current level, no erasure will be given, and the punishment world will be opened]
[The world of punishment will not give any hints and help except for saving the target......]
"Why?" Feeling the gradual loss of physical strength, Anxin only felt puzzled.
"You're not my daughter. ”
In the end, Anxin only heard Li's father announce the verdict.
——
Sitting on the couch, Anxin really felt quite unlucky, really.
[Last World Blackening Object: An Qi, Li Yan, Double Birth, Double Blackening, Target Suicide, Mission Failure]
She could feel An Qi's rebirth, but Li Yan was reborn, but Anxin didn't notice it at all, maybe because the system judged that the world level was C-level, so she was stupid enough to think that it was like this, so she didn't know when Li Yan started to be reborn, and whether he conspired with An Qi.
Double S-level destructive world, double life, double blackening, and also perceived that she was not an possessed object, she also coveted the difficulty of the task world, no wonder she would plant, she lost so badly, and felt that she was not wronged at all if she failed the mission.
It's just that it's inevitable that I'm a little depressed.
It's not because of the failure of your own mission, nor because of any other reason, but because once a tasker fails to save the mission, it actually means the destruction of a world, completely collapsed, so the price of mission failure will be obliteration, no matter how advanced the tasker mission failure, especially the more advanced the tasker will be wiped out, the risk of erasure will be higher and higher, because the task world facing it is becoming more and more difficult to save.
Anxin felt that it was her own mentality problem that caused the destruction of the world of this mission, because although the possibility was very small, it was actually possible for her to complete this mission, but she didn't.
So Anxin quietly thought about the wall for a long time, and finally said softly.
"Let's start the world of punishment. ”
[The world of punishment is opened, the state of the host is checked, the host's mental state is normal, and the world of punishment is ready]
[3, 2, 1, the world of punishment is fully opened, I wish the host mission success!]
——
"Tick, tick......"
When An An came back to her senses, she heard such a sound of water droplets, and the rapid loss of physical strength and dizzy head made her subconsciously cover her wrist that was still dripping blood, and stumbled to the bathroom to cover it with a towel.
Not long after the wound was treated, her head was dizzy, and the memory came flooding up all of a sudden, making her uncontrollable retching, she couldn't control the trembling all over, and she didn't let herself faint, but gritted her teeth and endured it.
Otherwise, in 2017, at the beginning of the new year, the news of the well-known Internet writer Su Anxin's suicide by cutting his wrists in a five-star hotel is estimated to be on the small page of a social news report soon.
Fortunately, the force of her cutting wrists was not large, so the wound was not deep, so Su Anxin quickly stopped the bleeding, and she could still sit on the floor with a pale face and be paralyzed like a salted fish.
Her mind calmly recalled the information that the system and the memories in her mind brought to her.
Su Anxin, a child born in an ordinary well-off family, an only daughter, grew up from childhood to adulthood, there is nothing special, after growing up, she was naturally admitted to college, and graduated step by step, if there is no difference, this girl will spend it like this, but this girl resisted, and actually succeeded, moved out of the house, and became the author of the xx network, which was originally just a hobby, gradually, but because of the special style of writing, the writing is atmospheric, and he is famous for being good at describing the majestic fairy tale scenes, because he has never shown up and has become one of the most mysterious signboard authors of the x network。
But no one knows that this seemingly ordinary girl, in addition to being a little fat, actually has different abilities after committing suicide........
And then that's it, because the punishment world won't give the host any help, including plot tips, but Anxin wasn't too disappointed, and it was already very unexpected to be able to give a memory, and she originally thought that she would be confused and need to find her identity in this world.
An Xin felt that her strength had recovered a little, and she straightened up with some difficulty, but at this moment, she was tired and panting, almost to the point of difficulty breathing, even because of the sequelae caused by the cutting of her wrists, which proved how fat this body was.
She moved with some difficulty, and only then did she get the phone placed on the cabinet, and it took a long time for her breath to calm down.
Then I thought about it and dialed 120 anyway.
Originally, I just thought that I could handle it, but now it seems that this body is indeed obese to a certain extent, so the quantitative change is even weaker, so it is indeed very difficult to rely on herself, and she does not have the strength to move now, in fact, Anxin has begun to doubt how she moved her feet to get the towel just now.
She didn't want to die, she sat on the floor with her eyes half-squinted, and closed her eyes after a moment when she did hear the noise of the door being opened.
"Smack. ”
hit Anxin's body hard, so Anxin came back to his senses all of a sudden, and saw a man in front of him dressed fashionably with a black face looking at Anxin.
Anxin was a little unsure, but after noticing the gloating eyes around him, he immediately lowered his head and made an attitude of admitting his mistake.
