What's the most important thing in life that you can't give up?

Filming and her.

Acting is the same as her choice?

Not being able to film would have made me die, but losing her made me feel like the walking dead.

- "Love Letters"

When Han Ziye's mood calmed down a little, Su Anxin sighed slightly, but because he accidentally touched the wound on his lips, he gasped and hissed.

Han Ziye realized what he had done, and hurriedly got up, his eyes focused on the wound on her lips, and he couldn't help frowning, pursing his lips, and then he was about to turn around in a hurry, looking like he was facing a great enemy.

He was never willing to hurt her, even if he let him hurt himself, he didn't want to hurt her, he felt so too, but it was he who made her what she is now, in the name of love.

He only now realizes that his love is no different from that of all other selfish people.

"It's okay," she said, holding him as he was about to look for medicine, her eyes softening, "You are here first, I have something to say to you." ”

"No," he insisted, unexpectedly, touching her head with a comforting smile. "Take care of the wound first, and then I'll listen to whatever you want. ”

Su Anxin's insistence obviously did not impress Han Ziye, he still insisted on treating the wound first, even if it was Su Anxin.

He hurriedly walked away, Su Anxin reached out and wiped his lips, but he didn't expect to touch the wound, and his eyes gradually became solemn.

Han Ziye didn't seem to notice, but was still rummaging through the cabinets in the room, and the mobile phone next to Su Anxin flashed, but she didn't look at it, but sighed and instructed him. "The medicine is in the penultimate cupboard. ”

Han Ziye quickly found the medical kit according to Su Anxin's instructions, went to wet the cotton swab again, sat in front of Su Anxin, took a deep breath slightly, carefully wiped the blood on Su Anxin's lips little by little with the wet cotton swab, and then took a deep breath, pursed his lips, and his eyes became more and more self-reproachful, he didn't find that there was no so-called wound on Su An'an's lips at all.

It's been a long time, and he still repeats the same action, as if the wound on Su An'an's lip is very serious.

As if she understood something, Su Anxin didn't speak, but when Han Ziye wiped the blood on her lips, she gently held his hand, and then reached out to hug him, seriously and gently.

"I won't leave you. ”

"Those are all fake, if you don't want me to go to UA, I won't go, I will accompany you whatever you want," she said, with an unbelievably soft face. "When you're resting, will you accompany me to my hometown to see my mother?"

His body was tense at first, but finally slowly relaxed.

"Good. He said.

The mobile phone indicator on the bed is still flashing and on, and if the mobile phone screen lights up at this moment, you will see a message displayed on the mobile phone screen.

"Miss Su, there is news from the airport that the UA route is foggy and the flight may be delayed. ”

What she was going to be sure about had already been decided.

——

As Su Anxin said, no one ever mentioned going abroad, and even the aunt of the Su family, who was the main cause of this incident, never mentioned the idea again, as if the idea of studying abroad had never existed, but in the end, the two did not go to L City to visit Su Anxin's mother.

It's been a few years, Su Anxin hasn't completed the task, but she is not in a hurry, after determining something, Su Anxin still writes her lyrics, but as if she understands something, she begins to try to take over her aunt's company slowly, and follow her aunt to learn the most basic operation of the company in her spare time.

Su Anxin's stop this time was just a small microcosm, Han Ziye was busier and more pressed on his body.

From a nobody to this point, Su Anxin knows better than anyone that this actually has nothing to do with the so-called pride of the sky at his fingertips, Han Ziye's fans may be able to say that very old-fashioned sentence to all the fans of other celebrities, "Do you know how hard my brother works?", fans of other celebrities will definitely not dare to refute them.

And different from the easy-going and hearty in life, Han Ziye has a frightening crazy energy towards singing and filming, Han Ziye's career has become more and more prosperous in recent years, making movies is very popular, and his singing career is also very successful, which really proves that I sing as well as him, but he may not have me to act, I am better than most of them in filming, but they may not have my words of good singing, the words are very arrogant, but it is the embodiment of Han Ziye's rise in the middle of the day, at least if you dare to make public at this time, Han Ziye and Su Anxin, who are good friends on the surface, are actually known to everyone, there will still be at least half of the □□ girls who don't accept it and want to chase her and splash her with sulfuric acid.

