39 The Prince of Melanchondria[10]
Before Su Anxin's body dissipated even more, when the weather was warm and cold, Su Anxin finally didn't just sleep and eat this meaningless pig-like life, one day, she said very calmly and normally when Han Ziye called, as if she was just talking about insignificant trivial things, with the coolness of the night.
"I can't hold on anymore. She didn't have anything else to say besides this, and the sentence she was saying now was the only thing she had to say, and it contained a lot of meaning, but in a word, no matter what happened to you, I'm about to be crippled, and you have to get back quickly anyway.
A sentence without a beginning or an end, but it quieted down the person on the other side of the phone all of a sudden, Su Anxin sat on the bed, listening to the familiar sound of breathing on the other side of the phone, and then heard a low "Hmm." ”
Su Anxin didn't hang up the phone, this was already the most awake time she had every day, and she was reluctant to sleep, so she was silent for a long time, and the faint lamp at the head of the bed cast a pale yellow halo on her emaciated and pale face, Her originally serious and contemplative face was also a little softer because of this halo, and there was a shallow breathing sound from the phone, but Anxin didn't say a word, reached out and pressed the call button.
After hanging up the phone, Su Anxin looked at her almost transparent legs, she didn't lie, She was indeed about to disappear completely, and she was also tired more easily than before, and it had only been more than two months since Han Ziye left until today, it stands to reason that this is not possible,
Han Ziye may have understood the meaning of Anxin's words that day, but he also seemed to be hesitating, so Su Anxin finally finished filming all the scenes before she slept longer and longer day by day until she was about to end, saying that she was going to fly back to X City.
So Su Anxin was just silent after hearing Han Ziye say this, and he didn't ask him to come back quickly like the previous times, the two of them were silent to each other, and they could only hear the low breathing sound coming from the earpiece of the mobile phone.
"Forget it," Su Anxin pursed his somewhat dry lips, as if there was a blank space for Han Ziye to reflect, or say something, but Han Ziye still didn't say anything, so Su Anxin could only sigh low and speak. "You don't have to come back. ”
"I'm so ugly now, I won't be happy if you come back and see me. She said jokingly, then lowered her voice with the same gentleness and warmth as ever. "Let's talk on the phone, and you can listen to what I'm going to tell you. ”
"I have a question for you. ”
The other side quieted down, but Su Anxin asked an unrelated question. "You actually didn't like to eat lettuce a long time ago, and you didn't even want to touch it, but now why do you love to eat it?"
"You drank a thousand glasses and didn't get drunk, but now you pour a ......"
"You don't have a seafood allergy, but now you have ......"
"This is already a lot of problems," Han Ziye chuckled, and her low and pleasant voice came into Su Anxin's ears, making her heart tremble along with his laughter.
"Well, no kidding......" she said with some grumbling. "You just need to answer me one question......"
"Is it a question of whether to eat lettuce, or drinking, or is it allergies?" Han Ziye's pleasant voice sounded in Su Anxin's ears with the sound of the whistling wind, he said the question that the two of them obviously knew the answer, and there seemed to be some inexplicable pleasure, he seemed to be outside, and the background sound occasionally had a rumbling sound, some like the sound of an airplane taking off, even so, his slightly low and hoarse voice still passed through the noisy noise, and it was very accurately transmitted to Anxin's ears.
"I've always loved lettuce, you forgot ......"
"Do you like to answer these questions?"
Su An'an's voice raised a little, and he seemed a little annoyed.
"Why don't you come with me to see my parents?" she said. "I just want to know this. ”
Han Ziye seemed to be poked by Su An'an's words, and really laughed lowly, with obvious pleasure in his voice. "So you're in such a hurry to meet my parents......"
"It's really fun. ”
But Su Anxin didn't seem to be ashamed at all, but his voice was light and faint, and the clouds were light and light. "yes. ”
"I want to marry you. Anxin's gentle and clear voice was a little distorted through the microphone, but the steady and firm seemed to be transmitted to the microphone very accurately, so Han Ziye over there didn't smile anymore, as if he was shocked by Su Anxin's sudden on-site proposal, so the sound of breathing was almost nothing, as if he was reflecting whether he had heard it wrong. "But I ......"
But I don't know what my uncle and aunt look like.
Thinking of this, Han Ziye became as restless as the previous times, if he could meet her parents, he wouldn't have delayed meeting her parents until now, this is really something he can't do at all.
"But you can't, because what we're doing now is very mysterious......"
"Can't ......" Han Ziye eagerly opened his mouth, interrupting what Su An'an said.
"You can't say it, if you say it, it will disappear, right......" Su Anxin also interrupted what Han Ziye was about to say, she smiled slightly, her eyes brightened. "You don't have to worry, I know. ”
"We were going to talk about this today...... Su Anxin said softly. "And I already knew ......" and was sure, so her body slowly disappeared from that time on.
