Chapter 20: Loss and Gain (2)

Why is this man in front of him looking for himself? Is it because of Mei Xin? Or is it because his current appearance is exactly the same as that of someone who has died? Wang Wanling looked at Mei Xin blankly and said to him this kind of thing that he seemed to understand

"I~" The handsome young man looked at Meixin and was silent for a while, and after moving away from Wang Wanling a little, he continued to look at her and asked with concern: "How is your body, now that you have just woken up, your body should not be able to adapt to it very well!

Warm man? This kind of handsome and gentle tone, this man turned out to be a warm man. But you are handsome and, don't lean over to me, Wang Wanling is not the kind of person you want to be the object, it is uncomfortable to see a man who cares too much about herself, this tone and gentleness will only make people feel disgusting!

She didn't rush to answer him, she was looking at the man, looking at him carefully. His skin was pale, and he was slightly tired for unknown reasons, but this exhaustion was clearly covered by the excitement on his face. Take a closer look at this handsome guy, who is very handsome, how is it a handsome method? If you have to express it, this kind of person can attract a lot of girls to peek at or be accosted even if he is thrown on the street.

Damn, that's what I'm talking about, more handsome than me, not happy. Wang Wanling spit out extremely unhappily in her heart, and when she met his eyes, Wang Wanling's eyes retreated, because his eyes seemed to be able to peek into people's hearts. This made Wang Wanling feel frightened and frightened, and hurriedly avoided his eyes and asked with a smile, "Do we know each other?"

The answer is definitely no, there is no doubt about it. The person in front of him will see himself this way, maybe because of Mei Xin, maybe because of someone......

Mei Xin or someone, no matter what the point of view, this person showed such a look that was sure that there was a guy who had mistakenly thought of someone or someone's substitute appeared! It was a terrible feeling, and the word substitute came to mind again, which made her really unhappy

"Is it necessary to say such a thing to me?"

became a substitute for a substitute, and when I first met Mei Xin's parents, I was already branded with an uncomfortable brand.

Because she once appeared on her, because the answer to the question was not completely obtained in the end, through the conversation with Meixin's parents, she could only understand the so-called human sophistication, because it was for Meixin, because she wanted to take care of Meixin's feelings, and she didn't feel anything wrong with it.

But more often, people can't blindly become a substitute, they must always understand their position, status and situation, and always remind themselves of their roles in the life circle!

After all, everyone is unique, and they all have their own life forms and their own unique thinking. No one can replace anyone, let alone replace anyone. If she can really become a substitute for others, then she will think that this person's existence has no meaning, because this person has existed to be a substitute for others from the moment he was born, and that kind of person, that kind of life, has lost all sense of existence and self-worth at the moment of coming

What's the point of living a life like that, a life that outlaws others and lives other people's lives, a life that doesn't even qualify for the opportunity to choose one's own future path?

Think about her current self, male or female, maybe she has existed to be a substitute from the moment she was born.

Otherwise, why didn't she have such a thing as a family until the last moment when she was a man, why didn't she even enjoy the so-called family warmth and power. And why is the so-called 'home' in her life an orphanage, and why do so many people hate her and alienate her when she is on campus?

Isn't it already clear that parents spit on themselves and discard themselves as unnecessary garbage. Society hates itself, isolates itself, and finally pushes itself into a dark and uninhabited corner. In that case, wouldn't it be nice not to give birth to yourself in the first place?

It's good to be dead! Death is a kind of liberation, a new kind of salvation, right?

Is the familiar and strange self really me? is it? the guy who will only be depressed and willing to fall...... Maybe it's not anymore, that person has become a stranger, the most familiar stranger!

Is the former self enjoying the darkness or escaping the darkness? Maybe I won't get a perfect answer in my life. If it weren't for that girl, if it weren't for her encouragement, maybe there would be no Wang Wanling now, because she would have been depraved until she was so depraved that she could never be separated from the darkness. Because at that time, she wanted to escape from the darkness but was afraid to leave the darkness, and her ambivalence was always swaying left and right.

Therefore, the girl is an angel, the perfect angel who helps her wash away her sins and dirt. Because of tolerance and love, the girl made her soul completely reborn!

Wang Wanling looked at the man quietly, because her restless heart made her eyes look confused at the moment

Do we know each other~ The handsome boy was obviously stunned for a moment. However, it soon became clear that he was indeed too impatient, and they really didn't know him from the whole situation that had happened so far. But he believed that meeting her was an opportunity from God, a gift from God to make up for the mistakes he had made in the past.

So......

He can't be wrong in any detail, he can't let the tragedy happen again!

(End of chapter)