The man's face finally improved. "You trainees from abroad, why are you working so hard to come to H City? ”
It seems to be... H Yu and H City blinked, but he still lowered his head and answered in a low voice. "Yes. ”
After finishing speaking, the man left Anxin's line of sight, and Anxin raised his head and quickly glanced around, more than a dozen young little girls who looked like flowers and bones and a very simple looking dance studio, which made Anxin have a rough guess in his heart.
Probably because he had been practicing for a long time, it didn't take long for this practice to end, and the young man who seemed to have a good status left, but no one left the practice room, but continued to practice, and the practice room had a depressed atmosphere.
An An found a corner to sit down, someone looked at her a few times, but no one came over, it didn't seem that the popularity was very good, An Xin was also happy to be quiet, accepting the memory that he had just sprung up.
In fact, many people have imagined that if they made another choice in the second they made a choice, what would life become, whether it would be different, whether they would live another life they wanted, and become a completely different version of themselves, but in real life, they made a choice, and many people can only think about another choice.
Su Anxin is different, after committing suicide, she has two selves after making a choice, the same person with completely different trajectories after making a choice, one is a network author who lives step by step and according to the expectations of his parents, and the other is an ordinary trainee who insists on his own ideas and dreams of debuting at the age of twelve.
In fact, this ability is quite magical, and after falling asleep, it becomes another kind of expected self or something.
Su Anxin dreams of becoming a star, but in fact, he has been regretting that he gave up the opportunity at the age of twelve and obeyed the arrangement of his parents, and once he listened to the choices made by others for him, the choice after that actually meant compromise, especially Su Anxin is not a very determined person, so it is certain that Su Anxin will give up on himself, especially after full-time writing, no one cares about himself, so he will become a big fat man.
In fact, life after choosing to become a trainee is very difficult, and it is in a foreign country, and it is not as beautiful as Su Anxin imagined, not to mention the things that are not familiar with life, let's just say that for Su Anxin, a trainee from China, the squeeze from the seniors is enough for this little girl who is actually very naïve to drink a pot, so compared to following the arrangement of her parents, this other path of trainees is actually full of thorns.
In the memory of peace of mind, the little girl has cried several times a day holding the quilt, and has thought about going home countless times, and even has to take action, so no matter how beautiful the imagination is, after making a choice, the key is to think about the efforts to become the imaginary self, and whether the blood to be shed can be seen and accepted.
Su Anxin, who was crying with her nose, could choose to go home, but Anxin couldn't, even if she was Su Anxin now.
In fact, after learning about the difference between the artist training system in H City and other cities, Anxin doesn't like to stay in this place where the etiquette system and the senior system are strict, but she probably can't choose it herself, because if she is not wrong, her task object is probably in this city, I don't know the plot, I don't know the target of the strategy, and she will really have to be taken by the dog if she leaves.
Anxin didn't find the existence of the raider object in the memory of another Su Anxin, and he didn't even have an impression at all, and now he has this ability, it is estimated that the possibility of the raider object in another Su Anxin is very small, and it is very likely that it is here in this Su Anxin, so Anxin can only stay here.
The world is big, and where the task object is, she is right there.
As mentioned earlier, even if it has always been popular to put strength first, compared to other entertainment companies in other cities, the strict hierarchy of seniors and seniors in H City is actually not a joke at all, and it is completely normal to talk about seniority here, at least Su Anxin has seen the girl with short hair with ear-length hair running up and down countless times in a short period of time, she just came to the company a few days ago, and she is naturally the lowest trainee.
And Su Anxin, a formal trainee who has been here for half a year, has long been no longer the existence of being sent, so except for the juniors who really did not enter the company later than her, and the people present were all her seniors, Su Anxin has always been squatting in the corner and no one cares.
Good looks and good talent, but people are too cringe and can't go to the big scene, this is the impression that Su Anxin has left in the past six months, so even after half a year, she is still in the position of a B-level trainee.
The trainee system in H City is relatively perfect, with a strict and cruel training system that does not leave one of them, even in foreign countries it is a prestigious existence, because the country where Su Anxin grew up vigorously supports the entertainment and cultural industry, so H City almost bumped into a person on the road, and one of the three or four dreamed of being a trainee and made a successful debut, so the entertainment industry is almost to the point that the whole people are going, and a large number of trainees pour in every year, and the best trainees in H City are all trainees.