Han Ziye is still filming, and he recently took over a movie from the old era, because the director is very good at only giving an outline as a script, and everything else depends on the actor's on-the-spot play to tap the actor's potential, plus this time the character is more complex than before, which can also make his acting skills go further, Han Ziye stayed up day and night, just a plot outline of one or two pages, but he analyzed the character profile according to the outline, wrote the plot and wrote the words, and finally wrote a thick 4-page book, which is really convincing。

In the new movie, Han Ziye is going to play a prodigal type of person, and the character in the play is a person who smokes very fiercely, so in order to pick out such an image, a man who doesn't like to smoke is trying to keep his hands on a cigarette for the first time, even if he is reading the script all day long, Su Anxin can't help coughing when he sees him approaching, so he put out the cigarette in his hand, and hurriedly pushed her away, asking her not to get close to him during this time, so as not to smell too much smoke is not good for the body, but never thought about whether he would smoke too much and not be good for the body。

However, this is not the end, as Han Ziye began to try to enter the play, his mood gradually began to become depressed, although this state seems to be because of the reason for entering the play, it makes people feel more than that, but makes people more uneasy, another play before the play actually has this kind of signs, so Anxin will feel angry with him, but now it is even more serious, he often can't eat, and he will vomit out after a few bites, which was originally just a slight sign, until it became more and more serious, and finally let Su Anxin take him to the hospital.

Anorexia, frequent depressed mood, poor sleep quality, forgetfulness, and recurrent emotions are all symptoms of depression.

"Do you have to shoot it?" Su Anxin took the diagnosis sheet and asked seriously.

"Be sure to shoot. He looked at Su Anxin and replied seriously.

"Good. Su Anxin replied more seriously.

Since then, Han Zi stayed up during filming at night, and Su Anxin began to stop trying to stop it, but she would accompany him and began to learn to read medical books, learn diet therapy, massage, and do everything she could to help treat depression.

The arrival of fame is not only happy and glamorous, high-intensity work, staying up late, stomach ulcers, the attention and expectations of the outside world, and the slander and attacks that will follow, even if the physical problems are not depression, Han Ziye is obviously haggard and emaciated, even if he looks like a good man with makeup, but in front of Su Anxin, Han Ziye will make half jokes and half seriously say that he is like a ghost, worried that Su Anxin will dislike him.

Then Su Anxin would tear off his body, kiss his facial features one by one, blink and smile.

Diet and massage were very effective at first, but gradually, these efforts did not seem to work.

Filming is okay, as soon as he leaves the spotlight, Han Ziye's spirit will be obviously depressed, although when facing Su Anxin, he will smile and say that he is fine, and sometimes he will look very happy to communicate with people, but more often he just stays quietly alone, he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't say a word, and the whole person looks depressed and depressed.

The filming location is S City, Han Ziye doesn't have to stay in a hotel, he can go home every day, Su Anxin knows the time when Han Ziye gets off the scene, and he will drive to pick him up every day.

Sometimes filming will add scenes, and it can't end according to the time, Su Anxin will stay quietly on the set, look at the man shining under the camera, and then wait for him to get off the scene, give him a hug, and the two of them will hold hands and go home.

Han Ziye's body was obviously worse.

Han Ziye, who is a rival and senior in the music world, is about to retire, and Han Ziye is a little sad, but what follows that day is not a reluctant farewell to fans to their predecessors in the music world, but a reluctant radicalization.

Han Ziye's nanny car was spray-painted by the fans of the seniors and threw rotten eggs, and the surrounding walls still had words written to him to die.

Han Ziye was worried that Su Anxin would be hurt, and Su Anxin was not allowed to pick him up again, but Su Anxin's car was attacked when it was parked in the parking lot that night, and the window glass was also smashed.

The beds in the hospital were very tight, so Su Anxin, who felt that he was only slightly injured, was not hospitalized, but asked the nurse to sit quietly after taking the medicine, waiting for the nurse to take the medicine list to pay for her.

When Han Ziye arrived, Su Anxin was still sitting on the bench in the hospital to comfort the frightened assistant sister who accompanied her, and smiled to indicate that she was fine, but when she turned her head, she was tightly wrapped in a warm and orchid-scented embrace.

She felt a chill slip down her hair and into her neck, and the hands holding her were shaking, and they were so tight that they made her feel very uncomfortable.

"I'm a little scared," he said, in a trembling voice, almost speechless. "You...... If only ......"

The next words were choked in his throat, and he didn't dare to say them, as if they were just imagining great fear and great horror.

"I'm fine. Su Anxin very gently hugged the emaciated man in his arms, and patted his back gently, as if soothing a frightened child. "I'm fine. ”

"You scared me,"

"Nothing is more important than you," he said, choking up, his voice hoarse.

Nothing is more important than her, and nothing can hurt her.

He repeated in his mind.

Even he can't.

Even the things he likes can't dream.

The author has something to say: Depression is actually not a disease, many people have it, the key is to keep a cheerful mood, and the people around him don't add pressure to him, although the male protagonist is destined to be impossible_(:3∠)_distressed 166 reading network