Tao Tao came to the door of the bright garden, and as he walked in, he generally looked at the balcony of his home.

When Tao Tao saw his father pacing back and forth on the balcony, he stepped out of the bright garden again.

Tao Tao felt that he no longer had the courage to return home, let alone face his father, mother, grandmother, and sister.

He knew that he had brought too much pain and embarrassment to the family.

Since I was in high school, I seem to have been torturing my parents.

Taotao really can't think of what he has done to make his parents happy and proud of himself?

After Tao Tao walked out of the south gate of Bright Garden, he followed the small alley and came to the fourth road of Windy City.

He walked along the 4th Road of Fengcheng and walked all the way to the Fenglin Painting Mansion Community located near the 3rd Road of Fengcheng and Zhenguan Road.

Tao Tao looked at the community in front of him, and he recalled the scene when he and Cui Fei lived together after they got married.

By this time, it was already dark.

Tao Tao saw that in the entire community, the windows of every house were lit, but his own home was pitch black.

Tao Tao suddenly felt that he not only did not have the courage to return to his parents' house in Bright Garden, but also did not have the courage to enter the home of Fenglin Huafu Community.

He stood downstairs, looking at the people passing by, and hesitated for more than half an hour.

The weather was cold, and Taotao's snot was also frozen.

Tao Tao took out the door ban card from his pocket.

He slowly pushed the door open and entered the hallway.

The corridor was pitch black, and Tao Tao felt unusually depressed.

He pressed the elevator and waited for it to come down.

At this time, although Taotao was alone, he felt that there was always someone by his side.

Tao Tao didn't know if this feeling was his hallucination, or if someone was really stalking him.

Tao Tao got on the elevator, and he came to the door of the house.

At the door of the house, it was still pitch black.

Tao Tao felt dark and took out the key from his pocket.

When Tao Tao opened the door, he suddenly felt terrified in his home by the light from the street lamps in the courtyard and the light from the balcony.

Tao Tao has never felt fear of home.

He stood at the door and waited for a long time before he stepped into the door.

Tao Tao turned on the light in the living room and closed the door.

He locked the door behind his back, then leaned against it with a stool before he felt safe.

Tao Tao looked at the empty home.

He felt a kind of loneliness from the heart that made him shudder.

This home, which used to be so warm and welcoming, has become so much that people can't stay in it.

Once, the home was full of appliances and furniture.

But now, those who have been moved have been removed, and those who have been damaged have been broken......

Moreover, these days, Tao Tao has not cleaned the house once.

Since there is no woman in this family, Taotao seems to have changed as a person.

He doesn't like to clean like he used to, he likes to be clean.

Back at home, Taotao felt very thirsty.

However, when he walked into the kitchen, he found that there was not a drop of hot water in the house.

Tao Tao was hungry.

However, he found that the refrigerator for storage was gone.

Even the rice cooker for cooking is gone.

It's cold.

When he opened the cabinet, looking at the messy wardrobe that was overturned by Cui Fei, he no longer had the courage to take out the warm clothes inside and put them on himself.

Tao Tao was cold, hungry and tired.

After he took off his clothes, he did not wash himself, but got into the bed.

The quilt hadn't been folded in days, and the sheets were dirty.

Tao Tao waded on the double bed of Nuoda.

He looked at the ceiling above his head and the wedding photos hanging from the head of the bed.

Tao Tao felt extremely desolate in his heart.

How much he misses the days when he and Cui Fei were in love.

That intimate day between himself and Cui Fei.

That day when Cui Fei hadn't cheated on his back.

However, everything of the past is gone.

All the prosperity of the past is indifferent in this home.

All the laughter and laughter of the past are unbearable in this family.

Tao Tao felt like a worm hiding in a cave, humble, shabby, and small......

Inside the house, it was quiet.

Tao Tao even felt that he could hear the sound of a needle falling to the ground.

Although Cui Fei took a lot of things, she didn't take away her wedding dress.

Cui Fei's wedding dress was lying quietly on top of the cabinet.

Tao Tao saw that a thick layer of ash had fallen on the wedding dress.

Tao Tao sighed.

He didn't know, why didn't Cui Fei take this wedding dress?

Tao Tao was in bed, lying tossing and turning for hours, unable to sleep.

In half sleep, I don't know if it was the chaos of thinking or the confusion of consciousness, Taotao suddenly regretted divorcing Cui Fei.

In the dark, he even thought:

If he forgave Cui Fei, would Cui Fei reconcile with himself, and then live a sweet life with himself again?

If I hadn't divorced Cui Fei, maybe my current self wouldn't be so painful, helpless, and afraid......

If he and Cui Fei live together, maybe this home will return to the warm, warm and sweet home before.

If you ...... yourself

There are so many ifs, flipped in Tao Tao's mind.

Flipping and flipping, Tao Tao finally closed, those eyes that really couldn't be closed.

……

Early in the morning, Tao Tao woke up.

He looked at the sky outside, and it was still pitch black.

He knew that it was not yet dawn.

However, at this time, Tao Tao was completely sleepy.

Tao Tao slid on the bed, and his thoughts began to fly wildly again.

Compared with all the regrets and pains of last night, Taotao in the morning, he thinks more, but reflects and introspects.

He reflected on himself, why did he embark on the road of divorce?

He reflected on himself, why was he so passive in marriage?

He reflected on himself, why was he so good to Cui Fei, Cui Fei still cheated, and took revenge?

Tao Tao really regrets that when he came up yesterday, he didn't buy a few bottles of beer and bring them with him.

Otherwise, you can sleep for a few more hours while you are drunk.

Tao Tao's hair was messy, and his feet were dirty.

At the same time, Tao Tao felt as if he hadn't brushed his teeth for a few days.

At this time, he felt like a beggar crawling out of the garbage heap, which made people sick and indignant.

After a few hours in bed, it was finally dawn.

At the same time, his mobile phone was also played with no battery.

Tao Tao is bored.

He went to the small bedroom and turned on the computer.

However, when he turned on the computer, he found that the router had already been taken away by Cui Fei.

Without IFI, Taotao can only turn on the hotspot of the mobile phone, and then use the computer to connect the mobile hotspot to surf the Internet.

And the hotspot of the mobile phone cannot open the website quickly.

Therefore, Taotao could only click on QQ.

Tao Tao faced the flashing QQ on the computer, and he said in his heart that since he had WeChat, he seemed to have not opened QQ for more than a year.

Taotao looked at QQ, the only one with a picture of his head was a few people online.

He counted: "Lei Lei one, Xiao Yi one, Li Shimin one ......"

The once glorious QQ is now only three people online.

Taotao looked at the first person, Lei Lei, and he couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

The girl who worked in the Tang Paradise used to like her.

Moreover, he also talked to her to the point of talking about marriage.

However, seeing that he was about to meet his parents, because he entered the mountain, there was no signal on his mobile phone for more than half a month, and he was misunderstood by Lei Lei, who did not understand his work, and thus ruined the relationship.

Tao Tao even thought that if he hadn't followed Zhou Zhanhe into the mountain at that time, or didn't believe Zhou Zhanhe's words, and had greeted Lei Lei in advance, maybe he was having a good time with Lei Lei now.

And he will not be as depressed as he is now, to the point of divorce.

Tao Tao couldn't help but click on Lei Lei's QQ avatar.

He guessed that Lei Lei would definitely not be online so early in the morning.

So, he said casually, "Lei Lei, are you there?"

However, as soon as Tao Tao finished speaking, Lei Lei's reply came.