The trainees are divided into several levels ABCD and quasi-artists who are ready to debut, the trainees who have just entered the company are usually D-level trainees, D-level is a trainee who only has a little foundation and talent and needs to go through a lot of rigorous practice, C-level is a little able to see after basic practice, and the trainees who are brilliant but also need a lot of basic practice are mixed together, B-level is after a lot of practice, and can already walk around a little on the stage, and A-level is the top student valued by the company, and the debut candidates are almost all selected from it, as long as they go through some training, they can prepare the debut trainees, which is almost the top strength of a company。
The judging method of ABCD trainees is a small test every week, a high school entrance examination every month, and a major test every year, allowing various performance forms, and also allowing teamwork, some of the performance methods are very free, and some are propositions, which test the ability of each trainee, so it is not for nothing to go further from the ABVD level, and it is even more important to fall from the upper level to the next level, Su Anxin has also seen many trainees crying and being persuaded to retire, after all, almost all the food and accommodation of the trainees are borne by the company, and the entertainment company definitely does not raise useless idlers, it is like raising Gu, so the internal competition is very fierce。
What's more, there are still a steady stream of people outside who come into the company, dreaming of becoming trainees, and since the introduction of trainees from country Z in order to expand the market of country Z, it has made the original trainee clockwork even tighter, and it is no wonder that Su Anxin has been treated like this, after all, who can have a good impression of the people who come to compete with you, and the xenophobia in H city is also very serious.
Therefore, the lights in the practice room in the company are on almost all night, especially during the high school entrance examination and the big exam, it is even more crazy, and it is not without people who have collapsed in shock.
In fact, Su Anxin's entertainment company is quite good, the bigger the company, the more brutal the competition, so Su Anxin can still be a B-level trainee with some moisture, instead of being passed directly after a large company stays in C-level a few times.
And speaking of which, I have to say that Su Anxin is lucky, her aunt is one of the directors of this entertainment company, and she came here on a long-term visa with relatives who want to go to school here, not a temporary visa, so Su Anxin can actually go to school here, not to the point of dropping out of school at a young age, thanks to her aunt who looks very good.
So luck is like this, you don't see how many entertainment companies are unwilling to pay, so they only got a temporary visa and couldn't do anything other trainee seniors.
This is actually Su Anxin's luckiest place, because everyone knows the backstage of this S company, even if others can't get used to Su Anxin, they don't dare to do anything, on the contrary, if it weren't for Su Anxin's complete lack of proficiency in H language, and she is usually too silent and unpleasant, it is estimated that there are still people who talk to her, society is so realistic, even these little girls who are only twelve or thirteen years old know the pros and cons.
Su Anxin has a backstage, so he doesn't have to squeeze a dozen people into a Chase Shop dormitory in the company, but goes back to his aunt's house, which is also the reason why other trainees can't get used to her, when a rich person appears in front of a group of poor people, he doesn't have to do anything, showing off his wealth when they are working hard, they just can't get used to it, and they are already very educated.
Su Anxin doesn't know how to converge, which is also the reason why her popularity is not good, and Anxin doesn't plan to converge, for her, all this is actually not very important.
She sat on the car window a little tiredly, closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, and the orange light and shadow outside the window passed through her tired eyebrows, forming a beautiful spot of light.
After Han Ziye, who had just participated in a certain draft, got on the bus at night, he saw a girl sitting on the seat he was used to sitting on, closing her eyes and pretending to sleep, and her eyebrows and eyes were beautiful, which made him unconsciously stunned for a moment.
It's really luckly, not only did I win the award today, but I also saw a very exciting little beauty.
Han Ziye smiled absently, sat down in the seat next to him, put on his headphones, and a lingering and hoarse female voice came out of his headphones, singing his joys and sorrows.
It seems that the quality of the headphones is not up to par, and some of the sound leaks out, Han Ziye felt that the girl next to him moved, he turned his head, and happened to meet the girl's misty apricot eyes.
He handed over the headphones in a daze.
"Do you want to listen too?"
An An blinked and took the headphones.
So two people who didn't know each other shared half of the headphones like this.
The unknown female voice in her ears is still singing "I still have dreams for you..."
"I just won the Newcomer Award. Han Ziye said suddenly. "Singing. ”
Su An'an blinked. "Congratulations. ”
"Thank you. Han Ziye scratched his head embarrassedly, he didn't know why he said that sentence just now, but he just wanted to say it, so he said it very impulsively.
The two didn't speak again, and Anxin arrived at the station first, so Anxin took off the headphones and returned them to Han Ziye.
"Thank you for the headphones, I'm here. ”
Han Ziye, who took over the headphones, watched the girl with the backpack get out of the car, suddenly opened the window and stood up.
"My name is Leslie, what's your name?"
But after all, Han Ziye only saw the girl wave at him, followed by the sound of the bus opening.
Han Ziye sat down with some disappointment, the evening breeze blew in through the window, and he lost his soulmate who listened to music together, but he felt that his mood was not as peaceful as he had just been.
When Anxin woke up again, she saw a large white area of the hospital, white walls, white sheets and quilts, and her eyes were pale.
Her arms had been well bandaged, and she was still hanging on her hands, lying on the bed with some idleness.
But soon she didn't feel idle, because a voice appeared that made her heart tremble.