"I exist in your dream now, no," Su Anxin said, and finally said that the two of them had been tacitly during this time, and she had already known what she was guessing, and after finishing speaking, she looked at her more shallow figure, and thought for a while, she didn't panic at all and wanted to stop, but there was a shallow smile in her tone. "In other words, the whole world here was actually created by you, and my family Ah Ye is really amazing. ”
There was no sound on the phone, and Su Anxin complained a little. "I'm going to be cold now. ”
"I want to marry you, why aren't you happy at all......"
"Of course I'm happy......"
"Your tone is not happy at all, Mr. Han, your acting skills are really disgusting. ”
I want to marry you, the real marriage ......" It seems that the two of them have been getting along for a long time and have a tacit understanding, so Su Anxin guessed the thoughts in Han Ziye's mind at this moment and repeated it again. "What about you, Mr. Han, do you dare to meet my parents?"
Listening to Su An'an, Mr. Han, who was proposed, had some incomprehensible grievances.
It is obviously not a grievance, but as soon as someone cares about you, or finds that someone loves you, they begin to be wronged.
Or a child's temper.
This is in his dream space, and the world is all based on his imagination, so he who has never seen Su Anxin's parents no matter what, he can't complete the request of meeting his parents here in his dream space.
"If you don't see your parents, won't you marry me?"
He said almost aggrievedly.
"Isn't it okay not to see your parents get married?"
"Don't be coquettish...... Su Anxin stopped in time before someone became more serious.
But it seems that it is always easy to feel helpless about the person in front of her, so she unconsciously comforts Shun Mao, and there is a smile in her words, as if she recalls something very beautiful.
"But in another world, a long, long time ago, there was a little girl who wanted to marry you when she saw you......" Su Anxin said with a smile, obviously what she said was very attractive, and Han Ziye also listened very seriously, but he still couldn't help but grab his mobile phone, thinking about how good the person who said these words should be at this moment.
"This is the man she's always wanted to really marry you...... To be blessed by everyone, to know your true friends, to go to all the places where you have lived, to walk the roads you have walked, to feel all the traces of your existence......"
"I want to meet you in the original world. ”
"I want to, too. Han Ziye listened to those beautiful futures and said suddenly. "Actually, we don't have to worry about anything here......"
"Is it really possible? Everything here will develop according to Ah Ye's ideas, and everything will survive according to Ah Ye's belief in them, but it is not perfect, just like dreams and reality are always opposite......
"I'm afraid you're going to disappear. ”
She said in a very calm voice, but her expression was irrepressibly sad, but she couldn't hear the slightest hint of her voice.
She was afraid that he would disappear, and even more afraid that she would disappear, so what should he do, not to mention that she was about to disappear now.
Han Ziye didn't speak, and Su Anxin didn't speak, just pursed his lips.
It was because she was too contemplative, and it was also because her whole body had faded into the influence of the mist that she was about to be unable to maintain her shape, so when someone hugged her weakly, Su Anxin reacted slowly.
"Are you cold?" she was indeed cold, and her whole body was cold and transparent.
So after saying this, he couldn't help but hug her tighter again.
Su Anxin still looked up at him with some hesitation, the good-looking and almost delicate man in front of him pursed his lips, his face was a little pale, his hair didn't seem to have been cut recently, and it had grown a lot, some of which had reached his shoulders, looking a little decadent literary atmosphere.
Su Anxin, who had already accepted the setting that he was about to disappear, was almost a little incredulous.
"Don't blame me......" he said in a low voice, chuckling, his voice as magnetic as ever, so good that it almost made anyone who heard it shudder.
He took Su An'an's hand, looked at her fingers that were so pale that they were almost a phantom, gently unfolded the silver ring that had been holding in his hand, and then lowered his head and gently helped her into her fingers seriously.
"Actually, I wanted to have a perfect proposal for this ring, but you didn't even give me this opportunity, so I had to trap you now... I'll go to you..."......
As soon as the words fell, the silver ring that had just been brought up and had the master landed lightly and spun a few times.
"What a cunning man. ”
When he returns to the real world, he will lose all the memories he has about her, and even then he has been persuading him to go back, isn't she very cunning to leave first?
But what to do? He still can't seem to refuse her, so he's throwing in the towel, right? After all, there's no way he can stop liking her......
On April 1, 2005, on the day when the movie "Spring Returns" was nominated for the Hundred Flowers Gold Skar Award at the two major international award ceremonies, Han Ziye, a superstar of H country, jumped off the roof of his home and ended his life, holding a watercolor painting in his hand.
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"I've heard people say that there is a bird in this world that has no legs, and it can only fly and fly all the time, and when it is tired, it sleeps in the wind...... This bird can only land once in its lifetime, and that is when it dies. ”
"Yes, maybe one day he'll be willing to put a foot on a bird he likes?"
"That means it loves it. ”
"What if the bird left the bird with its prosthetic feet, either involuntarily or not?"
"I'm going to die......"
The author has something to say: It's sad to come back from preparing for a wedding and a marriage proposal to find that the bride has disappeared 166Reading.com