Chapter 8: His Heart Is Anxious
Su Ran sat casually under a big tree, looking at the clear blue sky, but there was a wry smile on his lips. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Oh, that's ironic. Looking at the blood stains that had congealed in his palm, Su Ran sighed softly, and the wry smile on his lips was replaced by mockery.
Reality taught her another good lesson, once again reminding her of what it is like to be powerless.
She had just almost lost control. And this feeling has not been felt since that time, after she recognized the reality.
Losing control is just the impulse of an incompetent person, and an incompetent person, no matter how impulsive he is, will not help, and in the end he will just let others do it.
From the time she was sent to someone else's bed like a commodity by Jia Ren, shouldn't she understand what she finally got in exchange for losing control?
Because I understand, I will choose to give up treatment after learning that I have cancer, give up the slim hope, and what I can't do, why bother with hope?
I thought that when she was reborn, everything should be different, but now it seems that what is the difference? When she saw the person she hated the most, she could only watch the face of hypocrisy and righteousness sway in front of her.
Jia Ren, that's the person she wanted to kill before she died, the person who wanted to drag him to hell with her before she died. In the end, she naturally did so, but she couldn't see his end with her own eyes.
The things she had collected with all her might would be enough for him to fall from the clouds high above when he was in the world, right?
I thought that after doing all this, her hatred should be weakened, but no.
Just now when she saw him again, when she saw him who had not yet been admitted to college, when she saw that person who had not yet borrowed her, when she saw Jia Ren, who was still 108,000 miles away from the so-called successful person, and when she saw Jia Ren, who still had nothing, she realized that if she did not see his end with her own eyes, her hatred for him would not decrease......
But the reality is that when facing him before everything happened, when he was not developed and was still very weak, she still couldn't do anything, and even in order to remind herself that she couldn't be impulsive and reckless, she could only use self-harm to use pain to sober herself.
It's just that everything in the previous life didn't happen at this time. And now she can't deal with a person for no reason, even if that person is the person she hates the most, she has no choice but to watch and watch.
But she is unwilling, unwilling to let her only stay in the dark, unable to live freely. The man who was unwilling to ruin all her hopes was still alive. Even if nothing has happened yet, as long as she thinks of what happened in the past, how can she be, how can she ...... Leave him alone?
If she doesn't settle all the past, what is the point of her rebirth? How can she settle down, return to plainness, and spend the rest of her life with Song Jinyan?
Song Jinyan, thinking of this person, a smile finally appeared in Su Ran's eyes full of resentment.
If she was in the darkness of her previous life, what else was worth looking forward to, it was him, he was her salvation, where did he save her, but he was the person she was most sorry for, and she was the most unworthy of the past...... people!
Thinking of Song Jinyan, Su Ran's eyes seemed to float with the cold and handsome face of that person, the person who once belonged to him, but in the end belonged to someone else.
In this life, she won't, she won't be stupid again, let the people who belong to her, the happiness that belongs to him give up to another person, absolutely not!
"Hiss, ......" Suddenly, Su Ran heard a small sound, and when he listened carefully, the sound had already become louder.
As if to tell her that the source of the noise was getting closer and closer to her. As the voice approached, Su Ran only felt that her scalp was numb and her whole body was weak, this was her direct reaction to danger, she had felt like this in her previous life when Jia Renzhen sent her to someone else's bed, and now it appeared again!
Su Ran, who felt uneasy, wanted to get up and run away, but before he could start moving, he found that he could only sit stiffly. Not only can't her body move, but her feet are actually cramping at this moment, is the sky going to kill her?
Feeling the coldness on her body, cold sweat rose on Su Ran's forehead, for this creature, Su Ran was instinctively afraid, especially that thing was slowly climbing up her skin, which deepened her bad memories when she was a child......
Song Jinyan ran towards the grove quickly, he had never thought that this road was too far before, but now he only hoped that the road would be shorter.
The heartbeat that beats violently with the running presses the restless heart, but the uneasiness in the heart continues to expand.
It's going to be fine, Su Ran is going to be fine, she won't just go to the forest so coincidentally. Song Jinyan thought silently in his heart. But the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became, as if I had determined that Su Ran was in Xiaolinzi.
Su Ran is not a native of Wusong, and he doesn't know the abnormality of the forest, but the older generation of villagers are reluctant to mention the forest.
Song Jinyan remembered that when he was only six years old, someone ran into a group of snakes somewhere, and few people went to that remote grove since then. It was also from that day that the small forest began to be called the Snake Forest, which was the territory of the snake.
The reason why he remembered it was because his house was the closest, and it was not a small incident.
It stands to reason that the snake in mating, as long as no one deliberately bothered, will not take the initiative to hurt people, but that day, the person was attacked by a group of snakes, and almost left his life there, but the younger generation of people know very little about it, because the older generation of people are superstitious, think that it is not a good omen, and automatically keep silent, and he is one of the few who knows these things.
Su Ran is a knowledgeable youth, they have only been in Wusong Village for a few years, and no one has taken them there, they have not been to the snake forest, they probably don't know that there are often snakes over there, and no one said anything about the past, and it is impossible for them to know.
For so many years, basically no one in Wusong Village has been to the snake forest, and there is no way to know what it looks like now.
Su Ran likes to be quiet, if he really goes to the snake forest by mistake, and sees that it is quiet over there, he will definitely stay there, at this moment, Song Jinyan only hates that he has lost two legs, and he can't hurry up.
Silently looking towards the forest where the trees could already be seen, the gust of wind was blowing, and the rustling of leaves sounded in Song Jinyan's heart, but he was even more nervous, and he couldn't help but speed up his pace and run again, wanting to quickly determine whether Su Ran was really in the snake forest, if it was really over there, I just hoped that her luck would be better and not to touch the snake.
Although spring has passed, the season of snake sex has passed, but after all, it is a snake nest, even in winter, you can meet a few lonely snake shadows, not to mention that the temperature is high now.
If Su Ran knew that the secluded forest was called the Snake Forest, he would definitely be glad for the good luck of his previous life, he had been there so many times, but he had never met it once, and his good luck was unscientific. And this time, her good luck has really run out!