"My precious daughter, why are you so miserable,"
"Oh, I'm not dead yet. An Xin looked at the lady who threw herself on the side of the bed and said.
"Bah, baba, children's words, children's words, Buddha, what are you talking about, stinky girl. The noble lady pointed her finger at Su An'an's forehead and said.
"Is it easy for the old lady to give birth to you? You haven't caught a son-in-law with long eyebrows and beautiful eyes for me, how dare you kill myself for me, and you have the guts to fatten you?!"
"Dare to love your daughter, I was born to catch a son-in-law for your old man?"
"Could it be that you have other uses," said the noblewoman, giving her a reassuring glance, and then pretending to cry with her hands over her eyes. "My poor son-in-law, whom I haven't met yet, my daughter is going to abandon you like this. ”
"Your son-in-law is nothing to do, don't think about it. Su An'an said coldly, pouring cold water on his queen mother. "With your daughter's honor, if you don't spend money, you won't be able to find your son-in-law. ”
"Then smash it with money. The Queen Mother said with righteous words. "A son-in-law who can be smashed out with money is nothing. ”
"The Queen Mother is mighty and domineering, and she lives with the sky. Su Anxin applauded very applauded.
So the next moment, he stretched out his hand and spread it out in front of the queen mother of her family, a pair of squinted eyes squeezed into a line by fat looked like a thief.
The Queen Mother glanced at her daughter, but she also threw a card very simply. "Remember to get your son-in-law back and die for me. ”
"The little one obeys the order, if he doesn't find his wife, he will never joke with these three taels of cheap life. ”
Su Anxin promised half-jokingly and half-seriously, and smiled again. "Maybe after a while, the Queen Mother will still be able to see the scene of the small jade tree facing the wind. ”
"Poor mouth. Su's mother finally couldn't help but smile and glared at her daughter, but her eyes were slightly red. "You're really scaring me this time. ”
"Many people don't dare to do this kind of thing for the second time after doing this kind of thing, and you also know that as much as your daughter, you will cry and cry with a knife, and you will never dare to make a second stroke, so you can rest assured. An An smiled and said.
"Your daughter's biggest fear now is death, if you don't believe it, try it, take out a knife, and I'll keep it far away." Su Anxin said with a hippie smile, and finally saw Su Mu's relaxed expression, so she secretly hid the fruit knife placed on the table.
Well, she's injured now, not to mention that performing something as humiliating as a dog throwing a bone.
Fortunately, Su's mother didn't notice her movements, otherwise she might have thought that her daughter was just smiling and deceiving her, and it was not impossible to think that Su An'an hid the knife to prepare for the next suicide.
Because of excessive blood loss, after drinking the white porridge prepared by Su's mother, Su An'an's eyebrows and eyes quickly showed fatigue, and Su's mother did not stop her daughter from falling asleep after eating, but quietly walked out of the ward door after Su Anxin closed her eyes.
After Anxin fell asleep, he opened his eyes on the other side of the morning, which made Anxin feel a little confused for a moment, and this exchange experience of the two things in life is actually just looking good, because there is no time to rest, and it is estimated that it will be a lot of pressure on the spirit in the long run, but now Anxin has no way to control this conversion, so he has to insist on it.
Her head told her that she wanted to sleep, but her body was very mental, and the trance caused by this mismatch was much better after Anxin washed her face with cold water, and then Anxin packed her schoolbag and rushed to school.
In fact, many trainees are from art schools, even if they are not, the company will help you arrange them, because the art school time is relatively relaxed, omitting the cultural class time to have more time to practice the necessary skills of artists such as dance, and it is more convenient to ask for leave, so in fact, many entertainment companies have invested in art schools.
But it's a pity that Anxin is an ordinary full-time school, and the kind that skips class has to write a review of the whole school, which is the school that the Queen Mother asked to designate, so no matter who it is, even Su Anxin's big backer aunt has to compromise.
Of course, the Queen Mother's original words were of course not so polite, and naturally they were disgusting and poisonous words such as "My daughter can't read big words and it's embarrassing to say it".
Anxin stepped into the school, and as soon as he sat down, he habitually took out the written homework book from his schoolbag and put it on the table, and then went straight down to sleep lightly.
In fact, you can't sleep for long, because you have to read in the morning, and when you read in the morning, you must ask all students to stand up and stay awake, and this kind of sober confusion is the most painful thing, and it will take a long time to stand, so you can sleep in a race against time now.
The surrounding classmates are obviously used to Su Anxin's habits, even the team leader came to collect the homework book from the stack that Su Anxin placed on the table, and then walked away quietly, and some people walked past Su Anxin, but they were all careful not to touch her, this is also an alternative scenery for the first class of junior high school, so everyone began to have a psychology of protecting characteristics. 166 Reading Network